119. One thought of hell, one thought of heaven

"What's the secret?" Xu Ziruo faintly felt in his heart that the secret he said might have something to do with Nie An's father.

I can't say why, but it's what it feels like.

"Nie Shuzhi asked us to do a paternity test for him and Xu Ziruo!"

"What?" Xu Ziruo was shocked, but later came back to his senses, I'm afraid that he recognized the wrong person, how can his parents' attitude towards him seem like he is not biological?

"Really, the attending doctor told me that he took the bloodied shirt you just took off." Lin Jiayan spared no effort to gossip.

"He's idle and has nothing to do!" Xu Ziruo said again.

"It's so sure, when she wakes up, you ask her parents if they have RH blood type, if not, then it's hanging."

Xu Ziruo raised his eyes to look at him, but did not speak.

"But I think it's good if she is really Nie Shuzhi's daughter, the Nie family doesn't have to give Nie Ansai to you, this time you don't have to be reluctant, the door is right, and you can push the boat down the river!"

Xu Ziruo ignored him, and panicked inexplicably, her parents treated her well, but why, she was strongly curious about why Nie Shuzhi did a paternity test.

She doesn't look like her father, and she doesn't look very much like her mother, they always say that she is inherited from the next generation and inherited her grandmother's beauty, but her grandmother is so old that her face is full of wrinkles, and she can't see what she looked like back then.

I don't know when Lin Jiayan went out, and I don't know when Nie An came in, Xu Ziruo only felt that she reached out and grabbed her arm, and said in frustration: "Brother Yu, I have something I want to tell you." ”

It turned out that Nie An didn't see the two kissing just now, or maybe he didn't think about it in that direction and thought of himself as Cangyu.

"An An, what do you want to say?" Xu Ziruo was very curious, Nie An had always been close to Cang Yu in order to avoid suspicion, so why was everything strange today.

Nie An looked at Xu Ziruo and said, "You come out, I'll tell you." ”

Could it be that some terminal illness has been detected? Xu Ziruo couldn't help but think about it, and unconsciously got up and walked out with her.

The senior ward area is not crowded, not to mention that this is an expensive private hospital, and there are only Nie An and Xu Ziruo on the benches in the corridor.

"Brother Yu, just now my father said that Xu Ziruo may be his daughter."

As soon as Nie An's words came out, Xu Ziruo was stunned for the moment.

"I asked him what was going on, and he refused to say, only said that he couldn't live with a girl back then, and he only had a three-point portrait of Xu Ziruo on TV before, but when I saw it just now, I found that she looked like **** without makeup."

"An An, it's impossible, I've seen Ziruo's parents, in order to keep me from being with her, her father knelt down, if it's really not biological, how can it be ......"

Xu Ziruo is calm on the surface, but in fact, his heart has already exploded, although it doesn't matter whether he is biological or not, he always feels very worried.

"I'm quite conflicted in my heart, I always felt that my family was patriarchal, so they let Nie Zhan arrange me, but I also thought that it would be because I hugged the wrong one back then, and I was not my own."

After Nie An finished speaking, Xu Ziruo immediately retorted: "Impossible, you and your father are like a mold that comes out of the same mold, and you can confirm it 100% without a paternity test." ”

Hearing this, Nie An smiled, "Thinking about it this way, I feel at ease, although I can support myself, but I always feel uncomfortable if I am adopted." ”

Yes, if you are adopted, you will feel uncomfortable......

Xu Ziruo's heart was very confused, but he just comforted Nie An casually, and saw Zhou Sen coming over with a lunch box.

"What are you talking to Ziruo?" Zhou Sen smiled and said a word, and Nie An's face changed instantly.

"What do you say? Ziruo? She turned to Xu Ziruo, her face full of astonishment.

Xu Ziruo didn't know what to say, just stared at her deeply.

"Little thing, you won't treat her as Cangyu and complain to each other, right?" Zhou Sen saw the expressions of the two and laughed and teased.

"Brother Sen, what are you kidding!" When Nie An called Brother Sen, it was the time to talk about serious topics.

"I saw it in the car, it must be that the boss is afraid that she will suffer......"

Nie An didn't hear what he said later, he only felt his head buzzing, and wanted to avoid her, but he said it all by mistake......

"I'll go back first." Xu Ziruo stood up in despair and walked back to the ward.

It's better to lie there and not know anything......

Nie Shuzhi's arrival once again coincided with the two lips gently pasting together, Xu Ziruo looked at him, inexplicably cordial, and inexplicably resentful.

Perhaps kindness stems from blood, but resentment stems from the fact that he has ruined his otherwise peaceful mood.

"What you actually like is Ziruo?" Nie Shuzhi spoke softly.

This time, Xu Ziruo understood his gaze at his body, which was a kind of attachment, mixed with memories of the past.

