Si Tianmu buried his head deep in An Yajie's neck.

"When you're not there, I can't calm down and do things, I can't eat or sleep, I can only use alcohol to numb myself. I want to keep myself drunk forever, at least so that it doesn't hurt. ”

But even so, I was always panicked in my heart, as if my heart was missing a mouth, a piece missing. I know the missing piece is with you, and if I can't get it back, then I'll never be better. ”

Si Tianmu tightened his waist tightly and arched on An Yajie's neck.

"I never knew that missing someone was so uncomfortable, it seemed to be itchy all over my body, but I couldn't scratch the itchy position, and I couldn't stop my itch even if I scratched the skin all over my body."

This kind of feeling has never appeared even after separating from Murong Lan. Anya, I'm really in love with you, and it's much deeper than I thought I would. ”

"Don't push me away, if I live without you, I don't know what the meaning of that life is. Maybe I'll still live well, but then I'll have no soul, and I'll be no different from the walking dead. ”

"So please, don't let me be like that, okay?"

Anya Jie quietly listened to Si Tianmu's affectionate confession, felt his powerful heartbeat, and felt his warm breathing.

Whenever she was about to disintegrate into Si Tianmu's tenderness, the past scenes would involuntarily jump into her mind.

What Si Tianmu gave her was always more painful than sweet; There is always more suspicion than love; There is always more loneliness than companionship. This endless cycle made her daunting, and the more she loved, the more afraid she became, until she finally didn't dare to love.

She could only wrap her wounded heart carefully, hide it steadily, and not let anyone find out, and even she didn't let herself know where her heart was.

The two stood quietly like this, each enjoying the taste of hugging and being hugged; Each is licking his wounds; Each struggles in its own world.

Until a ringtone of the mobile phone interrupted the quiet beauty.

Si Tianmu let the phone ring for a long time, but he still hugged An Yajie tightly and didn't move, and when the phone rang for the second time, An Yajie spoke.

"Come on, there are problems that must be solved, and escaping will only make the problems pile up more and more, this is what you said."

Si Tianmu still hugged An Yajie and didn't move, and only after a long time did he sigh deeply, let go of An Yajie and took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket, and he answered the phone as he walked to the room.

An Yajie only heard him call Dad, and the door of the room was closed.

"Si Tianmu, have you had enough?" On the other end of the phone, Si Zhen's voice was both angry and dignified.

"Do you really want to ignore the Si family's family business for the sake of a woman? While you enjoy the supreme glory that the Si family has brought you, you must also understand the responsibility on your shoulders. ”

"Do you know how many people's efforts will be wasted by your small actions? Do you know that if you accidentally take a wrong step, the foundation of the Si family may be shaken? ”

"How many of our enemies have been eyeing us, and how many have gloated as we fall. You did not fall under the attack of the enemy, but fell in the gentle country of women. ”

Si Zhen was heartbroken: "Is this what the men of our company should do?" Yes! As a member of the Si family, from the moment you were born, you have an unshirkable responsibility on your shoulders. ”

"You are not only living for you alone, you are living for the whole family. The foundation of the Si family and the inheritance of the Si family depend on you, your brother, and your brothers to inherit and carry it forward. ”

"Now that the Si family is in trouble, instead of having the slightest sense of responsibility to provoke the beam, you nest in that small place in the poor countryside to please a woman, Tianmu, Tianmu, you make your father feel sad and disappointed."

Si Tianmu squeezed his phone tightly, his eyes flashing.

Si Zhen sighed: "If the Si family survives the difficulties this time with the help of your uncle and uncle, who will still be able to afford you when you come back from the border city with a pleasing woman?" Who will obey you? ”

"At that time, you will become the laughing stock of the entire Si family, and you will not even be able to raise your head in front of the woman you like. They will laugh at you for only running to hide in the arms of the woman when the Si family is in trouble, and when the Si family is majestic again, you will pull the woman back to enjoy it. ”

"If that day comes, is that really what you want? Are you still worthy of being a member of the Si family? If you do make it that far, you'll have nothing left. ”

Si Zhen's tone was cold: "At that time, what qualifications do you have to fall in love with nothing, when everyone can trample you on the soles of your feet, what confidence do you have to say to the person you love I love you, I can give you everything you want." ”

Si Zhen's words were like a hammer, hitting Si Tianmu's heart one by one, shaking his chest. Si Zhen's words were also heart-wrenching, leaving him speechless in pain.

He is not only living for himself, he also has to live for the Si family.

"Skycanopy." Si Zhen on the phone seemed to be a lot haggard.

"You and your brother have never let me worry about it since I was a child, as long as you don't do anything that doesn't exceed my bottom line, I won't interfere in your life. But this time you have gone too far, and you have committed the taboo of the Si family. ”

"Ignoring the Si family's family business for the sake of a woman is the taboo of the Si family. You can die on the battlefield, but you must not die in the arms of a woman. ”

"Gentle Township, Hero Tomb, Sky Canopy."

