Chapter 188: Concerns
The darkness was all of Jin Zhu's senses at that time, and the laughter, crying, and pleading around her were ignored by her.
Jin Zhu was lying on the bed at this time, she will never forget, she will never forget the picture of the nurse rushing into the emergency room with a blood bag, all the cries and pleading in her ears, and the moment when the doctor looked at her and said she was sorry.
At that moment, it was as if the world had collapsed, my whole body was trembling, and my blood was no longer as warm as it should be.
Jin Zhu curled up on the bed, her mind was the last time she saw Jin Yu, she lay quietly, cold, her lips were pale, she didn't move, no matter how she shouted, she couldn't open her eyes, or move a single bit.
The grief in her head made Jin Zhu's tight strings completely broken, and she could no longer suppress her choking, and her cry rushed out directly.
Everything is so wrong, such an absurd thing, she will never regard it as such a fateful fate.
She closed her eyes, tears were still pouring out, and even when she fell asleep, her heart was throbbing for a while, and her throat and eyes seemed to be stuck with a thorn.
In the dream, only Chi Tianning's absurd words remained.
"Jin Zhu, don't ask, I'm for Jin Yu's good, you believe me."
And the one that Jin Yu replied at the beginning, "Hmm." In the dream, she pulled herself in front of the door of the emergency room, when she lowered her head and was sad, she looked up again and saw the blood red in her eyes, she could even see the moment Chi Tianning was pricked by a needle, many things collapsed at that time, the original news and remarks, Jin Yu who hurriedly went to find Chi Tianning and had an accident on the road, and then Chi Tianning who followed behind.
Should all of this be called fate? How is it possible, and how can it be.
When Jin Zhu woke up, she was bright, and when she dragged her tired body out, she was full of a sense of rejection from the outside world, and the uncomfortable feeling made her not want to leave her world at all, but it was unimaginably painful to sink in.
The sky outside was just cloudy, and the curtains were drawn and I couldn't see the first glimpse of the morning light.
Jin Zhu glanced at the mobile phone that lit up, laughed, and went back to the bed to lie down, no matter what three meals a day, no matter what work and life he has, she just wants to rest, she just wants to be depressed, just like this place without her.
As soon as he lay down, the phone called, it was Gu Jin.
Jin Zhu rolled his eyes and scolded secretly: "You are really good at picking time." ”
After picking it up, she scolded without hesitation: "Are you staying up all night or waking up?" ”
Gu Jin laughed, and there was a movement of stretching her waist over there, even so, she couldn't suppress the tiredness in her words: "It must have just woken up, who is as preoccupied as you every day." ”
Jin Zhu sighed twice and covered himself with a quilt: "Believe you ghost, can you just wake up?" Can you just wake up? Forget it, if you're okay, just squint for a while and go to work, I've slept all night, and I want to sleep again. ”
"You can't get enough sleep? Not going to work? Gu Jin asked hesitantly.
Jin Zhu smiled: "Go to work? Xie Tiande gave me a holiday directly. ”
"Why are you giving you a holiday?" Gu Jin was stunned and asked a little stunned, sounding a little stupid.
Jin Zhu was silent and did not respond, Gu Jin sighed as if he knew something, and then Jin Zhu smiled and said, "What do you think will be the situation, just those situations yesterday." Who else can make Xie Tiande give me a holiday? What's more, I don't need to carry security attendance in the company all the time. ”
There was only the expected silence on the other end of the phone, listening to Gu Jin didn't speak for a long time, Jin Zhu raised her hand to open the quilt a little, and fresh oxygen poured in a little at once, she took a deep breath, slightly hooked the corners of her mouth, but her eyes were full of holes: "Okay, you go get busy, I'll rest." ”
Without waiting for Gu Jin to speak, he left her a busy sound to hang up.
Jin Zhu threw the phone out of the bed, feeling a little sad and churning, but it didn't seem to be, it seemed that she had figured it out, but where she figured it out, she didn't know where she was figuring it out.
There were a few thunders that suddenly covered outside, Jin Zhu closed his eyes, hummed a song faintly, and forgot what it was, and halfway through the hum, the rain came overwhelmingly.
Closing her eyes and holding her arms, curled up slightly, and without any other movements, sleepiness came up when she was most upset, and immediately dragged her back to the dreams that could make her cry directly, after all, she had cried too many times because of those dreams.
Crying and waking up, you can't count it on two hands.
Her sleep this time was just an hour, and the dream in the interval of an hour of sleep was nothing, just a blood red, she had seen too much in her dreams, and she was not afraid.
The first time I woke up, it was seven o'clock.
The second time I woke up, it was eight o'clock.
The third time I woke up, it was nine o'clock.
......
When he finally woke up again, Jin Zhu lifted the quilt with some self-abandonment, decisively turned over and got out of bed, and the moment he stepped on the ground with his bare feet, he heard movement in the living room outside.
