But butterflies are the opposite. As she grew older, her determination and belief in not marrying seemed to be strengthening like a rock. She never discussed this idea with her father.

Butterflies show unusual independence and individuality when they are young girls, and even quite rebellious. For a long time, her relationship with her father was very strained, for the simple reason that the butterfly began to gradually form a whole world of her own, and the first thing this world began to reject was her father. The only man.

Fathers have always had the most magnanimous mentality in the world. No matter how hostile the butterfly was to him, sometimes she would speak ill of him over trivial matters, and her father never cared about it, as usual he cooked, cleaned the room, and asked her about her homework at night. Butterflies always say lightly: It's done.

Butterfly never let her father touch her school bag, let alone let him care about her homework, anyway, she didn't want her father to touch everything, and her world seemed mysterious in his father's eyes. After dinner, she was free enough to listen to music for the evening.

The growth of butterflies belongs to the danger of danger, and they pass through adolescence in a hurry and calmly. After Butterfly worked, her relationship with her father softened. She seems to be able to gradually understand some of his difficulties and hardships, and because of this, she is more and more determined to believe that she will not get married and be single. Instead of dragging a heavy burden and living a rough life like him, it is better to come freely and chic alone.

Of course, the belief in being single does not hinder others from pursuing her, nor does it affect her desire for love. Soon Butterfly meets a boyfriend. The impression that that relationship left in the impression of the butterfly was: it was terrible.

They fall in love like adults, continuing all the processes that love should have, and as the process progresses, the true meaning of this love is gradually disintegrating and souring. Although Butterfly will gladly agree to go on a date, every time she breaks up, she feels extremely relaxed and happy. And when I think of this boy, that attachment is deeply uncomfortable and uncomfortable, like an abscess on my body, I keep it, I always think about it, but I don't know how to remove it.

This kind of love is destined to disintegrate, for the simple reason that it has no future, no connotation, no soul, and is full of the smell of emptiness. In fact, it was precisely because they were in a period of emptiness at that time that they fell in love. I just graduated from school, and all of a sudden my role changed, and I entered society, and after going to work every day, I fell into a state of absolute emptiness, I could watch TV unscrupulously, I could go out and come home late at night, I could drink, I could smoke secretly, I could openly make friends of the opposite sex, and all of this was not interfered too much by others, because you grew up. This made this group of children fall into a state of ignorance all of a sudden. It's like a captive bird, which has never done it, wants to try it again.

Of course, for boys and girls of this age, falling in love can be without any reason and fate, and a look can bring everyone together. After a hug, you can quickly move on to the next program, kissing, *caressing, to*, everything so fast that they don't have time to think about it, what are the consequences of all this? They are completely like a bold warrior, who only knows how to move forward, not knowing that death and destruction may await ahead.

They also swore to each other in private: we are going to get married.

However, only God knows that no one has the concept of marriage in their hearts, and when they say this, they just want to comfort the fragile and inexplicable person under their bodies. The word marriage is just a comfort, so that the other party will not jump up and denounce him: rape!

Or, to put it more appropriately, it is a simple reward that lets the other party know that the transaction is legitimate, legitimate, equal, and that no one owes anyone.

That's what the boy said to butterflies. Butterfly didn't know if she cared, but at the time, she did be a lot quieter about it.

Afterwards, Butterfly realized that she had never liked each other. They have been dating like this for a year. As for the promise of marriage, even if the other party really wants Butterfly to marry him, she will not agree. Because if she really married him, then would she have to live that life for the rest of her life? Later, she even began to get tired of his body, and the smell of his body, including everything he had, she was tired of. So they naturally separated.

That kind of breakup, like holding hands, doesn't require any reason or explanation.

The butterfly was happy and set herself free again. She continues to move forward on her own path in life, pursuing her dreams. She worked hard, earned money, began to expand her circle of contacts, and enjoyed the life she thought she should enjoy.

This kind of life makes time fly by, and in a blink of an eye, the butterfly has reached the age when it is really time to talk about marriage. Butterfly is not always single, she has a boyfriend Fan Fan by her side, who is a regional salesman, with a wealthy family, a straightforward and heroic personality, and is obedient to Butterfly. They had lived together for a long time. This experience is very important for Butterfly, because she deeply understands that living with a man is not easy. It's not that he loves you, and you can live together happily and easily. You are destined to have more eyes in your world, he peeps at everything about you, in these eyes, everything you have belongs to him, he judges and examines all your actions. And many of his requests, you can't just refuse.

The boyfriend has repeatedly offered to get married. It's a word that makes butterflies fearful. She was vague and noncommittal, which made the other party go into a deep frenzy. And she herself is feeling more and more pressure, and her future is uncertain. There is only one thing she knows very well in her heart: their destined ending is to break up. The question is the length of time.

That year, when her boyfriend was on a business trip, he went to the temple to ask for a sign, wanting to see if their relationship would be reconciled. As a result, all the handfuls of incense in his hand were broken. The boyfriend came back in despair. They soon broke up peacefully. The five-year relationship was thus dissolved.

This love experience caused the butterfly to suffer unprecedented physical and mental trauma, exhaustion, and hesitation. It felt like crawling out of a deep quagmire. Butterflies desperately breathe the air of freedom, which is the breath of loneliness from the savannah, and at this time, it is the best placebo for butterflies.

Love urges people to grow old.

The rest of the day was like stepping on a time shuttle. Butterfly has experienced the death of her father, the family has changed, and the distant world of her teenage years is now becoming clear before her eyes. She began to believe that being single was obviously the only suitable way to survive in this life. She didn't even have the courage to face living with another man, it was just hurting each other. In addition to the damage, it is still the damage.

At the same time, the butterfly's outlook on life has also changed. She no longer works as hard as she used to, stays up late, partyes all night, deliberately expands her social circle, happily dates her boyfriend, and even has an appreciative look at the opposite sex. For all this, she began to deliberately avoid it, and she was not even willing to get involved in the slightest.

She likes a quiet life and a stable routine. She would rather guard nature, morning and dusk, than guard a man's phone, let alone be watched by a man's gaze.

Butterflies live deep in this city, and now they rarely socialize, and they basically don't associate with other people except for a few regular friends. On holidays, she even turns off her mobile phone.

Some of Butterfly's friends are old friends who have been friends with Butterfly for many years, and they know the temper of butterflies, so they don't bother often. The time is not particularly long, and the people who can get along are mostly because butterflies like each other. Among them are diving birds.