Chapter Thirty-Eight: Fragile and Helpless

"Shut up, I'm going to leave with the gold bead now." Gu Jin didn't care about that, she only knew that Jin Zhu couldn't stay here, and she couldn't stay by Chi Chuanye's side.

This is obviously the little white sheep into the wolf's den.

Chi Chuanye was just about to say something, when he heard Xie Yuan say faintly: "We only believe the state of the golden bead after we have seen it, how can we believe it with Mr. Chi's mouth alone?" ”

"Yes, follow me." Chi Chuanye got up with an indifferent expression.

There was no light upstairs, Gu Jin was stepping on ten-centimeter high heels on his feet, and he would trip if he was not careful.

"Be careful." Xie Yuan walked at the back, and when he saw Gu Jin about to fall, he stretched out his hand to help him, and said, "Be careful." ”

Gu Jin's body stiffened, and he said embarrassedly: "Thank you." ”

After a whole day, Gu Jin has been with Xie Yuan, and after contact, Gu Jin suddenly felt that this man was not at all the same as what he usually showed, never thought that Xie Yuan was also a person with two faces?

"Jin Zhu is in the room, you can go in." Chi Chuanye stood in the dark, and no one could see his eyes clearly.

Gu Jin was a little hesitant, Chi Chuanye's words did make her a little afraid, if Jin Zhu really didn't want to see people now and was afraid of seeing people, what would happen after they went in?

Will it make Jinzhu's condition worse?

"Let's go inside." Xie Yuan whispered behind Gu Jin, "It'll be fine." ”

Xie Yuan knew what Gu Jin was hesitating about, and he also knew what she was afraid of.

Gu Jin didn't answer, his white fingers fell on the doorknob and twisted slightly.

The room was still dark, even darker than the outside, and the heavy curtains blocked all the light outside, and a person could be seen shrinking on the bed.

When they opened the door, the man on the bed moved, but only buried himself deeper.

"Jin Zhu?" Gu Jin took a step closer, and his tone was so soft that he couldn't do it.

The person on the bed stiffened, but he didn't make any movement or poke his head out.

Gu Jin was nervous, and walked directly to the bed, and his tone was a little anxious: "Jin Zhu, it's me!" Shall we go back? ”

Chi Chuanye wanted to stop it, but he was always one step slower, and secretly screamed in his heart, but he didn't dare to move.

"Right...... I'm sorry. I'm not, I'm really not. Jin Zhu put his hands around his knees, his whole person trembled like chaff, and his voice trembled.

Gu Jin didn't expect Jin Zhu to be like this at all, she cautiously wanted to get close to Jin Zhu, as if a few slow movements could disturb her.

Chi Chuanye stood in front of Gu Jin and said, "Now Jin Zhu is like this, probably trapped in her previous memory, she shouldn't be willing to go back with you." ”

"How is that possible? Jin Zhu ......" Gu Jin looked at Jin Zhu sitting on the bed with an unacceptable expression.

Xie Yuan stopped in front of Gu Jin and said softly: "Let's go out and talk, Jin Zhu really doesn't want to be disturbed now, what if we make too much noise and make a noise to her?" ”

She never thought that Xie Yuan, who had always been silent, would say such a thing, and it was this sentence that made Gu Jin calm down in an instant.

Indeed, it was useless for her to be in a hurry, and it was also very late, and they said that they should not disturb Jinzhu's rest.

"It's fine."

Gu Jin couldn't count these were the first comforting words Xie Yuan said, and at this moment, she actually pinned all her hopes on Xie Yuan.

After all, caring is chaotic, and Gu Jin's head is messy now.

Chi Chuanye didn't say anything, and followed them downstairs.

"We really can't take her away in Jinzhu's state, but we won't spare you if Jinzhu is missing a hair from you, we didn't settle accounts with you in the previous matter because we didn't have that qualification, but now the problem involves Jinzhu, Chi Chuanye, you can do it yourself." Xie Yuan said very politely, and at this time, regardless of the generational relationship between the Xie family and the Chi family, he looked at Chi Chuanye's eyes with a hint of defense.

Chi Chuanye didn't care about this, and glanced at Gu Jindao: "I know you don't trust, but I can swear that I won't do anything to hurt Jin Zhu." ”

"I hope so." Gu Jin glared at him, and his tone was grim as if he wanted to eat people.

In the end, Xie Yuan took Gu Jin and left, and Chi Chuanye looked at the dim space upstairs, and a corner of his heart seemed to be dark.

He stood there for a long time before he remembered that the noodles were still in the pot, Chi Chuanye came out a little and went upstairs hesitantly.

"Jinzhu, I'm in?" Chi Chuanye knocked on the door before speaking.

He was afraid of scaring Jin Zhu.

There was no response inside, Chi Chuanye was not surprised, pushed the door and walked in.

Jin Zhu was still in the same sitting position just now, and the whole person shrunk into a ball, and he had long lost his usual majesty.

At this moment, Chi Chuanye hopes that Jin Zhu can be the same as before, even if it is good to beat him into a pig's head again.

Why did things become the way they were?

"Hungry, huh? Coming to eat? Chi Chuanye walked over lightly, for fear of disturbing the little white rabbit on the bed.

Jin Zhu seemed to feel Chi Chuanye's approach, revealing a pair of eyes.

probably cried too much in the afternoon, and Jin Zhu's eyes were already swollen at this time, which made Chi Chuanye feel distressed.

