All the unpleasant 011 long encounters
I don't know what kind of mentality it is, Liang Yu always feels that Chen Xin and Luo Nanchu have interacted a lot more in the past few weeks, much more right than before.
Luo Nanchu went to the cafeteria with her brothers every night before, and the leader of them was naturally Xu Wenbin, it seemed that they were reconciled again, but there was no Chen Rongjun in it.
Chen Rongjun always reminds Liang Yu of that Mr. CC, their study habits are very similar, they are all gods in the class. But Chen Rongjun, the god, is obviously a little warmer than CC.
Liang Yu, who didn't understand the rules of the game between them, naturally didn't dare to say anything, but when he watched Luo Nanchu introduce himself to that group of people with great interest, he was inevitably a little happy in his heart. It is said that a person is willing to introduce you to the friends around him, which is a sign of sincere acceptance of you.
In fact, Liang Yu also thinks so, in addition, for Liang Yu on campus, there is another layer of meaning.
It can be said that from childhood to adulthood, Liang Yu's circle of friends is very small, so small that there are only a handful, even if it is on the same floor, but Liang Yu only knows the people in the class, and the people in the class, maybe until graduation, Liang Yu can't remember his name, and he hasn't said a word to him.
Liang Yu knows such a predicament, and she also wants to be an excellent self, an optimistic self, a cheerful self, and a self that can make more friends. Therefore, Luo Nanchu's appearance undoubtedly opened another door for her, and she could completely integrate into the new circle through Luo Nanchu.
But at such a irrational age, Liang Yu takes everything for granted, some circles are not something you can enter if you want to, and some people are not something you can contact if you want to, just like there are things, and you can't end it if you want to.
Liang Yu also asked Luo Nanchu why he had to accompany that group of boys to eat supper every night, why he was more greedy than himself.
And Luo Nanchu's answer to himself was this, "I don't want to do it either, but I don't want to lose this group of brothers, each of them is very good to me, I don't want to lose them like Chen Rongjun." It was because Chen Rongjun had been studying and had no time to pay attention to them before, so it was like this, I don't want me and them to be like this before, I have few friends and can't stand abandonment. ”
I have very few friends and can't stand abandonment, and this sentence keeps echoing in Liang Yu's ears. Indeed, every friend is precious, and every one of them cannot be abandoned.
When he returned to the dormitory, seeing the avatar that had not lit up for a long time, Liang Yu only felt that the position of his heart was beating violently, as if he had received some huge impact, and Liang Yu's movements seemed a little sluggish.
She lay on the bed and looked at the message from the long-lost CC, "Hey, are you okay?" ”
The fingers seemed to be out of Liang Yu's control, and he couldn't help but point to his avatar, Liang Yu couldn't help laughing, and laughed at Chen Cheng's screen name: CC.
That's her special title for him, he knows it, he always knows it, he likes him all along!
: Well, yes.
A few simple words were typed out by Liang Yu after a long time, looking at the news that popped up on the mobile phone screen, Liang Yu was surprised and delighted.
The CC on the other end of the phone seems to have a lot more temperature, and it will joke with Liang Yu, and there are a lot more topics to chat about. For several days, Liang Yu was immersed in the joy of reunion.
Until the afternoon three days later.
Looking at Liang Yu, who had been smiling for several days, Xie Luo couldn't hold back his curiosity and asked, "Have you encountered anything good recently, why do you smile so happily every day?" ”
For this question, Liang Yu smiled and said nothing. But for Xie Luoxin, Liang Yu's answer was insignificant, she changed positions with Liang Yu's tablemate when she was studying, as if there was something important to discuss with Liang Yu.
Sitting with Liang Yu was originally a good-looking boy, his hair was very fluffy, and his good-looking big eyes were very enviable, at least Liang Yu was very envious. She always felt that these eyes were clean and unearthly, in short, very beautiful.
If it were in ancient times, he must be the kind of person who can determine his life at a glance.
But Xie Luoxin didn't mean to speak at first, so Liang Yu naturally didn't take it to heart. Liang Yu looked at the message that had just been sent on the phone screen, and couldn't help but show a sweet smile, she replied again: What are you doing now?
: I'm in class, what can I do?
Liang Yu was slightly stunned, and then the excitement in his chest gradually swelled. What kind of god is Chen Cheng, as a god-like scholar, he would one day reply to his message during self-study class......
