Chapter 166: I can't bear it
Entering the courtyard, Ling Xingyue still didn't let go, as if she was worried that Lan Keman would hurt herself again regardless of whether she let go.
Until she led Lan Keman to the seat in front of the study window, Ling Xingyue carefully bypassed those wounds and gently held Lan Keman's palm, but at the same time, she proposed in an emotionless tone:
"Don't scratch yourself like this brute force in the future, otherwise you won't like it next time you leave a scar."
Lan Keman didn't answer, and he couldn't think of the way and language to refuse, but Lan Keman immediately realized that at this time, he should reject his proposal, especially when he mentioned Brother Situ's tone, Lan Keman didn't like it very much, just like all this had nothing to do with him at all, just like Lan Keman was just the daughter of the Lan family who came to visit, nothing more.
"That's not good, Lan Keman, what are you going to say?! Fast! Think about it, open your mouth and say something! ”
This voice kept bombarding Lan Keman's mind, repeating it over and over again.
But Ling Xingyue didn't wait for Lan Keman to answer, so she went out to find the ointment to bandage the wound and a clean tie cloth.
Lan Keman's mind was booming, she didn't know what she was doing now, the shock just now had not passed, and the coldness of the moment made Lan Keman at a loss, looking at the broken red sandalwood pen on the ground in front of the desk, the pain in Lan Keman's heart was even more unbearable.
"He hated me so much, not only because of my arrival, he dropped the cup, but also broke such a precious wolf's red sandalwood brush, Ling Xingyue, what did I do? Make you so annoying with me. ”
Then, Lan Keman thought of Ling Xingyue's gentleness towards him just now, maybe these were his own delusions, he still had feelings and joy for himself, but why was he so panicked uncontrollably, Lan Keman told himself:
"At this time, the only chance you can make it clear to Ling Xingyue, you must control the panic and clear your thoughts, what do you want to say and explain to Ling Xingyue!"
"If this is the only chance to say everything, why am I so flustered and unable to think clearly, and this bad premonition keeps making me feel like I can't breathe?"
Lan Keman's mind was in chaos, she couldn't calm down and think, in the past two days, too many things had happened, especially today, especially now, especially at this moment, Lan Keman just heard her heartbeat booming, overpowering all the words of explanation she had thought of.
Suddenly, a shadow obscured the light in front of Lan Keman's eyes, it was Ling Xingyue standing in front of him with a healing ointment and a clean white cloth in his hand, Lan Keman only heard him sigh softly, so he squatted down, facing Lan Keman and began to bandage her carefully but without the slightest emotion.
Lan Keman stared at Ling Xingyue's eyes for a moment, there was no longer a warm red heart in those eyes, and suddenly they looked at it, like a pool of clear water lotus pond, transparent and crystalline, but if you look carefully at the depths of those eyes, there are still layers of waves flashing under the eyes, and the ripples are overflowing.
Ling Xingyue's fair-skinned and handsome face seemed to show a trace of melancholy, like the white jade cold under the illumination of the eyes, the tall figure did not lose its burly firmness and tenderness because of squatting, on the contrary, it looked like the cold plum on that cold day, but it was as arrogant but elegant as the cold plum.
"Ling Xingyue, you ...... yesterday"
Lan Keman just wanted to open his mouth to ask what Ling Xingyue meant by what he said to him yesterday evening, but he just called out Ling Xingyue's name with a slight tremble, and was frightened back by Ling Xingyue's indifferent eyes, as well as the overly indifferent and calm face, Lan Keman closed his lips, which were already a little pale, and the loneliness in his heart was like a large dark cloud that instantly covered everything.
"Vine ...... Miss Lan Keman, I'm leaving, heading to the capital. ”
Ling Xingyue's subordinates did not stop bandaging, but spoke calmly and coldly, as if they were saying goodbye to an ordinary person, without the slightest fluctuation of emotion.
Lan Keman looked down at Ling Xingyue, who was condescending and squatting in front of her, she was flustered, and she couldn't read through what the expression on that face was expressing.
"Well, okay, then Ling Xing...... Little Lord Ling, why did you suddenly go back to the capital? When will you come back? ”
Lan Keman took a deep breath, as if he was increasing his bravery, yes, he was brave!
"Little Lord Ling, can you go back later? For example, in another year and a half, so that you can finish the school of Brother Situ's house for half a year, and you can also go to see the "Maple Garden" in the summer, and then it is not too late for you to return to Beijing. ”
Lan Keman first snorted, and then couldn't bear to start retaining Ling Xingyue regardless of it.
When Lan Keman inadvertently mentioned the word "Brother Situ", Ling Xingyue's movements obviously froze for a moment, and then heard Lan Keman's irrepressible words of excitement, but the movements in Ling Xingyue's hand instantly became messy, the cloth knot that should have been completed quickly and elegantly could no longer be tied well, and even the fingertips of the white, slender and bony fingers that occasionally touched Lan Keman, began to burn hot.
"Miss Lan, the time has come, I originally came to this wild ranch to think, do I have to delay in this bitter cold and desolate place for the rest of my life, plus, I was originally a first-class military candidate, the reason why I became a "military candidate" means that I will inevitably serve the frontier in the future, protect the family and defend the country, and leave one day early, I can contribute to the court one day earlier, which is also what I should do as a man's husband. ”
Ling Xingyue finished saying these words that he had memorized several times in his heart word by word, and his tone was dry and without a trace of emotion.
Ling Xingyue's answer made Lan Keman puzzled, how could this ranch become the wild and bitter cold land in Ling Xingyue's mouth, this meant that because of her Lan Keman, even this ranch was disgusted by Ling Xingyue?
"And when are you coming back? Court...... Has the imperial court summoned you back to Beijing? ”
Lan Keman asked stumblingly, she wanted to try to figure out the current situation and what Ling Xingyue meant by what she said.
"I won't come back without the Divine Will."
Ling Xingyue looked back at Lan Keman's panicked eyes and pale lips and cheeks with an indifferent expression, and her tone was indifferent, as if she was facing a subordinate who was neither bored but also had no emotion.
Yes, the next person.
These two words deeply pierced Lan Keman's heart.