It's a wonderful feeling that you can't deceive yourself.

Leyu now looks back and realizes the real reason why he stayed in Xingke County instead of getting on the train in the first place.

He can't deceive himself with the lie that 'even if I don't have a white night', he can't fool himself with 'I don't care if those people live or die'.

If Le Yu were an ordinary person, he would be able to make himself escape through fear and cowardice, but his ice-blooded constitution made him face his purest desires.

He just cared about the life and death of the poisonous tongue medical officer Yin Yinyin, the eldest sister An Qian, the tool man Chen Fu and others, so he stayed in Xingke County.

In the past, Leyu could deceive herself with many reasons, such as that she would embark on a journey to a secret realm in the future, such as that she didn't know what it was like to like it, such as that she was just greedy for her body...... However, after activating the 'Ice Blood Constitution', he completely gained insight into his truest thoughts.

Le Yu sat on the bed and stretched out his hands to hug the cute Qinglan tightly.

"Hey, hey, hey, hey—" Qinglan made the sound of a kettle boiling, her hands swaying at a loss, her face flushed like a small tomato that would burst at any moment, and it took a while to hug Leyu shyly.

"Okay, so suddenly......"

"Love comes like a tornado." Leyu casually said a lyric: "I think it's good to be like this, the rain has stopped, the sky is clear, the night is deep, you like me, I like you too." ”

"I can't wait until life and death to confess, in that case, I can't hold you like this."

Qing Lan forcibly pushed him away gently, hugged his neck with both hands, looked into his eyes and asked, "You like to hold me very much?" ”

"There's nothing better than hugging, and there's nothing like that when I hold you tightly in my arms, there's nothing like that to give you a better sense of what it means to have."

Le Yu said softly: "That night, you saved me. ”

Qinglan knew what he was talking about, and asked in a warm voice, "Is that maid named Frost Leaf important to you?" ”

"No, that's the day I learned her name. But her death made me feel very lonely. ”

"So because you're lonely, do you like me who always has been by your side?"

Le Yu nodded, and shook his head again.

"I love how good you are when you play with me."

"I also like the trust that you will support me no matter what I do."

"I prefer your confidence in managing the newspaper to thrive."

"I have a lot of reasons to like you." Leyu thought for a while, and then said: "Perhaps, I like you, so everything about you has become the reason." ”

Qing Lan raised her eyebrows slightly, and said with a complicated expression: "But the reason why I play battle cards is because you like it, so I went to learn." ”

"I will only support you because you don't tell me anything, I have no reason to dissuade you, I can only silently wish you a safe return."

"If you didn't let me manage the newspaper, I wouldn't have bothered to manage it, I worked hard to learn how to become a qualified editor-in-chief for you."

"And a lot more, a lot of ......"

Qinglan lightly hammered Le Yu's chest: "You really don't pay attention to details at all, and you ruin a lot of tenderness for me." ”

Qinglan under the light is still as crystal clear as powder, and her coquettish expression of wanting to talk makes Le Yu slightly distracted.

When he came back to his senses, he and Qinglan had already separated their lips, and the silk thread connecting the two of them was about to be broken, transparent and flooded, with an inexplicable ambiguity, which made the temperature in the room soar.

"Childe, are you going to do something dangerous again?" Qinglan suddenly asked.

"Why do you say that?"

"Today, the newspaper office is also working overtime, and the news of the defeat of the Heyang army has reached Xuanzhu County, and everyone knows that the Morrowind people are coming in." Qinglan lowered her eyebrows, and her voice was as light as a gossamer: "Childe, you have become so ...... today Initiative, so I feel ......"

"I think I'm ready to die, and I recognize my thoughts, so I want to show you my heart, at least die blindly?" Le Yu saw Qinglan nodding slightly, he shook his head with a smile: "You think right, but it's not right." ”

"I'm going to do something dangerous, and I'm sure I'm going to do it, but it's the other way around—it's because I care about you that I'm going to do it."

Leyu changed her mind.

He wants to give up the idea of traveling around the world, wants to give up the idea of leaving, and wants to give up the idea of 'just do it and leave'.

He wanted to stay.

When he is alone, of course, Leyu can say that he can go, one person eats enough and the whole family is not hungry, one person is killed and the whole family moves, even if it is abducted and sold by human traffickers, Leyu can enjoy himself and be at peace with what happens.

But with the bond and the responsibility, his mind also changed.

Just like when he was in Xingke County, Le Yu tried his best to send Qian Yuya away, because Xingke County would be very dangerous, and the moral law in his heart couldn't sit back and watch him leave Qian Yuya in this chaotic place.

The current Xuanzhu County is more dangerous than Xingke County, and Leyu has two ways: send Qinglan away or let her stay. Before this, Le Yu was inclined to send her away, firstly, it was simple, convenient and experienced, and secondly, for Qinglan, Xuanzhu County was not her hometown, but just a prison where she struggled to survive.

But Leyu changed his mind.

He wants to be stable, he wants to start a family with Qinglan.

He couldn't deceive himself - why should he be obsessed with the Well of Gods and Demons? Why did you keep wanting to escape from Xuanzhu County? Why do you do everything on a whim?

Because he's so lonely.

From the moment he came into this world, he was alone.

