Chapter 21: It's not a sin for a man to cry

Lu Qianfan sat on the hospital bed, looking at the examination results in his hand, his expression was pale. The words the doctor had just said were still in his ears. "Have you been staying up late since elementary school? Not only are your nerves aging rapidly, but your optic nerve is also severely damaged. With today's medical treatment, there is almost no cure. There is a high probability that you will lose your sight and your headaches will get worse. Eventually, there is a good chance that you will lose your five senses or even become vegetative. ”

Lu Qianfan crumbled the inspection results in his hand vigorously. After frowning for a long time, Lu Qianfan suddenly smiled bitterly. "I thought I had a chance to hang up, but it turned out to be a fake hanging." He tossed the paper ball aside and lay down on the bed. The doctor was not wrong, the frequency of Lu Qianfan's headaches increased significantly, and he had become more and more strenuous to see.

"It's Saturday, can't you still be discharged?" Xia Zhuoer, who had been taking care of Lu Qianfan for the past few days, walked into the ward. She wore a pale yellow gauze skirt and a crocheted blouse, like an ordinary fairy.

Lu Qianfan put the back of his hand on his forehead and asked, "Sister Zhuoer, don't you have to go hunting?" ”

"Qian Fei and Lao Lei haven't recovered yet." Xia Zhuoer sat on the edge of Lu Qianfan's bed, and said while peeling apples: "The team is not even, there is no way to hunt." They simply took these days as a holiday and were sleeping at home. ”

"Then you can go and rest too, I can take care of myself alone."

Xia Zhuoer looked at Lu Qianfan and asked, "What, are you in a bad mood?" ”

"No, I don't. It's just that we are not related, you have been taking care of me for the past few days, and you have not seen a break, I am a little reluctant not to ......" Lu Qianfan squeezed out a smile from the corner of his mouth and explained.

Xia Zhuoer expertly slipped the apple in half and stuffed half of it into Lu Qianfan's mouth. She picked up the other half of the apple herself, and said as she ate it, "Isn't it related?" I only graduated from Jinglin last year, and I'm your senior sister. Moreover, we have fought storm sand monkeys together, according to your boys, it should be that we have carried guns and slept together......"

"Ahem, ahem!" Lu Qianfan hurriedly coughed a few times and stopped Xia Zhuoer, who was about to say the explosion.

"The hormones of puberty." Xia Zhuoer showed a bright smile and said, "Don't say that it's not a parent." What's more, isn't it normal for me to take care of my savior? ”

Lu Qianfan said while eating apples: "I don't think of myself as a hero who saves beauty. ”

Xia Zhuoer glanced at Lu Qianfan. "It's true to save beauty, forget about heroes. You can't even get out of bed these days, how can you be a hero who has fought with a storm sand monkey and become embarrassed like this? Sister, the hero in my mind must at least be able to single-handedly take on general-level monsters. ”

"Sister Zhuoer, can't you hit me a little less?"

"That's not going to work. With your narcissism, if no one hits me, I feel like you're going to float to the sky. Xia Zhuoer was unforgiving, but in his hand, he thoughtfully took the apple core that Lu Qianfan had eaten with toilet paper and threw it into the trash.

"Thank you very much. However, I feel like I've been hit enough lately......"

"For example, that girl?" Xia Zhuoer suddenly showed a gossipy expression, and snickered: "Tell me, what's the matter with the two of you?" ”

"No, it's fine." Lu Qianfan hurriedly lowered his head, not daring to look at Xia Zhuoer.

The fleeting smile on the corner of Lu Qianfan's mouth did not escape Xia Zhuoer's eyes. She gently scolded Lu Qianfan and said, "Talk to my sister, there are no outsiders." When you mention her, you can't hide the smile on your lips. ”

Lu Qianfan looked up at Xia Zhuoer and asked in surprise, "Huh?" Have it? ”

Xia Zhuoer nodded vigorously. "My sister is also from here. Boys like girls, girls like boys, and their expressions can't be hidden. ”

Of course, Lu Qianfan knows the truth of micro-expressions. "Sister Zhuoer, you really like gossip and eat melons. Then you say, what is the expression of Ran Ran when she looks at me? ”

Xia Zhuoer pinched her chin and recalled: "When she rushed over, her anxiety and worry were almost written on her face. However, when she saw me, her face suddenly turned cold. That vinegar smell, tsk, sour to death. ”

"Ah, this ......"

Xia Zhuoer said: "Don't worry, my sister has explained to her." She understood at the time, kept apologizing to me that she had misunderstood, and asked me to take care of you. She's a very good girl, but I don't know why, she has to avoid you all the time. ”

Lu Qianfan sighed. Ranran's parents divorced when she was very young because of the difference in status. Therefore, she cares a lot about the identity gap between the two people. Since they are destined to be separated, there is no need to be together from the beginning......"

"It's very much in line with the little girl's thinking." Xia Zhuoer said.

"You don't think so?"

"My sister must be desperate to be with the person she likes first. What the result is, it's all later, first a vigorous love will be the end. Moreover, falling in love is a matter of two people. At a young age, how can it be so realistic. ”

"Sister, you don't seem to be that old, do you? Queens of the sea at a young age? ”

"Then do you want to have a love rehearsal with your sister?" Xia Zhuoer suddenly threw a wink at Lu Qianfan.