She smiled, if it wasn't for Gu Jin, then there would only be the character of a thief, even if you steal something, you have to understand what kind of person you want to steal.
Jin Zhu tilted his head and walked out, dragging his slippers, and heard a small sound from the kitchen, a familiar figure dangling inside, Jin Zhu leaned against the wall: "Gu Jin, are you very idle?" Don't have to go to work? ”
Gu Jin, who didn't know what he was busy in the kitchen, shook his body, almost dropped the thing in his hand, and when he heard the content of the words, he turned around angrily and said, "What else do you say?" I'm really laughing to death, you just forget about the holiday, why do you still call me to force me to take a vacation? The reason is that I have patients to take care of, I really ...... I slept for a few hours, so don't be stunned here, and go to sleep if you don't feel well. ”
"My fever has long been cured, I don't need to take care of it, if you are still sleepy, go to another room to sleep, don't sell miserably here." Jin Zhu pinched his neck with his hand and lifted his chin up, leaned against the wall and closed his eyes, looking like he was annoyed by the wake-up.
"Hmph, you woke up so early and didn't see you have breakfast, if I don't come, if you want to leave it for two days in a row, you really haven't eaten for two days and two nights, I don't believe you will get up to eat." Gu Jin finally snorted, as if her disgusted face had already reached Jin Zhu's eyes.
Jin Zhu snorted coldly: "They gave me three days, what can I say?" ”
"Three days?!" Gu Jin threw away the cabbage in his hand, jumped back, seemed to splash himself, and scolded secretly, "Mother's water...... It doesn't have to be okay, three days?! ”
"You ask Chi Chuanye to go, ask me how I know." Jin Zhu shrugged his shoulders, and without saying a word, he walked to the refrigerator and grabbed a bottle of ice cola and poured it into his mouth.
When Gu Jin saw it, his hands were wet and he wanted to rush over: "You are on an empty stomach now, you want to drink Coke for me?" ”
Jin Zhu only glanced at her coldly, and then walked to the sofa and sat down.
"What the hell has happened to you lately? It's so boring. Gu Jin threw everything into the stew pot, turned on the fire, and walked in front of Jin Zhu.
She took two sips of Coke with a blank face, and then carried the bottle with her hand: "I just know something." ”
"What's the matter?" Gu Jin looked like he had the momentum to break the casserole and ask to the end.
"It's nothing, my sister's business."
A few faint words were brought over, like the golden beads that existed when Jin Yu had just left, full of things, but not exposed at all.
Gu Jin looked at her for a long time, but he couldn't say a word, and it wasn't until later that he took off his apron and walked out: "Remember to drink your soup!" I'll go back to make up for sleep, I don't sleep here, I don't even have a decent living person here, I have to die of autism, there is some water on the kitchen floor, you should be careful to wipe it and don't fall. ”
Jin Zhu knew that she was looking for something to sit on for herself, so she raised her hand and waved her to hurry up: "Go ahead." ”
The steam in her stomach came up, a little uncomfortable, Jin Zhu leaned against the sofa and did not move, the door opened but did not close, she opened her eyes and got up, quickly pulled out a few tissues, and walked to the kitchen, when she passed by the door, she saw a familiar shadow from the gap at a glance, but it was not Gu Jin who left, but someone else.
Jin Zhu Kankan walked to the kitchen and threw the paper on the floor, squatted down to wipe the water stains clean, she got up and looked over to the trash can and threw the paper towel in.
"Come in, don't stand at the door and be like a 'craftsman', lest the police come and pull me to make a confession, wasting time." Jin Zhu walked to a place not far from the door and stopped, and after speaking, he poured Coke into his mouth without hesitation, and glanced at it, but still didn't walk over to take a look.
There was no movement, I waited for a long time, and the last thing I waited for was the sound of someone outside pushing the door shut.
At this moment, Jin Zhu was a little stunned, and then laughed, it turned out that he didn't plan to come in at all.
She sat on the sofa for an hour as if she had lost three souls and seven spirits, and when she heard the sound of stewed soup gradually approaching sticky/greasy, she did not hesitate to go over and turn off the fire, she didn't look at the soup, so she turned around and locked the door, returned to the room, and continued to lock, this time if someone came in the middle of the night, she really had to go through the window to get in.
She was lying on the bed that had been cold after lifting the quilt for a long time, the temperature of her body was gradually falling, a mouth, it was trembling breathing, and there was a faint signal of pain in her stomach, she closed her eyes or chose to nest.
Maybe it's because I've been so tired lately, whether it's day or night, I can make sleepiness well.
Suddenly, the phone lit up and shook, Jin Zhu didn't open her eyes immediately, just waited quietly, and when the second message came, she barely picked up the phone.
[Chi Chuanye: If there was something, I didn't go in. 】
[Chi Chuanye: You drank Coke on an empty stomach just now, your stomach should be uncomfortable at this time, remember not to do this next time, and have a good rest. 】
[Chi Chuanye: I'll come to see you another day, okay? 】