Butterflies have lived for most of their lives, and such emergencies are basically like human beings suddenly encountering a comet hitting the earth, or an extremely cold disaster that has not been encountered in 10,000 years, which is purely a fictional clip in the movie.

When he was with Fan Fan back then, Fan Fan wanted a child many times, or rather, he secretly kept thinking like this in the dark.

Every time there was a discord between them, Fan Fan's dark thoughts became even stronger, always thinking that maybe if she had a child, she would not be able to leave herself. But the butterfly never gave him such a chance.

For butterflies, children are the most important gift between them. The lethality of this gift is too powerful.

I can't tell why butterflies reject children so much, maybe some women are born to dislike children, butterflies have to be counted as one, for her, all she likes is herself.

This may also have something to do with her childhood experience, a child who is too loved, and her world center is only herself. So far, Butterfly has not been able to accept the presence of a person in her world who might steal her place at the center of the universe.

She knew that person wouldn't be the mother of the diving bird, and she wasn't worried about that. But now, she suddenly panicked, because the person she feared the most was precisely herself in the process of being conceived.

The thought of it made her tremble, and even her thoughts began to tremble.

One day, she kept thinking about this question, what should she do?

There seemed to be an unformed ghost in the empty room, floating in the void air, silently talking to her:

What are you going to do?

I do not know.

I know you, you don't want mine.

I do not know.

You can't fool me, you didn't expect me to come.

I do not know.

But mine did come.

I do not know.

You can't unilaterally decide my life and death alone. It's not fair!

I don't really know.

There is another person in my life, and he has the right to decide.

Please, don't say it.

Shouldn't you discuss it with him? Both of you have an unshirkable responsibility to me.

Please, please, stop saying any more, I'm really helpless.

You're a weakling!

……

Butterfly hadn't eaten or drunk that day, and she had been thinking about it, thinking about it so much that she felt like she was going crazy.

She knows that the way to deal with it is also very simple, go to the hospital, register an account, and then arrange a certain day, a strange woman will quickly solve your troubles, as if removing a tumor in your body, a cancer that is making you miserable, and then after a period of cultivation, you will regain your vitality.

The thoroughness of removing a tumor is completely different from killing a child, the former is easy and neat, and the latter will make you morally degraded and guilty. The problem is that you're not hurting one person, you're hurting three people.

It's got that part of the blood of the diving bird, doesn't it?

If she had dealt with the matter without his consent, it would have meant that it was really over between them. Is this the ending she wants?

The ensuing troubles have put Butterfly aside for the time being, and now the bigger trouble must be resolved. After thinking about it for a day, she suddenly understood that no matter what, at least let the parties get together to discuss a solution, which is the top priority.

She didn't care about that much, so she called the diving bird. Soon the phone was answered, but miraculously, it was his mother who answered the phone. has a stiff and cold tone, and seems to be very unappreciative of her taking the initiative to call for peace. Lightly asked the butterfly what is the matter?

Butterfly naturally doesn't want to say to this old woman who has no feelings at all, although her real identity is the child's grandmother, but before the child has come to this world, this identity is still a bit paradoxical and absurd.

Butterfly didn't want to admit it, she only knew that the child's father was a diving bird, and she only admitted this fact, and she didn't take anything else seriously.

She said, I'm looking for Ying Shuying.

His mother's tone was still so light, and she said that he happened to be out of the room.

Apparently she didn't want to tell Butterfly why he wasn't there, or where he had gone.

Butterflies are not fools, of course they can hear it.

Butterfly was silent for a moment, this silent moment, the other party obviously felt that she needed to say two words, of course she didn't just say two words, but said a long list of words, Butterfly couldn't remember what she said, anyway, every sentence made Butterfly's hand holding the phone tremble and tremble, after answering the phone, I found that my palms were full of sweat.

The call ended in the silence of the butterfly, who could not say anything, and the call was to hold on to the humble and delusional heart, longing for some words of comfort from the diving bird, or she still held on to the last bit of hope, the sporadic spark of hope.

After all, she thought: maybe the diving bird wanted the child too......

She sat on the ground blankly, although her mind was a mess, but she steadied her thoughts, and still sorted out a line from the mess: the diving bird accompanied his mother back, and he seemed to have agreed to his mother's request not to meet with him again, and to have a relationship with the girl who was Yingying, after all, they were the things that the two elders had agreed on. And she is indeed very inconsistent with diving birds in many ways. Age can not be said, of course, the other party is saving face, did not mention this issue directly, and nodded in the dark box regardless of the left and right. And then he said very sincerely, the diving bird will still go back to his hometown to live in the future, the girl is from the magic capital after all, the life of Shanghai and Chongqing is very different, and the girl may not want to marry there, so, of course, this point may be enough to explain everything, etc-

The words are conclusive, true, and beyond reproach, the truth butterfly naturally understands, not so clear, but these words come out of the other party's mouth, and every word is pierced into the butterfly's heart like a sharp needle.

The butterfly happened to see a cup in her hand, which the diving bird used to drink when she came to her, and without thinking about it, she threw it out, and the cup hit the wall along a graceful arc, slammed it, and then fell freely to the ground with the gravitational pull of the earth, and fell apart—

What the butterfly sees is not a shattered cup, but its own vanity, dignity, and the perfect humanity that it has been priding itself on all these years......

In fact, butterflies and diving birds have not had a good time this whole spring. Just when the butterfly was panicking about the unexpected child, the diving bird also had a lot of trouble because of the sudden appearance of the mother.