Of course, it is not that girls in modern cities are snobbish, and the inferiority complex that lacks confidence in the heart will make you unconsciously retreat.

Today's diving bird is different, in this small town unexpectedly found his confidence and courage, as well as his self-confidence, so he subconsciously does not completely avoid love, but he looks at this slowly unveiling love from a higher point of view, and he feels that he has the power of life and death.

The roles played by two people in love are either dominant or vassal, either/or, and once set, it is difficult to change. Some people feel like an outsider in the family system long after they get married, and that's because he or she has been in the position of a vassal from the beginning.

This attitude of family watchfulness and indifference will cut the blood of marriage, and some people will choose to cheat and find a new love to fill this blind spot.

The diving bird is half-pushing, half-pushing, and carrying out his love story.

Every night when he walked out of the office, he could see the slightly tired and cold lotus, they made eye contact, and then left the company in silence. Occasionally, when colleagues would go together, they would be separated from each other without saying a word, and they would usually go home separately that day.

The diving bird had just woken up that day, and Leng Qinghe called and said that he would come to his house to play today. He wanted to refuse, because he slept late yesterday and watched a horror movie that wasn't scary at all, and he didn't know why, the current horror movies are not only scary, but they all make people feel ridiculous, basically after watching the first part, you can know what to talk about later, it's always a routine.

However, the diving bird knows that its horror point is relatively high, and there may not be a real ghost jumping in front of him, even if the picture is gloomy, there will be no sense of horror.

In order to pursue that kind of excitement, he will simply go to the cinema to watch it, 3D, now 4D, and in the future, it should be virtual reality, like playing a game, so that you are immersed. Yes, if the viewer doesn't participate in it, how can it feel real horror?

But after a long time, he finished watching the movie half-asleep, it was already midnight, everything was silent, the night sky was deep, he felt a little sober, turned off the computer, walked around the room, drank some water, looked outside, it was so quiet, he thought of butterflies.

An inexplicable feeling arose, not knowing when I would see her, and the last time we met was at the party two years ago. They were eating at a hot pot restaurant, zygote, Mingyue, Lao Ma, and Butterfly, plus him, there were five people in total, like a Gang of Five, very lively.

They always get together once in a regular meeting, sometimes it is a butterfly, sometimes it is an old horse, sometimes it is a zygote, and no matter who it is, the contact must be a diving bird.

Not only is he responsible for contacting everyone, but he also has to find the right place and the right restaurant. Zygote is always busy, her schedule is different from ordinary people, the day belongs to the sleep time, and the night is her world.

She usually doesn't get up until the afternoon, and when she arrives at the company, everyone is almost off work, and everyone in the company is used to it, because she is an alternative in the whole office. She would work alone in the company until late at night, so she would have to be found at night if there was something.

However, she will also disappear out of thin air for various reasons, and even if she is found, she will refuse to say that she is not available purely because she is in a bad mood.

For the diving birds, this is all understandable, as she says she suffers from depression and has been on medication. No one knows if her depression is due to that repeated love, or family reasons? Because she said it herself, the situation was very complicated.

Mingyue is a person with a family after all, not as free as them, I heard that she is ready to have a child, her husband doesn't care if he has a child or not, but she wants to have one.

Butterflies are the same as themselves, and the time is good.

The whereabouts of the old horse are uncertain, sometimes in the north, sometimes in the mountains, he can now be said to be an urban wanderer, his son has gone to high school, lived a life of living in school, and went home once a week, he and his wife retreated from the battlefield and began to put the horse in Nanshan.

It was a winter night, and he remembered that the butterfly was wearing a purple sweater, tight-fitting and matching her slender figure. It's strange that many women of her age are starting to get rich, but butterflies are still thin, tall and thin, and look cold and elegant. When she came, she was already talking and laughing with Lao Ma there, and he wanted to sit down next to her, but Lao Ma insisted on pulling him to sit beside him. The enthusiasm of the old horse cannot be refused.

He hesitated for a moment before sitting down, and after sitting down, he looked at the butterfly carefully, she smiled slightly, perhaps she already understood, her smile was hazy and subtle, and only he could read the meaning.

He actually had mixed feelings at the party that day, because he knew that he was about to leave the magic capital. It wasn't until the end of the meeting that he suddenly talked about it, saying that he was going to change jobs and might have to go out of town. Everyone was surprised, he carefully paid attention to the butterfly's expression, although he was silent, but the trace of reluctance and nostalgia that flashed in his eyes could not escape his eyes.

She didn't say anything, just asked: When are you leaving?

He said he wasn't sure yet and that he might be gone before the end of the year.

He said it a little gloomily, and she listened even more silently. At that moment, in fact, the atmosphere changed a little, but the other three people were at a loss. The diving bird really wants to be able to get along with the butterfly alone, but it has never been a chance, the only opportunity is to wait for the zygote and Mingyue to go to the bathroom in the hall downstairs after dinner, the old horse wandered around, the butterfly sat on the bench, he quietly sat next to her, and said, the last time I went to the old horse's mountain, it was quite interesting?

The butterfly said, well, yes.

The diving bird said, when are we going to go again?

The butterfly said, "Okay."

In fact, there was no next time, because the butterfly's indifference made it difficult for him to invite him again, and that conversation made him very uncomfortable in his heart, and suddenly felt that the butterfly had completely failed his enthusiasm. A sense of loss made him completely lose his courage.

And that's two years.

After that, until he left, he never contacted the butterfly again, when he thought of her, he actually had some hidden hatred in his heart, accelerated the pace of his departure, quickly disposed of all the items in the magic capital, and hurriedly got on the high-speed train with only a simple bag.