"Jin Zhu, don't be afraid, I won't hurt you, and I won't hate you." After calming down, Chi Chuanye guessed that Jin Zhu was probably back to the time when everyone was rejected, she was worried about the dislike of others, and she was afraid of the dislike of others, so she closed herself, which can be regarded as self-protection in her opinion.

Chi Chuanye didn't know how he should face it, this was completely planned by him.

Even he would ask himself, would Jin Zhu become what he is now, what he hadn't thought of before?

But it's too late to say anything now.

Jin Zhu was probably really hungry, and when he poked his head out of the quilt, his eyes kept falling on the noodles in Chi Chuanye's hand.

"Come, take it yourself." Chi Chuanye took a chair and sat opposite Jin Zhu.

Jin Zhu stretched out his hand, but suddenly realized something, his hand seemed to be burned by something, and he took it back with a bang.

"What's wrong?" Chi Chuanye was a little worried and asked, "Do you think it's not delicious?" ”

Jin Zhu looked at him timidly, and shook his head again and again in a thin voice: "...... Am I ...... Excuse me? ”

Chi Chuanye was about to speak, but he heard Jin Zhu seem to be talking to himself: "I caused you trouble today, do you think I am particularly annoying?" ”

In the end, Jin Zhu's voice was dyed with crying, and her eyes blinked, as if she was about to cry again.

Jin Zhu looked like this, Chi Chuanye couldn't help but be anxious, and hurriedly said: "Everyone likes you very much, everyone has been looking for you, worried that something will happen to you, worried that you will disappear." ”

"Really?"

"Really!" Chi Chuanye emphasized and continued: "I'm really worried about you, I'm afraid that something will happen to you!" ”

Jin Zhu poked her head again, she always felt unconscious, everything seemed to be covered with a translucent medium, she didn't know where she was now, and sometimes she didn't even know who the man in front of her was, and many times her brain was blank.

Where she went today, what she said, what she did, Jin Zhu doesn't remember anything.

She didn't dare to think about anything, she didn't dare to get caught up in the memories, because once she did, then she might be completely finished.

What Jin Zhu can do now is forget, forget everything, forget all the pain, but she can't tell what should be forgotten and what should not be forgotten, so now she doesn't remember anything.

She only knows that she is the one who is hated, the one who is ostracized, the one who everyone spits on, and bears all the malice, so she wants to leave, she doesn't want to be hated anymore, she wants to say goodbye to some people, because she should go and say goodbye.

She doesn't want to be hated if she doesn't say goodbye.

But how did she get here?

Jin Zhu didn't remember anymore, who was this person in front of him, Jin Zhu was a little dazed.

"Eat?" Chi Chuanye pushed his face forward, his expression gentle.

Jin Zhu nodded hesitantly, moved forward a little, and suddenly felt something, and shrank back.

"I like you very much, I don't hate you at all, and I don't care what happened before, Jin Zhu, can you trust me?" Chi Chuanye took the patience to talk to her, and his voice was as gentle as possible.

Jin Zhu looked at him with wide eyes and finally nodded.

The room was still dim, and there was no way to eat at all, Chi Chuanye tentatively asked Jin Zhu if he could turn on the light, but fortunately Jin Zhu agreed after hesitation.

Perhaps because he was familiar with this environment, Jin Zhu was not so resistant, and even dared to look directly into Chi Chuanye's eyes.

There was a soft light in the room, Chi Chuanye stayed quietly aside, now Jin Zhu's appearance was almost unfamiliar, she had discarded all her pride, all her domineering, and now Jin Zhu was inferior and fearful.

Chi Chuanye wanted to give himself a slap in the face, he never thought that things would develop to this point.

Looking at Jin Zhu up close at this time, Chi Chuanye thought of the wound on her forehead, got up and wanted to find a clean towel, but Jin Zhu pulled the corner of her clothes.

"I'll be right back." Chi Chuanye knew that the current Jin Zhu was extremely insecure, and said warmly.

Hearing Chi Chuanye say this, Jin Zhu let go of his hand, but his eyes were still tightly locked on Chi Chuanye's body.

But in a minute, Chi Chuanye came back with warm water in his hand. He was worried that he would be away for too long, and Jin Zhu felt scared again.

Seeing his current self, Chi Chuanye only felt helpless, and it seemed that even he had become less like the one he used to be.

He should have known that Jin Zhu had an extremely important place in his heart, but he had pushed such an arrogant Jin Zhu into the abyss.

"I'll wipe your wound on your forehead." Chi Chuanye was afraid that Jin Zhu wouldn't understand, so he took a mirror over.

Unexpectedly, Jin Zhu saw himself in the mirror, and was so frightened that he hid back in the quilt.

Chi Chuanye's hand holding the towel stiffened, he seemed to have done something wrong again, it turned out that a person like him who was at ease would have such clumsy times.

Chi Chuanye threw the mirror aside and comforted in a low voice: "No, there is nothing, only me now." ”

Jin Zhu moved, her eyes were full of tears when she raised her eyes, and she said in a broken voice, "I...... I don't want to see myself. That's a bad woman, that's someone everyone hates! ”

"No, Jin Zhu, I don't hate you."

I like you.

I want to protect you, I want to apologize to you, I'm the one who should be hated.

Chi Chuanye said silently in his heart, but he couldn't say it.

"Don't you hate me?" Jin Zhu went to look at him, with a little expectation and a little apprehension in his eyes.