"Shallow:

Writing these two words feels like calling yourself.

I saw my clear eyes in the mirror, took the photo of you and me, and realized that between the eyebrows, we are portraits of Rutz, and even the arc of the smile is the same.

The only difference is that your hairline has a good-looking beauty tip.

And I, on the other hand, didn't have Sakura

Perhaps, this is the most direct difference between you and me in the first infancy, right?

I guessed that, but my mother was not, her newborn babies were all fluffy and couldn't see the lineline.

When I heard this, I laughed and asked my mother, how did she recognize me and you?

Mom smiled, mother naturally has a mother's way.

I don't believe it.

After repeated questioning, my mother had a secret.

Your eyes are double-inward, and I'm double-out.

Although, I don't admit it, obviously both of us have the same eyes, bright and clear, big and divine.

However, my mother insisted on doing so, as if it were true.

I thought about it later and thought about it, even if my mother was right.

After all, I can still recognize you from the crowd at a glance, without having to look at the hairline or look at the inside and outside of the eyes.

Just because, you Su Qianqian is the only and dear sister of my Ouyang Fuqian.

So, shallow, please don't doubt, put aside the worries in your heart, live a good life, in this world, you are not alone, you still have me, even if I am gone, you still have your father and mother.

This is my first wish, I hope that my only sister can get to know herself again, although you are late, but you are still an indispensable part of our family.

Of course, I also know that it is easy to do, but it is difficult to do.

Actually, you don't have to envy me, I've been living by my parents' side.

That's because I was diagnosed with a pre-existing condition from birth, and thankfully, you're healthy.

So, in fact, you are the one who is envied.

You can run away at will, run away at will, and live a long life in the future.

And I, perhaps, won't make it this summer.

By the time you read this letter, I was probably in another world.

When I arrived in another world, I wanted to go to our biological mother and ask why, when she gave birth to us in the first place, she immediately abandoned us.

As I put pen to paper, I suddenly began to understand that some people and some things should be forced to do so since they had never known each other in the first place.

Naturally, she also suffered.

So, the second thing I think is, shallow, please don't be alienated from Mom and Dad, from the moment we were born, they are our benefactors, our real parents.

Because they adopted us, they couldn't have children of their own.

Presumably, they also struggled.

Mom and Dad thought I didn't know the secret.

And I got it.

Do you remember the summer when you were in third grade, and I suddenly fainted?

In the hospital, I needed a blood transfusion, and then I learned that my father had blood type A, my mother had type O, and you and I had blood type B.

Now that you have also learned about nature, you should know that you and I are not the biological daughters of your parents.

However, their love for us is no worse than that of their biological parents.

No, exactly, our parents are the only ones and no one else.

From the moment we were first born, everything was set in stone.

All the people who know us look a lot like our parents, I am more like my father, and you are more like my mother.

Actually, that's why they will charge us in the early stage.

Mom, when she and Dad first saw us in the hospital, we suddenly grinned at her.

Mom's inexplicable corners of her eyes were wet at that moment, pointing at the two of us, these two children, she asked for it, and they were smiling at her.

The nurse looked surprised, to the mother, you are afraid that you are not looking away, where can the newborn child smile? At least a hundred.

Mom insisted, and we smiled at her.

Perhaps, that was the original eye.

In order to remember, not to get separated, so, both of us were named: shallow.

One followed his father's surname Ouyang Fuqian, and the other followed his mother's surname Su Qianqian.

According to it, it was my mother's aunt and my father's teacher took it for us, and I turned "Wen Jie Zi" and "Ci Hai".

According to those two, they were also very learned people.

When I first heard it, I almost laughed and my stomach hurt.

Two names so simple: Ouyang Fuqian and Su Qianqian.

It's also worth turning over "Wen Jie Zi" and "Ci Hai".

Later, I went to look through it myself, and I realized what they meant.

Su Shi has a word cloud: The autumn dew is heavy, and the real pearl falls on the sleeves.

It seems to be a contradiction, but in fact it is full and overflowing, and people must be content to be happy.

The name is like its person, this name seems to be doomed, a portrayal of this short life.

At this moment, I am writing a letter, and I have no sadness or pain in my heart.

I am only grateful to God that our two sisters have always been together and have never been truly separated.

In fact, there is still a trace of guilt in my heart for you, my only sister.

If it weren't for my pre-existing illness, we would have lived together forever and you wouldn't have been sent to an orphanage.

Thankfully, Dean is Mom's best sister.

But you don't want to, but because of this, your character also follows your name: shallow.

As for the meaning of shallowness, presumably, you also know it from Grandpa Li, so you don't need me to explain it.

Therefore, my second wish is, whether I am here or not, please be sure to be by my parents' side, the first half of their lives, we have not been able to participate, the second half of my life, please be sure to accompany me to the end.

They have given so much for the two of us.

Presumably, my departure will also be painful for them in the near future.

Thankfully, I still have you, and they still have you!

As for me, I also turned into the brightest one on the side - the curved moon.

Isn't it different from what you think.

Yes, I won't be the brightest star, because the moon is bright and the stars are rare.

I want to be the brightest moon on the planet, so that when you look up, you can see me from the first day of the new year to the end of the month, early morning or dusk, crescent moon or full moon, I will always be with you.

Shallow, you are young (as if you are very big, in fact, you are the same), young heart, don't carry old thoughts.

I'm just a fragment of my long life, and all I have left is the memory of looking back, and most of the road from now on is still for you to walk on your own.

Also, the distant boy.

You can borrow my name and fly with him.

It's a secret between you and me.

From now on, Su Qianqian is me, and you are Ouyang Fuqian.

It can't be changed, but you can pursue it or you can give up. Life requires pursuit and abandonment.

And I hope that you can persevere, for the sake of that dream, take them out of Liujia Village, to Jingyun, and towards a better future.

So, shallow, my third wish, is to live well for me, love myself, love my parents, love the people around me who are worthy of love, those distant friends, and close friends.

Sister, I will always be with you......

Ouyang Fuqian

XX year XX month XX day at home

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