Thousands of thoughts keep flashing in my mind, my previous crush seems to have a chance to turn positive, has the sun finally noticed him?
The two seemed to have a tacit understanding, no one mentioned the time that suddenly disappeared, and no one took the initiative to mention why they changed schools, everything seemed to have not happened.
But before Liang Yu could be happy, Xie Luoxin's words made her fall into the quagmire all of a sudden.
Xie Luoxin put his mobile phone in front of Liang Yu and said softly, "I think I should show you, I suspect that his number has been stolen, but I have no evidence." ”
Looking down, the news from the mobile phone made Liang Yu's heart tighten, and the other end of the mobile phone was Chen Cheng.
The same talk, the same humor, the same ambiguity, the same happiness, but it is given to different people. Liang Yu was slightly stunned, feeling a little sad in his heart, is it the same person?
Holding her mobile phone in her other hand, she steadied herself and said slowly, "It should be him." ”
Xie Luoxin took back his mobile phone and said cautiously, "How are you and him?" I asked the other girls in the class, and they all chatted very well with CC, basically the same, and I also asked Li Silin, this number is indeed CC......"
Her voice became smaller and smaller, as if she was afraid of making Liang Yu angry. Liang Yu put his mobile phone in the drawer, held his pen tightly in his hand, and said word by word: "We have no contact after graduation, I have nothing to do with him, it was all in the past." ”
Xie Luoxin didn't speak, she also knew that she really couldn't say anything in such a situation, how could she not be sad when she looked at Liang Yu's appearance? But if you don't say it, it's really going to be difficult for you......
The long-lost joy fell short, Liang Yu didn't know what emotion was in his heart, and finally saw a light, but someone told him that the light was a reflection, nothingness, and an illusion......
Who can understand the difference in that moment?
It was already hours before I saw the news from the new arrival, and it was still from CC: they asked me what my relationship with you was, how should I answer?
If Xie Luoxin hadn't told himself, he might have laughed like a fool of more than two hundred pounds at this time, but he just knew, and his heart was even more sad.
It's like knowing that others are cheating on you You still have to smile and cater to it, I can't tell what kind of emotion this is, it's sullen, it's very uncomfortable, and the pain is like a knife Maybe it's an exaggeration, but Liang Yu feels that these words are really appropriate to his current self.
She held back the tears in her eyes and replied word by word: You can answer how you want.
Click on the space that I haven't clicked in for a long time.,The only circle of friends in the circle.,CC officially announced.,A few people commented on 999 below.。 That's what blessing means.
"I don't know how hard you have worked until you have walked the road, but it doesn't matter, I will accompany you in the future."
With a pink cherry blossom tree, the cherry blossoms are blooming beautifully, and the whole photo seems to have pink and tender bubbles, and the taste of happiness is overflowing. Look at the date again, it was exactly a few days ago.
This kind of thing, I don't know if I came early or late, in short, I missed it, then I didn't have it, and finally it disappeared.
It took more than an hour for Liang Yu to write down all his feelings about him these days, including the happiness he felt when he held his notebook, the smile on his side face, and the silly words he had written for him.
Yes I don't know how many letters I wrote during the holidays, I thought about how I would hand them to him, how I should hand out those pink envelopes, and I thought that those things would be dusted in my box, no longer opened, not remembered.
There are a lot of words in my heart that I have written out in one go, as if I finally found an outlet and found a way to solve it.
After writing, Liang Yu took a photo and clicked send. On the other end of the phone is the CC in her memory, the god in her memory.
But in the face of the voice sent by CC, Liang Yu's whole body trembled, and the tears that he could not hold back flowed out in an instant.
"Actually, I've always known it, but after all, we're all different, what you like is the old me, and now I'm different."
"You're sure to find another good boy who deserves more than me. You can't keep looking at me, you have to keep going. ”
"She's calling, bye-bye."
Every I fell to the bottom of his heart, Liang Yu showed a bitter smile, and many of the things that he couldn't let go of seemed to be let go at this moment. What matters is not important, it seems that everything is not important at this moment.
In memory, in the story, at this moment they all have their own arrangements and their own endings. Everyone will meet the next brand new self at the next street corner, fairy tale stories do not necessarily have fairy tale endings, there are too many stories that do not say goodbye and do not end.