Chapter 371: Reflection
Jia Ge'er has made a lot of progress these days, in fact, it's time to find him a teacher to study hard.
However, he didn't want to go back, and Jia Ge'er didn't follow, but he was a little delayed.
Chun Yuyan sat on a wooden chair in the courtyard, the sun was just right at noon, and the people were warm.
She looked at the clouds in the distance and began to be in a daze.
I think that at the beginning, when I married Su Muzhe, I planned to wait for a period of time to be separated from him, and from now on, the sky will be high and wide, and I will live the life I want.
It's just that I didn't expect that I would be tempted to get along, Su Muzhe is not considerate enough, and she is not the kind of person who cares about her, nor is she the kind of person who can coax people, and even sometimes she will be a little poisonous and angry.
But in the days when she first got married, Su Muzhe also worked hard to protect her, for her to fight wits and courage with the people in her family, protect Chun Yuyan under her wings as much as possible, and took her to Zhuangzi to relax, and took her to know his father and mother, Chun Yuyan didn't know when he couldn't control his heart.
Maybe it was when Su Muzhe went to Qingtong Mountain, or maybe it was when Su Muzhe put on that military uniform, or maybe even when Su Muzhe was reluctant and awkward when he said goodbye to Su Muzhe......
It's just that things are now, and Chun Yuyan doesn't know what to do.
She actually hates those three wives and four concubines, and thinks that her mother took concubines for her father, such as the second lady, for a long time, Chun Yuyan couldn't accept it.
She once asked her mother if she would like to share her husband with others.
Mother said that the world is like this, it is not that you don't want to, as a wife, you have to consider not only yourself, but also the whole family.
In fact, she understood that if her mother could give birth to her early, why would she have to take a concubine for her father, after all, her father had a family in addition to himself at that time.
The father disagreed, and the mother had to do this, but fortunately, the second lady was a sensible person, and when the mother was still there, she just nested in her own small yard, never taking the initiative to go out, nor did she take the initiative to mix in the middle of the two people.
Chun Yuyan thought, this is his mother's choice......
However, if this is the kind of life, she is unwilling.
When Liu Qingqing appeared, Chun Yuyan only had the kind of trouble surrounded by flies, because at that time, she wanted to withdraw at any time.
However, in addition to one Liu Qingqing, Su Muzhe brought back another county lord.
still has to avoid the edge everywhere at all times, go online at every turn, and directly force the Qingyang County Lord in front of her.
Chun Yuyan thought, maybe she was cowardly, even if she was tempted by Su Muzhe, she didn't have the courage to resist the county lord for love, and she was really not in the mood.
When Su Muzhe and his father joined forces to deceive themselves and were overheard by themselves, it seemed that all the grievances broke out at that moment.
Chun Yuyan admitted that he had flinched.
The relationship between the two people is so deadlocked.
If there was no turmoil in the border city, Chun Yuyan would not have thought of how to solve the relationship between her Yue Su Muzhe.
However, Su Muzhe left, went to the border city, and went to the battlefield.
Chun Yuyan's heart also followed up and down, worrying, and all the complaints and grievances turned into a kind of worry and longing.
Chun Yuyan sometimes thinks that he may be a split personality, and he doesn't know what he wants.
She once read a book about a bird called an ostrich that buried its head in the sand when it was afraid, it would not see danger.
Chun Yuyan felt that he was quite similar to an ostrich at this time, and buried himself deeply, unwilling to look at it or think about it.
Forget it, so be it.
Chun Yuyan sat for a long time, but still didn't come to a conclusion, so he simply gave up.
Anyway, Su Muzhe is not in the capital, so it is useless to think about it.
Here, Su Qing followed the old lady of Weiyuan Hou to meet Mrs. Shangshu of the Ministry of War, as well as her second son Feng Ziqi.
Feng Ziqi is dressed as a scholar, Si Si Wen, his appearance is not handsome, but he is also polite, and when he looks at people, he is a little shy.
The old lady of Weiyuan Hou fell in love when she saw her.
has a docile temperament and a literary temperament, which is quite a good match for Su Qing.
Old Mrs. Weiyuan Hou was afraid that the other party was a little arrogant, and Su Qing might be wronged if she married in the past.
Zhou didn't show up, just hid behind and looked at it from a distance.
To be honest, she was a little disappointed, she wasn't too tall, she looked like an ordinary person, her complexion was a little whiter, and most importantly, she seemed to be a little ungenerous, maybe it was because she often stayed in Qingcheng Academy and hadn't been in contact with other people.
However, Zhou hesitated, and his family situation was already relatively good.
Jiao's business is not her business, she no longer pays attention to Feng Ziqi after taking a look, she still has important things to do, and she just hopes to end this conversation quickly.
Su Qing raised her eyes and looked at Feng Ziqi and found that he had also looked over.
The appearance is average, but the eyes are flexible, and when he saw Su Qing, he smiled first, which was regarded as a greeting.
Su Qing felt slightly uncomfortable in her heart and nodded.
The old lady of Weiyuan Hou and the lady of the military department exchanged a few words, and mentioned: "Don't let the two juniors follow us to listen to the scriptures, it's boring, there is a ginkgo tree in the backyard, and you can still see it now, why don't you go over there to enjoy the scenery, Mrs. Shangshu, let's go and listen to the scriptures together?" ”
Mrs. Shangshu of the Ministry of War responded with a smile, and instructed Feng Ziqi: "Take care of Miss Su." ”
Feng Ziqi smiled shyly and agreed.
Su Qing lowered her eyes and followed Feng Ziqi out of the door of the courtyard, and then came all the way to the ginkgo tree in the backyard.
At the end of autumn, the leaves of the ginkgo tree have fallen a lot, and the ground is covered with a thick layer, and the monks have not cleaned it, so it seems to have a quiet atmosphere.
Su Qing didn't speak, and she didn't know what to say.
Feng Ziqi seemed to be quite nervous again, and kept following her.
"Su, Miss Su, do you want to sit for a while?"
Feng Ziqi opened his mouth, and then asked.
Next to it was a long corridor, and Feng Ziqi pointed to the stool in the corridor on the side.
Su Qing pursed her lips and said, "No need, I'll stand for a while." ”
The ginkgo tree is more than a person thick, with a wide canopy, and the leaves hanging on it are floating in the wind, Su Qing thought, just like herself, she can't do anything autonomously, she can only sway with the wind.
Actually, it's not all like this, Su Qing knows that the old lady and her mother are for her good.
Su Qing turned around and looked carefully at Feng Ziqi in front of her.
Feng Ziqi suddenly became a little nervous.
"Yes, what's the matter?"
"Oh, no, I just think Feng Gongzi is too nervous, it's better for Feng Gongzi to enjoy the scenery for a while, I'll retire first, my third sister-in-law is also here, I want to go and see her."
Feng Ziqi let out an "ah" and said helplessly: "That's it, just leave here?" ”