Du Bingxin lifted the corner of her skirt, ran a few steps quickly, and said with a smile: "Come, come, hurry up and keep quiet, pay attention to your manners." ”

Lady ......

This is Du Bingxin, right? Isn't Mo possessed?

Du Bingxin snorted, and he laughed.

Because of the last time she threatened Yongchangbo to save Mrs. Fang and lose a lot of money, Yongchangbo hated and feared her, but he detained her and didn't let her go out, and invited an old lady from nowhere to train her in palace etiquette every day.

These days, she has been tortured, and when she heard the news that the Prime Minister's Mansion invited her, she was so excited that she almost wanted to hug the mother-in-law and laugh loudly.

No, when I saw Jiao Niang, I listened to the words that my ears were calloused every day and I said them without paying attention.

When the second lady saw Du Bingxin, her eyes shook, and after a few days, this girl seemed to have changed in her bearing.

If Du Bingxin knew that the second lady thought so, she would definitely vomit her bitterness and tell the old lady about the methods used to torture her one by one, why walk with a thick female commandment, can't walk too much, can't make a sound when eating......

Oh my God, I'm almost ready to catch up with Mama Rong!

However, Du Bingxin was worried about Chun Yuyan, and the grandmother on the road had simply told her about Yan Yan's situation.

Now after listening to the words of the second lady and Jiao Niang, Du Bingxin was even more anxious, and went directly to Qiushuangzhai.

Chun Yuyan was still sitting at the table, carefully writing Buddhist scriptures.

Du Bingxin came in like a gust of wind, stretched out his hand and took away the pen in Chun Yuyan's hand, and said with a smile: "Yan Yan, it's a good time, why don't you go outside for a walk?" ”

Although she was smiling, Du Bingxin's heart was taken aback, is this still the Yan Yan she knows? Silent and dejected, there was no glimmer of light in his eyes.

"Why is Bingxin here?" Chun Yuyan was a little surprised, and looked at Jiao Niang in his heart.

Jiao Niang hurriedly shook her hand: "I don't know." ”

was afraid that Chun Yuyan would ask her again, so he hurriedly raised his hand to cover his mouth, and told Chun Yuyan firmly with his eyes that she wouldn't say anything when asked.

Chun Yuyan was helpless, got up and took Du Bingxin to the middle hall to sit down, and ordered Du Ruo to serve tea.

Du Ruo agreed, and happily picked Du Bingxin's favorite tea and brought it up.

Du Bingxin took it with a smile and praised it: "Sister Du Ruo is the most intimate." ”

Du Ruo's face was slightly red and he retreated.

Du Bingxin can come, she is very happy, the girl is such a friend, I hope that Miss Du can talk to her and let her heart be unraveled.

Taking a sip of hot tea, Du Bingxin raised his eyes and looked at Chun Yuyan: "Yan Yan, the matter has passed, can you let it go?" We still have a lot of good days to live, don't always suppress yourself, you make us all worried. ”

Chun Yuyan lowered his eyes, held the quilt with both hands, and turned unconsciously.

"Bingxin, in fact, I'm not depressed, I just don't want to speak."

"Isn't that depressing? In the past, Chun Yu Yan loved to talk and laugh, how hearty a person he was, Yan Yan, things will always pass, we all have to look forward. Du Bing persuaded hard.

Chun Yuyan sighed abruptly.

"Jiao Niang, I'll say a few words to your sister Du, can you go and tell Lan Sui to make some snacks?"

Jiao Niang hesitated for a moment, agreed obediently, and went out with a drizzle.

It was cold and cold in Qiushuangzhai, and she was not used to it.

There were only two people left in the room, Du Bingxin and Chun Yuyan, Chun Yuyan sighed and said, "Bingxin, did Erniang let you come?" Actually, I'm fine, but I feel that I always worry my father and Erniang, I think it's good for me to stay at home and copy Buddhist scriptures, isn't it? But my father and Erniang always didn't believe it. ”

Du Bingxin stared straight at Chun Yuyan: "Yan Yan, this is the life you want, right?" ”

Chun Yuyan froze for a moment, avoiding Du Bingxin's gaze: "There's nothing wrong with this?" ”

"Not good! Not good! It's not good! Du Bingxin was a little excited.

"Are you happy with this life? Would you like to? Yan Yan, look at yourself, pale, decadent, the whole look of a frustrated young man, and the lovelorn people are not as depressed as you. ”

Chun Yuyan turned his head, held back his tears fiercely, and said stiffly: "I don't know what the frustrated youth you are talking about?" I only know that I am actually nothing, naïve, stupid and ridiculous, because of me, my father broke his heart, Huafa was born early, Erniang and Jiaoniang don't know how many times they were sad, and my eldest brother also ran around. ”

"Bingxin, I don't know what the value of my existence is, what else can I do but be cumbersome and let the Prime Minister's Mansion get a joke?"

Chun Yuyan bit her lip and held back the tears in her eyes.

These days, she has been copying Buddhist scriptures, she wants to make her heart clear, she wonders, why is she such an existence?

Du Bingxin's heart was hit hard, tears couldn't help but fall, she stepped forward and hugged Chun Yuyan, and said repeatedly: "No, Yan Yan, it's not like this, you are very good, smart and filial, considerate and cute, it's not your fault that you can't get married, it's just that those people have no eyes." ”

Chun Yuyan shook his head: "Only you would say that, because you are my friend." ”

"No, and your relatives, Jiao Niang, Du Ruo, we all think like this." Du Bingxin hurriedly said.

Chun Yuyan smiled self-deprecatingly: "But, you are all people around me, you are naturally towards me, this year, I am just a joke in other people's mouths, and I have also brought tired of my father's Prime Minister's Mansion, Bingxin, you go, don't persuade me, I have already thought about it, from now on, my heart will be like an end, as long as I stay good and don't cause trouble for the Prime Minister's Mansion." ”

Wiping the tears from the corners of his eyes, Chun Yuyan said firmly.

It seems that only in this way can she feel a little better.

Du Bingxin looked at her disappointedly: "Chun Yuyan, do you know what you're talking about?" You're trapping yourself up again and running away again, aren't you? Who can live without a little tribulation in this life, can each of us shrink into our own corner? ”

"Chun Yuyan, born in life, there are countless choices, some people choose to face it with a smile, some people choose to cry and give up, you are like this, what should these people who care about you do?"

Du Bingxin threw the paper bag on the table to Chun Yuyan.

"Look at it, Brother Chunyu specially went to buy it for you."

After speaking, Du Bingxin ran out of the door.

She still hasn't said a word, coming to this world is something she can't choose, but she still cherishes this opportunity and strives to make her life better.

Even if, in a situation where she can't choose, she still has to face it with a smile.

Du Bingxin got into the carriage and instructed the Huibo Mansion, but she only felt a fire in her throat at the moment.

It's angry and painful, she wants to stay any longer, she wants to knock on Chun Yuyan's head and pour those soul chicken soup into it.

But she herself is too stupid, she learned and forgot the chicken soup for the soul in her previous life, and only lived in this world with a ball of blood and strength.