He has no home, nowhere is his hometown; He has no relatives, and the 'Le Yu' that everyone knows is just an otherworldly soul in human skin, and he doesn't even have comrades, and the moral law in his heart is beyond this era and incompatible with everyone.

Therefore, Leyu has become a rootless duckweed, drifting with the tide, going wherever he wants, and seeking the well of gods and demons.

That is his ultimate hope to return to 'home' and get rid of 'loneliness' completely.

How could he not know that the Well of Gods and Demons might just be an ethereal legend, but if there was no hope at all, Le Yu felt that he would collapse sooner or later.

But if Leyu has a home again and roots again, maybe he can get rid of this maggot-like loneliness.

In fact, there are many fatal problems that Leyu can't solve, such as Qinglan will eventually grow old, but he is an immortal who dies endlessly, for example, he has never been in love, such as who is green and who is green between him and Jing Zhengwei......

But Leyu at this moment, just wants to follow his inner thoughts.

Become the president of the Silver Blood Society, unite with the white night, reform Dongyang, and then ......

Create a world where he and Qinglan can live in peace.

"What if I say, can you do something dangerous for me not to do?" Qinglan lay on his collarbone, her face rubbing around, making Le Yu feel a little itchy.

"Actually, I wanted the third brother to go at first, but the third brother refused this dangerous mission for the sake of his fiancée. Because he knew that if he died, then his fiancée would go with him. Leyu said: "And I am different, and you are not the same." ”

"Because, I'm not going to die."

"And, even if I'm not there, you're already a woman who can stand on your own."

Qing Lan snorted: "It's nice to say, but in the end, it's not that you won't listen to me at all." ”

"Then all I can say is...... Come back early, I'll play cards with you, I've found the way to win in the battle cards. ”

"Really!?" Le Yu was shocked: "Teach me quickly, I want to live forever!" ”

Qing Lan nodded her forehead angrily: "Childe, look at the atmosphere." ”

"But you didn't reply to me."

"What reply?"

"I like you, and then what?" Leyu asked, "Do you like me too?" ”

Qinglan suddenly shook her head: "I don't like Childe." ”

Then Qinglan hugged Le Yu and lay on the bed, touched her nose face to face, gently stroked his face and said:

"I just want to snuggle up with you on a big soft bed,

Pull back a little curtain in the morning,

And then I hug you and watch the sun shine in inch by inch,

Wait until the afternoon, change into comfortable clothes,

Hand in hand, go to Damen Stone Street to eat delicious food

Stay in the bedroom after dark, I read, you write,

If it were you, I would be willing to live like this for the rest of my life. ”

"What about work?" "Participation in work is characteristic of independent women......

"Don't speak."

Qinglan blocked Le Yu's mouth, and the skills of both of them were so jerky that it only took a few minutes to become proficient, and then they were able to pull out a perfect and beautiful silk thread.

Just as Mi Die was listening intently outside, she suddenly heard her son-in-law make a shocked voice.

"Wait!"

Le Yu sat up with a serious expression: "I seem to have been poisoned, and there is something strange in my body!" ”

Ice Blooded is not immune to toxins, but it allows Le Yu to ignore all toxins and reduce the duration of any debuffs by 50%.

Therefore, the poisoned music language will still be poisoned.

Seeing Le Yu's appearance, Qing Lan suddenly remembered something, blushed, and pulled Le Yu to lie down.

"Don't worry, I'm poisoned, someone must have poisoned me, the Jing family is not safe-"

"I'm down." Qinglan whispered.

"Huh?" Le Yu was stunned.

"Many people in the newspaper are talking about it, saying that the Morrowind people will come to attack Xuanzhu County, and some people even say that the Heyang army has been completely annihilated, and Xuanzhu County will be captured at any time." Qinglan stammered around the corner and said, "So, so I think this matter can't be delayed any longer, so, so I put ...... in the honey five-flower tea."

Le Yu blinked: "Tiger and wolf medicine? ”

Qinglan nodded.

The people of Leyu were stupid - you must know that he was an intermediate martial artist, and he had a weakened ice blood physique, but the strange feeling in his body that was about to move was still so strong.

How much medicine did Qinglan take!

"You're in such a hurry?"

"I didn't know Childe, you would be so active tonight......" Qinglan said as she spoke, and suddenly made an awkward fuss: "Forget it, anyway, I'm a lowly person that Childe bought from Xiangxuehai, Childe, I can think of me whatever you want......"

"I've noticed your gentleness." Le Yu tilted his head: "Then I'll take a good look at you-"

"Wait, I take off my glasses—"

"No need to pick it."

Qinglan blushed and said shyly, "Childe, do you want me to take a good look at you?" ”

"Hmm...... There is also a reason for this. Le Yu said: "There is another insignificant little factor-"

"Glasses is actually my special hobby."

Then Leyu and Qinglan played a solo duel in the middle of the heads-up, Leyu chose the early hero, at the beginning of the first tower, close to the second tower, and even went to the high ground once, but soon Qinglan brushed the equipment to counterattack, and the two sides were deadlocked in the middle stage, but Qinglan chose the late hero, and soon pushed it back, fortunately, Leyu's base suddenly brushed out a large number of 'tiger and wolf soldiers', and successfully helped Leyu stabilize the line of troops and went to the high ground many times......