Si Tianmu clenched his fists and gritted his teeth tightly: "Dad, I'm sorry, I disappointed you, it's my responsibility to provoke the Si family, and I won't shirk this responsibility." ”

"Tomorrow...... I will be back. Si Tianmu said the last sentence with difficulty.

"Good! Good! Good! This is the responsibility that our men should have. Si Zhen was relieved.

"Tomorrow afternoon, I'll send a plane over to pick you up, you're ready."

"Okay."

Si Tianmu hung up the phone, turned his head to look out of the dark window, and didn't move for a long time.

The night, once again, descended in confusion, and the impending separation made the night even bleaker.

Outside the window, the breeze moved, a few willow trees swayed in the breeze, and the dim light stretched the shadows of the trees; Inside the house, sadness covers the temperature of a man, and a thick layer of sadness wafts there.

Si Tianmu came out of the room, the living room was dark, he groped his way to the door of An Yajie's room, stood for a long time, wanted to reach out and knock on the door, but at the moment when his hand was about to clasp on the door, he stopped again.

He just stood at the door, quietly guarding the person on the tip of his heart.

An Yajie stood behind the door, she could even hear Si Tianmu's breathing, she knew that he would definitely leave tomorrow.

An Yajie suddenly had a strong nostalgia and reluctance, and she forced herself to suppress this nostalgia and reluctance. She struggled to tell herself, "So be it! This is the trajectory of their lives. ”

They have always been two parallel lines, the previous intersection was accidental, and after the intersection they still ran in the same direction, and further and further away, until there was no longer any possibility of intersecting.

A door separated two people, one was outside the door, and he wanted to come in but didn't dare, for fear that he would never want to go out after stepping in; One is in the door, and if he wants to go out, he doesn't dare, for fear that he won't be able to get in again after he goes out.

The two of them stood like this until the dawn broke and the east showed the white of the fish's belly.

Anya Jie prepared a full table of breakfast for Si Tianmu, including fried dough sticks, soy milk, steamed buns, chaos, sandwiches, toast bread, jam, milk, and ...... until the table can't be set,

The breakfast on the table was steaming hot and fragrant. The rushing hot smoke seemed to be happily seeing Si Tianmu off, but the quiet table added a sadness to this parting.

The two sat silently at the dining table and ate breakfast quietly, and neither of them spoke.

Anya Jie couldn't stand the oppressive atmosphere, which was driving her crazy, she stood up, grabbed her backpack, and opened the door to get out.

"Anya." At the moment when An Yajie was about to go out, Si Tianmu stopped her.

An Yajie stood there but did not look back.

Si Tianmu looked at An Yajie's back: "Tonight at the Border City Stadium, I will wait for you there, give me a chance, and give yourself a chance." ”

Anya paused, didn't speak, and ran out with her bag on her back.

Si Tianmu leaned back in his chair gloomily: "Please, you must come." ”

An Yajie has been absent-minded in the training ground, and she didn't respond when the students asked her.

"Coach, coach." Zhang Shasha stretched out her hand and shook it in front of An Yajie.

"Huh?" Anya Jie came back to her senses: "What? ”

"Coach, what's wrong with you, why are you absent-minded?" Zhang Shasha looked curious, and the other students also looked at her.

"Oh, nothing, didn't sleep well last night."

"I asked you just now, why didn't Si Tianmu come?"

He ...... Won't come again. There was a tangled sense of loss in Anya Jie's tone.

"What?" The crowd exclaimed.

"Why?"

Zhao Ziluo looked regretful: "I still want him to dial me." ”

An Yajie tugged at the corners of her mouth, glanced at the position where Si Tianmu was standing, and involuntarily recalled his days in the gym in her mind.

was punished for squatting and sweating profusely; was punished high and jumped so that his legs were weak. But he never hummed tired, never thought of backing down, he always smiled.

The two competed, he put himself on the ground, and he said with a smile: "Coach An, you lost!" ”

"Coach, coach." Zhang Shasha stretched out her hand and waved it in front of An Yajie, who was smirking.

What's wrong with the coach today? Always in a daze, and now with a smirk on his face, it can't be stimulated by something!

An Yajie, who came back to her senses, looked at the group of students and suddenly said, "I have something to go out, you can practice freely today." After saying that, she didn't have time to change her uniform, so she turned around and ran out of the dojo.

"Hey, Coach, where are you going?"

The student responded to a white figure running farther and farther away.

There was a small helicopter parked on the Border City Stadium, Si Tianmu stood under the plane and kept looking at the side of the road, Si Hao stood behind him, looking at his watch from time to time.

The pointer is moving forward with all its might, and there are fewer and fewer people in the stadium. The sun hung tired in the sky, and I yawned tiredly and fell asleep under the corner of the mountain.

Si Tianmu was still looking at the road, Si Hao glanced at the watch in his hand again, and walked to Si Tianmu's side.

"President, it's time to go."