Chapter 652: Finding Liberation
Although Yu Yang's eyes were blurred with tears, he endured not a single tear, just hoarsely throated and asked in a trembling voice, "In your heart, you really see me like this?" You...... You think I'm not as good as her? What do you think of me...... Skittish? You...... You're tired of me...... Is it? ”
The prince felt as if his heart had been brutally cut open by a blunt file, and blood flowed from the wound and scattered his grief all over the ground.
He pursed his lips, obviously not thinking so in his heart, but at this moment, he was like a fish in his throat, and he couldn't say anything.
But his silence at the moment was extremely cruel to Yu Yang, Yu Yang suddenly smiled, and the moment the tears fell, she quickly turned around and wiped them off.
"Very good."
Yu Yang only felt a faint pain in her chest again, she forcibly suppressed the smell of blood in her throat, and only said in a trembling voice, "You are tired of me, for me, it is also a relief." ”
There is no need to suffer so much every day, there is no need to suffer from gains and losses, there is no need to feel self-pity, there is no need to look forward to whether he will come to see her today, what are he busy with, thinking about whether he is with Wang Yanxi again, what will they do together, and whether he will also hug her and kiss her......
After thinking too much, my heart hurts to the point of despair, and only numbness remains.
Now, he is finally bored, and she is so good that she can die and seek relief, so that she can find out the location of the treasure map as soon as possible, get out of the palace as soon as possible, cut off the relationship, and never get along with each other.
But when she heard her say the word 'liberation', the prince's heart tightened inexplicably, leaving only endless panic and fear, afraid that she would say that she would leave herself, panicked and didn't know what to do, suddenly remembered something, burned with monstrous anger, gritted his teeth and said, "Liberation?" What do you want to be freed from? Do you think that my previous kindness to you and my feelings for you are all shackles and constraints? You want to be free because you still love Lie Chang'an and don't want to force yourself anymore, right?! ”
The prince will never forget the night when she spent candles in the cave room with Lie Chang'an, he stood outside the door of the new house with his hometown and witnessed her untying Lie Chang'an's wide clothes and gently caressing Lie Chang'an's chest.
Just because this scene has been piercing his heart like a thorn, the prince will have irrepressible pain whenever he thinks about it.
It was like this scene was like a seed of doubt buried in his heart, and then she rushed out to block the sword for Lie Chang'an, which was the fuse that completely ignited the anger and doubt that had accumulated in his heart.
The crown prince finally could no longer deceive himself.
He felt cold, disappointed, sad, miserable, and hopeless.
Countless times I tried to believe in her, believe in myself, give her time, and give myself time, but in exchange for such a thunderbolt and a disheartening ending.
Countless times I want to force myself to let go, I feel that this relationship is hopeless after all, and each other is tormented and hurt by each other, but I always can't help but hold a trace of hope, hoping that she will fall in love with him, hoping that they will be Qin Se and Ming, raise their eyebrows, and grow old together.
The prince hated her, but he hated himself even more.
Why do you love it to such an extent, and you are still reluctant to let go?
What else did he have to do to remove Lie Changan from her heart?
The prince never got an answer, but the moment he saw her rushing out without hesitation to block the fatal sword for Lie Chang'an, in the midst of the shock, worry, fear and grief in the sky, he suddenly had a deep sense of powerlessness.
Maybe no matter what he does or how far he goes in this life, he can't replace Lie Chang'an's position in her heart.