Chapter 380
Chu Xiaobei shirked and said that he was not used to sitting at the same table with others to eat, and Chu Xiaonan heard her say this, so he didn't force her.
After a while, the nurse and Ji came in with the child in their arms, the child was wrapped in swaddling clothes, sleeping with his eyes closed, and looked 10 points cute.
Chu Xiaobei was in a trance after seeing the child, as if the child was born by himself. She stretched out her hand and wanted to hug the child, but was stopped by the Ji family, she was always worried about Chu Xiaobei's mental condition, afraid that she would accidentally drop the child again, and then there would be no way to explain to the people of the Song family.
Chu Xiaobei didn't really like that child, the reason why she stretched out her hand was just a subconscious action, but now she was stopped by Ji's family, she came back to her senses all of a sudden, and then retracted her hand.
Chu Xiaonan didn't want her to touch her child, so she asked the nurse to bring the child over and let her sleep in her arms, and the newborn baby slept most of the time every day except for eating, because they still had to grow their bodies.
Ji Shifeng wanted to sleep with the child in her arms, so she said that they should go, Chu Xiaonan said to let them stay here to eat, Ji said no, and then left with Chu Xiaobei.
On the way back, she said to Chu Xiaobei: "Don't worry too much, you will have it soon, I have seen it in two days, you will go back, you have been home for a while, I said that I would stay for five or six days, but now it has been more than half a month in a blink of an eye, don't look back and let the Zhang family say anything." ”
The last thing Chu Xiaobei wanted to listen to was to let her go back, she said to Ji: "But I don't want to go back, I feel uncomfortable when I go back there, and it is not my home at all, it is the home of a person surnamed Zhang." ”
Ji said: "Don't say that, as the saying goes, marry a chicken and marry a dog, since you are married to the Zhang family, then you are a member of the Zhang family, even if they don't recognize you, you are also a member of the Zhang family, you must relax your mind, no matter what they say, you don't go to your heart, I believe that sooner or later one day you will raise your eyebrows." If you don't go back, what if the dove occupies the magpie's nest in the future? Haven't you thought about it? ”
Chu Xiaobei lowered her head silently, in fact, she had already seen it now, if Zhang Gongzi wanted to marry someone else, she would raise her hands in favor, because then her pressure would be much less, and she didn't have to rack her brains every day to have a child, just let other women give him a child, anyway, she was also a wife, and no one could take away her status.
But she knew that Ji would not agree to these words, so she didn't tell her, she just thought so in her heart.
Seeing that she didn't speak, Ji knew that she still didn't want to go back, but she couldn't keep letting her stay here, so she finally sent her back to Zhang's house ruthlessly.
Chu Xiaobei came back so late, Mrs. Zhang was very unhappy, and then called her to her room and said, "Didn't you promise me to come back in five or six days, look at you, this stay will be almost a month, have you taken my words to heart?" Do you still have our Zhang family in your eyes, do you have me, my mother-in-law and husband? ”
Chu Xiaobei lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry mother, I stayed at my mother's house for a few more days because I didn't have the face to see you, anyway, it's useless for me to stay here, and you don't like me." ”
Mrs. Zhang said: "Who said we don't like you, why don't you find yourself awkward, which of us is not kind to you, you actually say that we don't like you, it's really speechless!" ”
Chu Xiaobei said: "I can feel that you don't like me. But I don't blame you, because it's my own problem. ”
Mrs. Zhang sighed and said: "You are actually very good as a child, but there are some things that I like to drill too much, and I like to put pressure on myself too much, okay, you go back and have a good rest, and when you are okay in the future, talk to my son, talk and talk, don't just count him down every day, so that the two of you will only drift apart, the two of you must communicate well, you will care about him and take care of him, and he will naturally be good to you, this is a two-way street, you don't want to make his heart cold when the time comes, Only when you lose it do you know that you regret it. ”
Chu Xiaobei nodded, and then went back to her room, after she went back, she felt uncomfortable, although the room was still the same as when she left, but she felt that something had changed. She faced the empty room, froze for a while, was distracted for a while, and then lay down on the bed, she really had no energy, she didn't know what to do, she could only lie down.
Zhang Gongzi recently either went out to get together with friends, or went to the brothel to find some talented women to learn poetry and songs, and lived a very chic and comfortable life, when he went home, he found that Chu Xiaobei didn't know when he would come back, he just frowned at this, and he didn't look happy, nor did he say anything.
When Chu Xiaobei heard the sound of the door opening, he woke up from the bed, and as soon as he opened his eyes, he saw Zhang Gongzi undressing and washing his hands, she said, "Are you back?" Then he sat up from the bed.
Zhang Gongzi said "um", picked up a towel and wiped his face and hands, and then began to change clothes.
After changing into home clothes, he walked out, and Chu Xiaobei hurriedly asked, "Where are you going?" ”
Zhang Gongzi said without looking back: "Go to the study to read." Then he opened the door and went out.
His coldness made Chu Xiaobei feel speechless and angry, but she didn't want to quarrel with him as soon as she came back, so she lay on the bed again and covered her face with the quilt.
Zhang Gongzi never came back after going out, until it was time for dinner, he went directly to the restaurant to eat, and he didn't go back to the room after eating, and ran to the study again, and he didn't know what to do.
Chu Xiaobei endured it, personally brought a cup of tea to him to the study, saw that he was writing, and when he saw Chu Xiaobei coming in, he closed the words and asked her what she was doing, Chu Xiaobei put the tea on the table and said, "I'll bring you tea, take a break!" ”
Zhang Gongzi nodded, then picked up the tea and took a sip, and said, "It tastes good, next time I don't want you to send it in person, just let the girl send it over." ”
Chu Xiaobei said expressionlessly: "Because only in this way can I see you, otherwise I will see you all day."