Chapter 177: Confused
Situ lowered his eyes and looked at Lan Keman in his arms, shook his head gently, as if he wanted to shake away all the uncertainty and worries, just hugged Lan Keman tightly and smiled lowly, nodded cautiously and affirmatively, and in the interval of nodding, his eyes were half-open, and the dark amber pupils stared at Lan Keman, and once again grabbed Lan Keman's trembling lips.
After the long kiss, the cold feeling of poetry floated to Lan Keman's heart, Lan Keman only felt that the trembling on his body was more obvious, and the confusion in his heart was more overflowing, there was no warm feelings, only the cold coldness and ruthlessness and loneliness reflected Situ's unwillingness and warmth.
Lan Keman's body shook unconsciously, and Situ realized that it might be that the spring cold in the courtyard was still there, or the cool breeze was still Lan Keman's unbearable cold, so he bent down and made a force, and suddenly hugged Lan Keman horizontally in the crook of his arm, and placed her on the seat in front of the window with warm moonlight eyes, and then, Situ opened the fruit box in front of Lan Keman, took out the exquisite snacks inside, and placed them in front of Lan Keman.
"Man'er, no matter what, you have to eat some, even if you just pick up everything and taste it."
As he spoke, Situ stood carefully beside Lan Keman, helped her pick up a rose jade flower cake and handed it to Lan Keman's fingertips, Lan Keman couldn't, so he had to probe the result, put it to his lips, and tasted it slightly.
But the inside of the mouth was tasteless, just barely put it into the mouth, Lan Keman felt that his stomach was full of swelling, and he didn't have the heart to eat it anymore.
Situ didn't urge, but just picked up a light green fruit snack carved with bamboo leaves, and stood quietly beside Lan Keman with perseverance, just like the personal jade next to Lan Keman, who didn't leave a step, and the straight silhouette seemed to announce:
"I've been waiting for you like this, if you don't eat some, how can you be worthy of me?"
Lan Keman raised his eyes and looked helplessly at Situ's look that if you don't eat me, I won't sit down, so she had to open her mouth again, just wanted to eat the rose jade flower cake in her hand again, a gentle breeze, and her eyes were dark, but what she could see was Situ's palm, which was shiny and moist, pinching the carved bamboo leaf fruit snack and placing it on her lips.
The slight smile in his eyes, although he faded into the wind, was warm and soft with firmness, so that Lan Keman couldn't refuse, so he had to bow his head and lean forward, slightly pursed his lips, and let Situ feed himself a bite of the pastry, maybe it was the hot temperature of Situ's palm fingertips that scorched the fruit, Lan Keman ate it in one bite, only felt sweet and warm, and didn't dare to raise his head and open his mouth to tilt his lips to Situ's next feeding.
Situ also observed Lan Keman's categorical refusal this time, and he was no longer reluctant, but just collected the alienated starlight in his eyes, sat opposite Lan Keman, and stared at her quietly.
In order to prevent Situ from standing up again, Lan Keman stood behind him, or on his side, like Xiaoyu, feeding himself food for a while, and wanting to wipe the corners of his mouth for a while, so the movements of his hands became more and more neat unconsciously, and after a while, he entered two pieces of fruit and snacks, and drank a cup of sweet brew from the stove that Situ poured for him.
Although he was persecuted, after eating a little something, Lan Keman's stomach seemed to be much better, his mind was no longer so dizzy, he couldn't think, his eyes were clear, he looked at Situ on the other side and said:
"Brother Situ, I'm really full, I can't eat anymore, if there is nothing else, I want to go back to the Lan family compound, no matter how late, I'm afraid my mother should really worry."
Situ didn't stand up, just pursed his lips slightly, then shook his head, stretched out his arms, held Lan Keman's small hand placed on the table with his palm, and said to her:
"Man'er, you just had dinner, although you didn't eat much, but at this time you left in the wind, if you have a cold appetite, how can you get it?! Don't worry, rest assured and stay here for a while, I have already asked the little maid to send a letter to Uncle Lan and Aunt Lan, saying that I will pick you up from King Ling's Mansion to play in Sifu, and by the way, I will discuss the next course for a while or something, Uncle and Aunt Lan will come to know you and me quickly, I guess I won't be too worried, come and urge. ”
Lan Keman heard Situ say this, lowered his head slightly, didn't know what to say, just obediently listened to Situ's next words:
"Sister Man'er, besides, I really have a very important thing to tell you, if you look up at me, I will tell you why I said that I might die that day, but don't worry about it anymore, no matter what, I will not arbitrarily leave you alone in this ranch, I will definitely live all the time, live well, protect you, love you, and accompany you all my life, okay?"
Lan Keman heard Situ say the word "death", and suddenly thought of what Situ said to himself that day:
"Man'er, don't let me see your back anymore, okay? I've been waiting for you, I've been waiting for you, do you know? I try to convince myself, you are still young, you don't know what you like, I deceive myself every day, as long as you can be happy, one day you will see my kindness to you, my affection for you, but, why, you have never been willing to take the initiative to face me? Why would you rather go to the house of a disciple to be a concubine than come to my arms and be the wife of your favorite brother Situ? You look back at me, Man'er, your Situ brother's arms have been waiting for you to snuggle in, your Situ brother's heart is beating for you all the time, without you, I won't be able to live, that's fine, maybe when I die, you will be willing to look up at me, look at my eyes, Man'er, I love you, I have always loved you. ”
Situ muttered in his mouth that day, he looked at Lan Keman, there was a hopeful hope in his eyes, and the spark of hope was extinguished in a flash in Lan Keman's stunned.
Lan Keman could no longer care about all the ruthlessness and indifference of Ling Xingyue who was churning in her mind, and her heart was instantly controlled by what Situ said that day that he was going to die, and she hurriedly wanted to stand up, so she wanted to stand in front of Situ, so as to carefully ask what he meant.
As the expression on Lan Keman's cheeks also changed from infinite pain to infinite earnest care, the trace of warm and sincere worry overflowed layer by layer, rushing straight to Situ's amber pupils.