Chapter 195: Let's Talk About Something Else
Cheng Xiaoxiao really couldn't stand this weird atmosphere, she really didn't expect that Xiaoqin, an ancient person, would also stand CP, and her taste was so strange.
Chu Jingshuo and Sunset, they don't match at all, don't they match at all!
As far as Chu Jingxuan's pretentious humble scholar looks, where is he worthy of half a point of their sunset.
Cheng Xiaoxiao habitually thought about Sunset from the perspective of Sunset's sisters, and when she seriously substituted it, she found that she and Sunxia should no longer be friends, and Sunset......
Siren has passed away, no matter how beautiful Cheng Xiaoxiao and Xiaoqin imagine here, it's useless, and it's useless to quarrel, because she can't come back because of the sunset.
Cheng Xiaoxiao's eyes were sour again, she didn't know that she couldn't control her emotions for the first time in the past two days.
"Let's talk about something else."
The lioncat's suddenly lowered voice made Xiaoqin look directly at the lioncat, and the lion cat quickly turned his head back when he was talking to Xiaoqin.
The lion cat's movements were a little hasty, and in a panic, Xiaoqin saw some small transparent water droplets thrown out of the lion cat's face.
"I, I, I'll tell you something else!"
Xiaoqin twisted the index fingers of her two hands together in circles, stretching her neck to see the lion cat's expression.
"Since the girl got into the habit of looking at the trees, the girl has worked harder than before in class, and even her husband praised her for her talent and rapid progress."
The lion cat's body moved slightly, but it still didn't react to Xiaoqin's words.
Xiaoqin swayed anxiously to peek at the lion cat's expression, and did not forget to continue speaking:
"And also, the girl will also extend the practice time by herself in private, and she will play the rope if she has nothing to do, and the yarn is really not good-looking at first, and I don't even look down on it."
Xiaoqin covered her mouth and laughed as she spoke, and the lion cat sniffed next to her.
Xiaoqin glanced at the lion cat again: "Don't look at the girl who is proficient now, she was stupid before." That Luozi studied for a few months, and finally he was able to get his hands on that one, but unfortunately he lost it later. ”
Xiaoqin chattered and couldn't wait to tell Cheng Xiaoxiao all the things about the old sesame seeds and rotten grains, but Cheng Xiaoxiao really listened to it with relish.
But the more I listen to it, the more I don't feel like it.
Cheng Xiaoxiao is thinking about all the old things in her heart now, but she still has a big brain, and she can easily make up for the appearance of Xiao Sunset.
As Xiaoqin said more and more, the appearance of the little sunset in her mind gradually coincided with the appearance of the current sunset.
Sunset, that's sunset.
Cheng Xiaoxiao kept muttering in her heart, she slowly closed her eyes, and held back the last bit of wetness in her eyes.
"What did her suicide note say?"
The lioncat's voice was hoarse and heavily nasal.
"You're not ......" Before Xiaoqin finished speaking, she saw the lion cat casting a murderous look at her, so she had to quickly silence herself.
"Say it quickly."
Cheng Xiaoxiao urged impatiently, but her eyes were full of urgency: "If you don't say it, I won't listen." ”
I knew that she had slipped over to see it by herself, but now it was so hard to wait for Xiaoqin to speak.
"Oooh!" Xiaoqin quickly came back to her senses, tilted her head and tried to recall the letter she had just seen: "I don't know many words, if you make a mistake, you can be more patient." ”
"Oh, you talk so much nonsense, I promise I don't blame you. I can tell for myself, and if you don't say it, I really won't listen. ”
Cheng Xiaoxiao walked around by the birdcage, waiting for Xiaoqin to speak, she had done psychological construction several times, but she didn't expect Xiaoqin to still talk about these nonsense.
"In the sassy world, who knows that there is no one to support. Whoever is infatuated will plant, and who will be lovesick. This song is less complete, and everything is difficult to achieve. ”
Cheng Xiaoxiao was irritable, so she had to keep pacing around the birdcage, and suddenly heard Xiaoqin recite a poem and couldn't react.
Xiaoqin's voice is relatively soft and cute, and it is the kind of sweet childish girlish voice.
She paused several times when she read this poem, and some of the sentences were not correct.
But this voice still made Cheng Xiaoxiao stop and shake her head in place.
It's a 'hard to do anything'.
In just thirty words, Cheng Xiaoxiao can see Sunset's short life, and this sentence 'everything is difficult to achieve' vividly reflects Sunset's state of mind.
Previously, Xiaoqin said that Sunset wrote a blood book, right, and it seems that the blood on the fingers is written in the TV series.
So......
Cheng Xiaoxiao thought of Sunset's originally smooth and white jade hands, and her heart felt a tingling pain.
She used to envy Sunset's good skin, and even her hands were so perfectly maintained, but now Sunset actually bit her fingers ruthlessly.
Ten fingers connected to the heart, it must be very painful.
Cheng Xiaoxiao thought of the last time she broke her nails and screamed in pain for several days, and then thought of the sunset, how desperate it was to write such a sad few lines with the blood of her fingertips.
Cheng Xiaoxiao thought that Sunset had a good conversation with her last night, but she didn't expect it to be the last time Sunset saw her.
She also thought that she would never see Sunset again in this life, but she definitely never thought that it would be in this way.
