The sound of sprinkling water in the bathroom woke me up from my dream, and when I opened my eyes, I saw that the sun outside had climbed into the sky.

Instead of getting up immediately, I thought about yesterday.

It really felt like a dream, and how I longed for it.

But alas, yesterday's events are not dreams, they are very real realities.

I sat up slowly, grabbed the blanket and put it on my nose to smell vigorously, greedily nostalgic for the smell of green.

Choice, one cruel reality choice after another, one choice after another involuntarily.

It's all on my head.

After stepping into society, I was like an old donkey, and someone behind me was whipped me fiercely.

Every time the whip fell, it hit my skin and flesh, and it made me feel painful.

Qingqing came out of the bathroom, she threw her clothes at me, and said, "It's dry, put it on." ”

Qingqing became more and more indifferent to me, and she was weak, without a trace of expression on her face.

I watched her start changing her clothes and putting on her uniform, and I immediately said, "You need to rest." ”

Qingqing didn't pay attention to me, but took care of herself and changed into her uniform, I immediately walked over, took off her uniform, and pressed it on the bed.

I said, "Can't you hear what I'm saying?" ”

Qingqing looked up at me, and there was no trace of emotion in those big eyes.

I immediately hugged her, and I said, "You can feel my heart, why do you lock yourself up?" ”

Qingqing took a deep breath, and she said, "Don't stay on me for too long, do what a man should do." ”

She was about to push me away, but I put my arms around her so hard that she wouldn't push me away.

She is not stubborn, her hands are drooping, just let me hold her, she does not struggle, does not fight, tends to be indifferent, which makes me really uncomfortable.

We were so frustrated that I immediately got up and punched the wall hard.

A punch went down, and it hurt so much that I gritted my teeth.

Blood also ran down the walls, and I closed my eyes and asked her with trembling teeth, "You tell me, what should a man do?" ”

I have lost my direction under the spur of reality, Sister Ling's will, Su Jincheng's choice, and my desire for life are all twisted together now, and I really don't know how to choose.

How I wish Qingqing could stand with me at this time, give me a little warmth, give me a little motivation, so that I don't have to be so desperate to fall into the quagmire, but she is also so cold......

Suddenly, my back was hugged by Qingqing, I immediately turned around and hugged her in my arms, I really needed someone to give me a little warmth.

I gritted my teeth and said, "Do you know how hard I am right now? All of them have to make me make choices, they are all forcing me with knives, the people I love, what I want to do, the direction I desire, all of them are cutting them with knives, everyone is forcing me to do what I don't want to do, what should I do? ”

Qingqing hugged me, she said: "How good it is to have a choice, I don't even have a choice, you can still be a donkey, I don't even have the qualifications to be a donkey, if you call it, you will come and go, die, there is not even a place to bury the soil, Lin Feng, think about the benefits, you still have value, give full play to your value, Sister Ling often said, when the time comes, there will definitely be a chance for you to shine." ”

Qingqing's words made me feel a trace of warmth in my heart, she suddenly kissed me, and my lips were deeply hurt by her kiss.

Su Shu's slut, the scars she left on me made my sore scalp tingle.

Qingqing said: "I'm here, tired, tired, come to my ......"

I said, "You're not a tool......"

Qingqing immediately pressed her head against me and said with a smile: "Be chic, don't live as good as a woman, I'm here." ”

After Qingqing finished speaking, she pushed open the door and pulled me out, she said: "Just put me at ease, don't say anything to me in charge, say it now, it's ridiculous, wait until you can afford it, today, I'm not working, take a break, I hope you can give me a smile when you come back, okay?" ”

Qingqing tried hard to squeeze out a smile, I gritted my teeth, I knew that she was comforting me and giving me hope again, I really felt very uncomfortable.

I didn't dare to stay, Qingqing was already in pain, but in order to appease me, she had to force a smile and say these inspirational words.

I immediately hugged Qingqing and kissed her fiercely, the wound on my lip was torn, and blood flowed down the corner of my mouth.

I slowly backed away and I said, "Wait for me ......"

After I finished speaking, I turned around and left, I have to be chic, I want to make money, I want to get ahead, I will definitely be responsible for Qingqing.

When I got downstairs, I saw Sister Ling sitting on the sofa smoking a cigarette, and when she saw me coming down, Sister Ling stood up and put out the cigarette butt.

She said: "No guests dare to come, and the girls have no money to make today." ”

I looked at the number one hundred and ten people at the door, that momentum, who would dare to come in? Sister Ling swept Shi Hu's bar, killing a thousand enemies and losing eight hundred, but Sister Ling is such a person.

If you don't make it easy for me, I'm going to make you unable to live.

I said, "It's okay, I'll earn it." ”

Sister Ling immediately hugged me, with a relieved expression on her face, I looked at her severed finger, her finger was cut off for me.

How the fuck could I leave her? If I choose to make a decision with Sister Ling for the sake of my future and future, am I still fucking human?

I got in the car directly with Sister Ling and went to the morning market with Sister Ling.

The morning market of my sister was crowded with people, and there were shouts of grabbing first-hand goods everywhere.

The car stopped at the intersection, and we got off directly to the Jimao gambling stone shop.

When I arrived at the gambling stone shop, I saw Wang Maocai unpacking, these goods were all goods he snatched from Lao Burma.

When he saw me coming, he immediately put down the work in his hand and said with a smile: "Brother, hurry up to the morning market." ”

I nodded, and I said, "I'm short of money, get good goods." ”

Now we don't have a dime in our hands, and we have all used it to buy a car in order to fill the façade.

Wang Maocai frowned, and he said, "Brother, you just won so much money yesterday, and you are still short of money?" Don't be fooled. ”

Wang Maocai's words made me very unhappy, I glanced at Sister Ling, I and Sister Ling are tied together, there is money to spend together, there is money to earn together, Sister Ling is rich, I have money, Sister Ling has no money, I have money.

This can't be considered a lie, it's about being in the same boat for the dreams of two people.

I said, "Nosy, is there any good stuff?" If you have it, you will take it out, and if you don't, you will go to another house. ”

Wang Maocai smiled and said, "The temper is quite big, there must be good goods, but it is still the same sentence, you have to ask the elder brother to palm his eyes." ”

I nodded, and I said, "Okay, load." ”

Wang Maocai immediately laughed and hurried to get the goods.

Sister Ling put her arms around me and said in my ear: "Brother, my sister is a little sorry for you, the money was originally going to help you buy the hotel back, but my sister ......"

I immediately pushed Sister Ling away, and I said, "What are you doing?" Be polite to me? Not chic, you know? ”

Sister Ling immediately laughed, reached out and touched my hair, caring for me as if she was caring for her younger brother.

I smiled too, and suddenly, I saw two people walking in.

Seeing the two of them come in, I instinctively felt a chill in my heart.

How did Shi Hu and Snake Kun get together?

This is not a good thing.