Chapter 0540 - A choice must be made
Extrapolating from the date of the physical examination report, if it is really as Lingling said, Yoko Yamada has been pregnant for two months, and that child must be mine. Before entering the inspection department, I repeatedly told Qian Ying, thinking that she was a confidante worthy of my trust, but I didn't expect to be deceived in the end.
I immediately got up and walked to the balcony, took out my mobile phone and dialed Qian Ying's phone, Qian Ying's first sentence after answering the phone was: "Why are you calling me now, don't you think it's a little late?"
I was stunned for a moment and asked, "It's only ten o'clock, and you're asleep."
Qian Ying smiled: "You should know that I didn't mean that you called at this point, but asked why you delayed for so many days to make this call."
"Do you know why I made this call?"
"What else will you call me besides the child in Yoko Yamada's belly"
I said angrily: "Qian Ying, I owe me so much trust to hand over such a big matter to you." You betrayed me."
It was the first time I had called her by her name since I had known her, and she should have imagined how angry I must have been.
However, her explanation also made me speechless: "I always thought you were very smart, if she wasn't pregnant, what would I do with the test report for you, although I saw you torn in half with my own eyes at the time, but in the end you still put it in your pocket." I thought you would go to the hospital and ask other doctors, but I didn't expect you to call me now. ”
I was taken aback, and an ominous omen hit my heart: "Why, Yoko Yamada did the child"
"You should ask her about this."
"Are you crazy" I asked incredulously, "It's been a week now, I'm afraid Yoko Yamada has already beaten the child, why didn't you tell me earlier, don't you know what you're doing, you're not deceiving me, it's just murder"
When Qian Ying heard this, she was also angry: "I said Zhang Guodong, you are not finished yet, okay, then let me ask you, if I tell you that Yoko Yamada is pregnant with your child." What do you say you should do to let her have a bad name, give birth to you in a bad way, or say that you abandon everything to stay in the island country to accompany her, or let her abandon everything and run to live with you in the country, how can you get Lu Yuxin?"
Qian Ying's series of questions made me dumb. It seems that the reason why she didn't say it explicitly was to think about me, since I couldn't solve those problems. She didn't want to create a psychological burden for me, and this must be what Yoko Yamada meant.
In fact, to be honest, it's not that I can't give up everything for Yoko Yamada, it's just that an innate traditional thinking has always bound me, and I have a deep virgin complex.
If Yoko Yamada had been a yellow flower girl when she first stayed with me, I could really have abandoned everything to marry her now. But the thought of her being with Kameda made me feel like I had a fly in my mouth.
To tell the truth, no matter how many women I have, or because I have had many women, I can't tolerate that my wife is not a cucumber girl, because when I think of other men who have been like me, and unscrupulously vent themselves on her, I have nothing to love.
Thinking of this, a thought suddenly flashed in my mind: Lingling is really special, after she found the test sheet, will it be over if she hands it over to me I will definitely not ask the doctor, because I can't even think of asking. In that case, Yoko Yamada, who didn't get my phone call directly, would definitely knock the child out quietly.
The so-called ignorant is not guilty, if she hides from me, she will be killed, but now that I know the truth, I don't know what to do.
Then Qian Ying explained to me that she accompanied Yoko Yamada into the examination room that day. Because they had communicated before, Yoko Yamada realized that she was pregnant, so she repeatedly asked Qian Ying to keep it a secret for her.
However, Qian Ying did not agree, but told Yoko Yamada plainly that she was the one I called to supervise Yoko Yamada, and she had promised me. You can't fool me.
And Yoko Yamada asked Qian Ying on the spot what I would do if I knew she was pregnant with my child
Based on Yoko Yamada's speculation, she didn't plan to marry her at all, otherwise she wouldn't have been left there alone. She said to Qian Ying bluntly, if Qian Ying told me the truth. It undoubtedly forced me into a dilemma, and Yoko Yamada didn't want to force me to make a choice against my will, so she didn't want Qian Ying to tell me the truth.
Before the examination, Qian Ying asked Yoko Yamada again if the child in her belly was mine, and Yoko Yamada was sure of it. The child must be mine.
Because in the past, when she was with Kameda, she had taken safety measures, and before that, she hadn't let Kameda touch her for nearly half a year, and she concluded that she was pregnant when she first met me on Watanabe Island.
In this case. Qian Ying made a verbal agreement with her, that is, after the examination report came out, if it was proved that she was pregnant, Qian Ying would give me the report and tell me that it was the eldest aunt who was out of tune, as for whether I knew that she was really pregnant, then I had to resign myself to fate.
Yoko Yamada agreed to the agreement between them, and as soon as it was checked, Yoko Yamada was really pregnant, so they handed me the report in the agreed way.