Xu Ziruo was speechless.

"Actually, since I saw her on TV, I felt that there were three points of similarity, but when I saw her today, I found that there were **** points."

It seems that Nie Shuzhi has already made up his mind in his heart, otherwise how could he talk about it to outsiders.

"I definitely want to recognize her, and your family doesn't have to object because of identity."

Xu Ziruo asked in a low voice, "How can my uncle be so convinced?" ”

"If it's just similar, maybe it's a coincidence, but it's just that she is also of the RH blood type, you know, this blood type, at most only one in a thousand people will have ......"

If it weren't for this time, Xu Ziruo, who has never given injections and infusions, didn't even know that her blood type was actually RH, and she always remembered that her parents said that their family had blood type B.

The whole family is ......

The answer is about to come out, no need to ask, but in the face of this person who is very likely to be his biological father, Xu Ziruo hates more than love.

If he just had a blood transfusion and left, how could he disturb his mind?

"Uncle, what's going on?" There is not a single person in this situation who is not curious about his life experience.

"Alas!" Nie Shuzhi let out a long sigh, "The past is unbearable, don't mention it!" ”

"Exactly...... What's going on! Xu Ziruo asked with a hateful glare.

Nie Shuzhi didn't delve into the hatred in his eyes, but turned his gaze to look out the window, and let out a long sigh of relief, "One thought...... Hurt a girl......"

There is a kind of game prevalent in the rich circle, on the first night of buying, Nie Shuzhi also played this game once back then, and he still remembers that the girl was pitiful at that time, like a hibiscus out of the water.

"I ...... My father was seriously ill and had no money to see a doctor. The girl looked at Nie Shuzhi with a hint of anticipation.

Now that she thinks about it, she may be looking forward to someone who can really help her unconditionally.

But at that time, I heard that every girl would make up such a tragic life story, losing her mother, only her father depended on each other, and her father was seriously ill and needed a lot of money.

Nie Shuzhi didn't believe her words at the time, but in the moment of reddening, he saw the girl's tears of despair.

It was those two lines of tears that made him suddenly realize that the girl's original words might be true when he recalled them later.

When I went to look for it again, I learned that the girl's father had died, and the girl, who had a big belly, was expelled from school and was missing.

If she had helped her unconditionally at that time, she would have been able to complete her studies even if her father died.

With Nie Shuzhi's economic conditions, it is completely possible, if that happens, he may have one more friend, or one more lover, in short, there will not be one more girl in this world who has been expelled and displaced.

A girl without a father, who is so pregnant that her belly is so big that it is discovered, it is conceivable that she has no basic common sense at all, or no money for surgery.

So what does she live on?

Nie Shuzhi didn't dare to think that maybe he would meet her again in a place with bright lights, or perhaps, in the vegetable market where the fish and shrimp smelled, she was wearing shabby rain boots to tidy up the shrimp and crabs......

He was thirty-nine years old, and the girl was only fifteen.

Originally, she was an honor student and had already obtained the qualification for key high school escorts......

Since then, Nie Shuzhi has never played such a game, and he does not dare to go in and out of a place full of lights, he is afraid of ruining another girl, and he is afraid of seeing a girl who has fallen into the dust in such a place.

He only remembered that she said her name was Chu Qiannan, and he didn't even know if it was her real name or a temporary name.

If Xu Zi wants to cry, I don't know if it is for the sadness of the mother who has never met at all, or for the catharsis of his chaotic mood.

But she held back, and after four years, she had learned how to control her emotions.

The eyes moved slightly, and it was obvious that he was about to wake up.

"I ...... I'll go first, don't tell her about this yet! Nie Shuzhi left as if he had fled.

Finally quiet, Xu Ziruo shed a tear on his face the moment he kissed himself.

"Ziruo, what's wrong?" Cang Yu touched his moist eyes and asked.

Obviously, Xu Ziruo cried just now.

Obviously, this situation was different from Cangyu's vegetative state, and he didn't hear anything.

"Ayu ......" Xu Ziruo opened his arms and hugged him tightly, tears raining down.

"What's wrong?" Cang Yu was surprised, except for the great joy last time, Xu Ziruo had never been like this.

"I don't know...... I don't know ......," Xu Ziruo said in a daze, crying helplessly.

"Don't cry, tell me, is there something wrong with you? You've been fine, impossible! ”

Seeing that Cang Yu also began to panic, Xu Ziruo gradually stopped crying.

"Ayu, I'...... I may not have been born to my parents. ”

Cangyu put her mind at ease, compared to her safety, everything was a floating cloud.

"Even if it's not, your parents are better to you than your own, and it's not that important if you're biological or not."

"But I'm just so sad I can't say why."

"How do you know?"

"They keep saying that I have blood type B, but in fact, I am RH negative blood, and the person who donated blood to me just now may be ......"