Chapter 309: Childhood Blossoms
He Yi helped Xia Xiaolan out of the classroom, at this time, how many people went downstairs, how many people watched, He Yi didn't care, he squatted down in front of Xia Xiaolan, signaling to carry her.
Xia Xiaolan lay on He Yi's back, her chin rested on his shoulder, tilting her head slightly, remembering that in the past, she deliberately wrestled in front of He Yi so that he could carry her home.
How presumptuous Xia Xiaolan was before, and how restrained she is now, those careful thoughts no longer dare to play in front of He Yi.
They didn't speak all the way, but the dean saw it, He Yi explained, and left the school safely, and everyone would still look at the two of them curiously.
"I remember, once when I was a child, I wanted you to carry me home, I didn't want to walk back, but you refused, so I deliberately fell in front of you, and that fall really hurt to death."
It seems that when it was the first or second grade, it was the time when He Yi had the most helplessness to take Xia Xiaolan, but now it is different, not only did the two quarrel, but now the relationship has also dropped to the freezing point.
"Now, I took the initiative to carry you, are you happy?" How strange this sentence sounds, it is something that Xia Xiaolan misunderstood.
"I don't seem to feel anything now, He Yi, maybe in a short time, I really don't like you anymore, and when the time comes, you will be free." This sentence is more or less joking and serious.
He Yi paused as he walked, and continued to walk: "When the time comes, let's talk about it." ”
The atmosphere became very unnatural again, Xia Xiaolan didn't continue to say anything, and when she got home, He Yi was very careful to let her down, Xia Xiaolan took out the key to open the door, and jumped into the house with one foot.
"Xiaoxiao, your mother has something to do today, so let you come to our house for dinner tonight." didn't wait for Xia Xiaolan to change her shoes, He Yi was still standing there looking at her, afraid that she would wrestle.
Mother He opened the door and shouted, while signaling He Yi to go in to help Xia Xiaolan, He Yi carried Xia Xiaolan's schoolbag in his left hand, and supported her with his right hand, so that she could jump safer.
went to his house and changed into her favorite slippers, she looked down for a few seconds, He Yi looked at Xia Xiaolan like this, and his heart became more and more unnatural, and the words of apology were on his lips, why couldn't he say it.
"You have to wait for dinner, why don't you and Yi Yi go to his father's study to do their homework, and when dinner is almost ready, I will call you." Mother He asked Xia Xiaolan why her foot was injured.
He Yi helped her to his father's study, she had been here a few times when she was a child, and when she grew up, she only liked to stay in the living room and not leave.
The homework is a few test papers and some exercises, Xia Xiaolan reads it very seriously, and occasionally asks He Yi a few questions, he is very patient to explain it, and the atmosphere is very good at the moment.
"He Yi, do you know that the girl in our class helped you get a nickname, called He Shishi." After the paper was finished and there were still a few exercises, Xia Xiaolan wanted to take a break, so she talked about it.
He Yi looked at her inexplicably: "Stone? Why give me such a nickname. ”
"Because they think your heart might be made of stone, and I think so." This is a rare point that Xia Xiaolan and the girls in the class can agree on.
He Yi felt helpless, the girls were sensitive, and most of the boys were stones in their eyes.
"You and I grew up together, and these days I remember a lot of things about when I was a child, and I did do some things that went too far, and I was also reflecting on myself, I shouldn't have quarreled with you."
"When I went home just now, I was serious with you, I think there will really be a day when I don't like you anymore, and the possessiveness that makes you feel suffocated will slowly disappear, you will be relieved."
"When I was in kindergarten, I announced that you were mine, no one could approach me, and as I grew up, I understood more and more truths, and if you like someone, you don't necessarily have to be with him."
"I also figured it out after the last quarrel, I like you, I don't have to be with you, it's not bad to look at you from afar."
She said a lot, all of which she had figured out over the past few days, and the fact that He Yi would not belong to her, she was finally willing to accept it, and this fact made her avoid it for many years.
Today, for many years, she had an epiphany, sometimes she felt that it was enough to look at him, and sometimes because of possessiveness, she even thought about locking He Yi up in a place where there were only the two of them.
Xia Xiaolan was frightened by her own thoughts, it was wrong for her to do this, He Yi had his own life, she couldn't control his life, and she also had her own life.
It's time for her to let go of him, and while she gives him relief, she's also freeing herself, isn't she?
Such a sensible Xia Xiaolan made He Yi's heart hurt slightly, she has really changed a lot over the years, not so much that she has changed, but that she understands a lot of truths.
"Liking can be a matter of two people, or it can be a matter of one person, He Yi, when I don't like you one day, I will definitely tell you...... Not!!! ”
Hearing what she said so many things that she had figured out, the only thing He Yi wanted to do was to block her mouth, so she did so, covering Xia Xiaolan's mouth with her left hand, covering it tightly.
"Xia Xiaolan, if you say you like me, you like me, and if you don't like me, you don't like me, where is there such a simple thing in the world."
"You have always been blindly telling me that you like it, and you have never officially confessed to me, you can always say the word "like" easily."
Xia Xiaolan seemed to hear a trace of grievance in this sentence? Did He Yi want her to be a very formal kind of confession? Say it earlier, she can officially confess every day!
He Yi slowly let go of the hand covering Xia Xiaolan, looking at her as if she understood something, and an ominous premonition gradually emerged in his heart.
She stood up abruptly and looked at him very seriously: "He Yi, I like you, I like you for a long, long time, I want you to be my boyfriend, are you willing?!" ”
He Yi had no choice but to hold his forehead, he had just said what was in his heart again, looking at the people in front of him who were standing a little unsteadily, he got up and helped her sit down obediently.
"My sprain isn't very serious, you answer me first~" Because He Yi supported her, she rubbed into his arms, and began to be coquettish that she couldn't use for many years.
In the third grade, Xia Xiaolan liked to hold He Yi's hand very much, and she was coquettish for a while, she couldn't eat candy because of tooth decay, but she wanted to eat it, Xia Xiaoya told He Yi to help him watch Xia Xiaolan and not let her eat candy.
He Yi is very strict and will never let Xia Xiaolan eat a single candy, no matter how coquettish Xia Xiaolan is, it is useless.
"If you are willing, if you are unwilling, you can still break into my house every time, and you can't get rid of it no matter how you hurry in the living room." He Yi had already realized his intentions for Xia Xiaolan.
It's just that he decided at that time that Xia Xiaolan would never leave his side until today.
She said that when the time came to dislike him, she would tell him and let him go, and she said it twice, and he panicked.