Now I remember why I took the report at that time, and when I tore the report in half, Yoko Yamada kept staring at me intently, in fact, she wanted to give birth to the child, and she hoped that I could return to her, in fact, she had been waiting for a miracle to appear, but she didn't want me to think that she was threatening me with a child, so that I could return to her.
While not wanting to cause me huge psychological pressure, in fact, Yoko Yamada is under huge ideological pressure, and when I think of this, I really feel very sorry for her.
Qian Ying finally said: "Guodong, you still have two choices now, one is to hang up the phone." Call Yoko Yamada immediately, and if she doesn't call her, if you want her to give birth to the baby, first think about what you should do. The second option is that if you really can't get her to give birth to the child, then just don't know about it, and after hanging up the phone, you can do whatever you want, and I won't tell Yoko Yamada that you called me tonight. ”
Qian Ying really gave me a problem, and my choice was not just a question of whether to keep the child in Yoko Yamada's belly. It even directly affects my image in Qian Ying's mind, if I don't call Yoko Yamada later, I'm afraid in her heart, I'm just a bastard who has been messing up and giving up.
And Yoko Yamada has not been able to wait for my call, not only will she kill the child in extreme disappointment, but I am afraid that she will also be like a dead heart to me, and maybe she will be angry with men all over the world because of this, and she will live in resentment and pain for the rest of her life.
Thinking of this, I couldn't take care of it much, and after hanging up Qian Ying's phone, I immediately dialed Yoko Yamada's phone.
It is different from Qian Ying who received a call from me and asked me rhetorically without waiting for me to speak. After answering the phone, Yoko Yamada didn't squeak for a long time, and I even doubted that the phone was connected.
I asked, "Hey, is it Yoko?"
Yoko Yamada replied in a very low voice, "Well, it's me." ”
Her voice was calm, but my heart beat faster, and a state of uneasiness made my breathing unusually rapid. For a while, I didn't know what to say.
After hesitating for a while, I asked with a sense of ambivalence, "Yoko, you're pregnant."
"Hmm."
Although she just said a simple "um", her tone seemed to be as calm as at the beginning, which made me believe that she must be excited at this moment, but she didn't want me to notice her mood swings, so she forced herself to remain silent.
"Is the kid still there?"
As soon as I said this, my heart jumped to my throat. I didn't know what her answer was, and I didn't know exactly what I wanted her to do.
I suddenly felt that whether she answered whether she had killed the child or left the child behind, my heart would be very heavy, because I had no right answer, and I was not sure whether I wanted her to kill the child or leave the child behind.
I think this is not only my sorrow, but also the sorrow of Yoko Yamada.
My sorrow lies in whether I want to be a father and whether I am ready to be a father. And Yoko Yamada's sadness is that she shouldn't trust me so much on Watanabe Island. If she had done the safety measures that day, she would have done the same thing several times in the future, then we would have been able to see each other well now, and not be bound by a child.
Yoko Yamada hesitated for a moment, and suddenly asked, "Do you want the child to be here?" Or hope the child is not there"
Her question stumped me, and although I didn't say anything, as if I was thinking about how to answer, my mind was actually blank, and I couldn't think of anything, I just felt dizzy.
At this moment, my eyelids suddenly jumped, and a fetus that had not yet formed appeared in my mind, which was forcibly removed by the doctor with iron tongs, and finally it became a baby spirit, attached to Yoko Yamada's body, and shouted in a voice that I couldn't tell whether it was a man or a woman: "Daddy." Mom, why are you hurting me?"
I was struck by a spirit, and blurted out: "Yoko, don't beat the child, as long as you give birth to the child, I can agree to any conditions you make"
Yoko Yamada probably didn't expect it. I will answer her so clearly, and after being stunned for a few minutes, she suddenly smiled bitterly: "Guodongjun, your call came too late, I went to the hospital the day before yesterday."
"No," I heard that she had killed the child, and my heart suddenly dripped blood as if it had been pricked by a needle, and it was only then that I realized how important that child was to me, and interrupted her rudely: "Yoko, you are lying to me, you will not kill the child, you love me so much, how can you kill my child"
Yoko Yamada was silent for a while, and said, "I haven't finished what I said just now, I just want to tell you that I went to the hospital the day before yesterday to make an appointment with the doctor, and I was going to have surgery next Monday, that is, the day after tomorrow."
"No," I almost roared: "Let that doctor get out of the way with labor and management, whoever wants to move the child of labor and management, I must cut him with a thousand knives, let him be broken into thousands of pieces, and he will never be able to live forever"
Yoko Yamada was silent for a while, and finally suddenly said: "I will definitely go to the hospital on Monday, either you stop me at the door of the operating room, or you will shut up on the phone"
After saying that, she hung up the phone directly, and when I dialed it again, she had already turned off the phone. Baidu "Lost Adolescence" is free for the first time.