She thought it was just forgetting about each other in the rivers and lakes, and everyone was fine.
Who would have thought ......
The emotions in Cheng Xiaoxiao's eyes surged, but fortunately, no tears flowed out this time.
Just don't you really feel sad if you don't shed tears?
The woman who smiled and told her to 'go with me', the woman who got up early and made fish soup for her, the woman who couldn't see her beloved for the last time before she died, the woman who said she wanted to get along with her......
She obviously still has her own persistence and unreported hatred, so she left anyway.
How can they be willing to abandon their enemies so easily?
Cheng Xiaoxiao's throat felt sore, and she kept swallowing her saliva to suppress the pain.
She knew that there must be no expression on her face, and that her tone of voice must be extremely cold.
On the surface, she didn't seem to be touched by the distractions of the sunset, but just wanted to sit here and stay for a while.
"You ......" Xiaoqin stood in front of Cheng Xiaoxiao, looking like she wanted to say it but didn't dare to say it.
"I'll explain it to you."
Sure enough, Cheng Xiaoxiao's voice was so calm that it couldn't be calmer anymore. She sat there and looked up at Xiaoqin, and told her word by word:
"Sunset said she was sorry for you and hoped you would forgive her."
"Is that all? I think it's quite a long poem. Xiaoqin looked at the lion cat suspiciously, trying to read something from the lion cat's eyes.
"What's more, it's nothing more than that she doesn't want to be punished by the prince, so she would rather die a dignified death. As long as you forgive her, her last wish will be over. ”
Cheng Xiaoxiao also looked at Xiaoqin seriously, but after finishing speaking, she quickly staggered her eyes and lowered her eyes to the ground.
How could she tell Xiaoqin what Sunset really thought, according to Xiaoqin's crying character, she would definitely be in tears again.
Besides, what Sunset said was her secret, how could Cheng Xiaoxiao tell these private things to a third person so easily.
In addition, Xiaoqin is not familiar with the world, and she has had a very hard time in her life, and now if Cheng Xiaoxiao lets Xiaoqin know about Sunset's thoughts, she will not be adding pain to Xiaoqin.
"But I've never blamed the girl......," murmured to herself.
"What did you say?"
Cheng Xiaoxiao didn't come out of her emotions just now, so naturally she didn't hear Xiaoqin's words clearly, so she asked again directly without thinking about it.
"I said, I've never blamed the girl."
Xiaoqin looked at the lion cat with certainty, and said so.
"Then you ......"
Cheng Xiaoxiao never expected Xiaoqin to say this, she thought that even if Xiaoqin was magnanimous and did not resent Sunset, she must have complained more or less about Sunset in her heart.
"I know you want to say that the girl did those wrong things to me, and I directly exposed her, I must be indignant in my heart, right?"
Xiaoqin naturally looked at the lion cat, and the lion cat who also looked at Xiaoqin did not find the slightest resentment on Xiaoqin's face.
"One wrong step, one wrong step. I just don't want to watch the girl continue to make mistakes like this. Xiaoqin showed a bitter smile, as long as she mentioned the sunset, her eyes would still be hazy with tears.
"As for the ...... she did to me. I don't blame her, really. ”
Xiaoqin also sniffed like a lion cat and took away all the tears in her eyes.
"There are too many things on the girl's body, the suppression of the Eighth Prince, the death of Miss Wanyun, and the malicious ...... of those women from the beginning"
That's true.
In fact, not only what Xiaoqin said, Sunset also has a heavy heart, that is, her love for the mysterious man.
Sunset is about the same age as Wanyun, both of them are sixteen or seventeen years old.
Sixteen or seventeen years old has to bear such a lot of pressure, Cheng Xiaoxiao thought of her sixteen or seventeen years old, and instantly had mixed feelings in her heart.
Over there, Xiaoqin was still patting her chest and even said proudly: "I'm just a little girl, I can't help the girl." But since the girl thinks I'm useful, then Xiaoqin is valuable. ”
Probably Xiaoqin's 'sensible' is too morbid, so that Cheng Xiaoxiao, who has always been thinking of modern people, blurted out directly:
"How can you say that? You're an independent person! ”
"But I was originally the girl's maid, so I should live and die with the girl."
Xiaoqin's words were still so innocent, her voice was so sincere, Cheng Xiaoxiao couldn't find any other words to change Xiaoqin's mind for a while.
Maybe this is a good ending for Xiaoqin and Sunset.
One is loyal; One is more than guilty, but in the end they still miss each other.
"And what are your plans now?"
Cheng Xiaoxiao simply changed the topic and no longer corrected Xiaoqin's thoughts.
"Plans? I don't have any plans...... Didn't you say that you can be reincarnated after fulfilling your wish? Can I do that now? ”
Cheng Xiaoxiao didn't expect that Xiaoqin really just wanted to see the sunset, so she had no other wishes. She paused for a moment to try to make her voice sound brighter and cheerful:
"Yes! Whenever you want, whenever you want! ”
"The sooner the better! After a long time, I was afraid that the girl would not be able to wait for me and would be anxious. ”
Cheng Xiaoxiao looked at Xiaoqin in surprise, Xiaoqin was soon embarrassed by her, and then twisted her fingers and lowered her head and began to rub the ground with embroidered shoes.
"Then you're ready."