Lu Qianfan chose to refuse without hesitation. "Otherwise, this plot will most likely make my journey of chasing love more tortuous."

"Such a simple refusal, my sister is so sad." Xia Zhuoer said that he was sad, but he was smiling on his face. She said, "Still, your Rana definitely likes you." When she heard that you and we had teamed up to defeat the storm sand monkeys, she laughed and said that she had to get stronger. ”

Hearing this, Lu Qianfan was suddenly stunned. His gaze glanced at the ball of paper on the ground, and the light in his eyes suddenly dimmed.

Xia Zhuoer noticed that Lu Qianfan suddenly became depressed. She followed his gaze to the ball of paper on the ground and reached for it. "This is the result of the hospital's examination, how can you just throw it around."

"Hey." Lu Qianfan hurriedly spoke out to stop it, but it was too late. Xia Zhuoer had already picked up the checklist on the ground and unfolded it to look at it for a moment. Lu Qianfan could only pray that she couldn't read the numbers.

"Brother, ...... you" Xia Zhuoer's face suddenly sank. Your eyes ......"

"You see?"

"I'm a cure, and I've studied medical care, so I can still understand these indicators." "What's going on?" ”

Lu Qianfan laughed miserably. “…… When dealing with the storm sand monkeys, I strengthened the nervous system with magical energy. Although several times the speed of reaction was obtained in a short time, it turned out to be overloaded. He squeezed out a smile and hid tears in the corners of his eyes. It's fine, it's just the worst. I'm still fine. ”

Xia Zhuoer couldn't help but touch Lu Qianfan's head. "Silly brother, you can't always laugh when you're a man." She smiled softly, as if she were looking at her own brother. "You can't continue to get stronger, right?"

"Sister, don't say it. It's hard to get a little happier. It's not easy to have a chance to ......," Lu Qianfan said, suddenly choking up. He hurriedly held back, squeezing his eyes into a slit with a smile.

"Silly brother, people only become stronger when they cry." Shadrow quietly locked the door. Then, she hugged Lu Qianfan into her arms. "Cry, no one will know. With my sister, you don't have to be stronger. ”

Xia Zhuoer's voice was very soft, and her words were like magic, completely removing Lu Qianfan's tense heartstrings.

"Don't just make people cry!" Lu Qianfan rested his head on Xia Zhuoer's soft chest, letting himself cry uncharacteristically.

Lu Qianfan, who was always smiling at people, cried. It's been less than a month since he suddenly appeared in this world, and he was constantly trying to become stronger before adjusting to this world that was both familiar and unfamiliar. Becoming stronger, stronger, stronger, in order to pull out the sharp thorn that pierced deep into the heart, Lu Qianfan, who lived in the era of peace, has stood on the edge of life and death many times.

Perhaps, Lu Qianfan's sense of responsibility as a soldier has not faded in this world. Perhaps, he had the apocalyptic crisis in his heart. Perhaps, he took the responsibility of the creator of the world on his shoulders.

Lu Qianfan lay on Xia Zhuoer's chest and cried for a long time. He didn't know how long he had cried, or how long he hadn't cried. But after crying, Lu Qianfan suddenly felt a lot more relaxed. Tired of crying, he fell asleep unconsciously.

Xia Zhuoer looked at his chest soaked with tears and sighed helplessly. She looked at Lu Qianfan, who was sleeping deeply, and said with love and hate: "Cry when you say it...... Snot and tears are rubbing on your clothes, big fool. Going out like this will definitely cause misunderstanding! ”

Tucked the corners of the quilt for Lu Qianfan, and Xia Zhuoer made a phone call. "Brother, I want you to see me and do me a favor."

"Oh, my precious sister! You've finally called me! Brother is about to kill you! ”

Xia Zhuoer had the foresight to keep his phone away from his ears in advance, avoiding the overly enthusiastic noise in the earpiece. After finishing on the phone, she took her phone back and said, "Brother, come to Jinglin Hospital." I need you to meet someone. Bring me a set of clothes by the way. ”

"Sister, can you not be so indifferent and straight to the point? Can't you just say a few more words to your brother? Can't you care more about your brother? You can't ......."

"Brother, why haven't you been beaten to death yet?" Xia Zhuoer sent the most heart-warming wishes.

"It's all up to my brother to run fast enough. Sister, the way you care about people is still so unique, flattering, shocking, and uneasy, and unforgetful......"

Xia Zhuoer hurriedly interrupted the phone, and the idiom solitaire seemed to be making up the number of words. "Shut up! Every time I call you, the phone bill is more than the phone bill that Liu can call Zhao Si! ”

"Oh, my dear sister! You're such a good baggage, I'm going to write it down. ”

"Your brother hasn't done anything like this?" Xia Zhuoer asked suddenly, and then hurriedly stopped her. The secret road in my heart is so dangerous, and I was almost led astray.

"It seems that some senior brothers have used it."

"Brother!" Xia Zhuoer was a little angry.

Hearing the anger in Xia Zhuoer's tone, Xia Bufan on the other end of the phone stopped his chatter. He asked, "Is it an inpatient or an outpatient department at Jinglin Hospital?" What outfit do you need me to bring you? Address and ask wechat to me and I'll arrive in an hour. ”

Xia Zhuoer hung up the phone. She looked at the sleeping Lu Qianfan and thought about whether to give him another assist.