Chapter 150: Confession
"Man'er, don't let me see your back anymore, okay? I've been waiting for you, I've been waiting for you, do you know? I try to convince myself, you are still young, you don't know what you like, I deceive myself every day, as long as you can be happy, one day you will see my kindness to you, my affection for you, but, why, you have never been willing to take the initiative to face me? Why would you rather go to the house of a disciple to be a concubine than come to my arms and be the wife of your favorite brother Situ? You look back at me, Man'er, your Situ brother's arms have been waiting for you to snuggle in, your Situ brother's heart is beating for you all the time, without you, I won't be able to live, that's fine, maybe when I die, you will be willing to look up at me, look at my eyes, Man'er, I love you, I have always loved you. ”
Situ muttered in his mouth, he looked at Lan Keman, there was a desperate hope in his eyes, and the spark of hope was extinguished in Lan Keman's stunned.
Situ rubbed Lan Keman tightly into his arms again, without giving Lan Keman a chance to think about answering, just after this tight hug, he turned around and left, disappearing into the shadow of the cedar tree.
"There are some things that are better not to know, the clearer they are...... The more you are hurt", Lan Keman's mind suddenly flashed this sentence, she couldn't think about the discomfort in her heart, what she thought of was that Brother Situ said just now that he was dead, it was good that he died, what does this mean? Thinking about Brother Situ's performance today, it is indeed not the same as usual, the pain in his eyes is not like an ordinary departure, but like this departure, he will never come back.
Thinking of this, Lan Keman's heart suddenly tightened into a ball, "suddenly" jumped, since she knew Situ's mind last time, Lan Keman's heart has never let go, sometimes she will ask herself, what should she do to make Situ's brother less painful, Lan Keman is unwilling to Situ for such an inconspicuous self to humbly suffer so much.
Her most beloved brother Situ is so elegant and unparalleled, there will be better, more beautiful and virtuous women to match her brother Situ, but now, Brother Situ's many pains are caused by himself, and he has been taken care of by him for so many years, and he didn't discover Brother Situ's mind earlier, if he found out earlier, maybe he would have corrected Brother Situ's thoughts earlier, maybe ...... Maybe I might accept Brother Situ too?
Lan Keman didn't know, and she didn't dare to think about it, after all, now she had filled her heart with the "disciple" Ling Xingyue in Brother Situ's mouth, and she could no longer put Brother Situ in that position, but Lan Keman didn't have Brother Situ in her heart, on the contrary, Brother Situ was the closest and dearest relative to her besides her father and mother, and she couldn't tolerate Situ being so painful, let alone Situ with such a humble heart and a small hope to tell herself.
Hearing Situ's painful atrium beating again, remorse and remorse corroded Lan Keman's chest like a violent poison, and the heart was in a burst of intense pain, like a sharp blade tearing Lan Keman's heart.
"What does Brother Situ mean when he dies? No, I must ask clearly, Brother Situ, you must not die, Man'er will never let you die, if you die, Man'er will be heartbroken and unable to live......"
Lan Keman muttered to himself, not noticing at all that Ling Xingyue was already quietly sitting on the chair next to the window of his bedroom, and the little spirit fox he had personally sent over after completing his treatment was placed on the table.
"Some things are better not to know, the clearer they are...... The more injured ......" Ling Xingyue remembered a sentence she read to herself when she was with that girl in her previous life, and she didn't understand the meaning of the sentence at the time, but now it seems that it is really the case.
Seeing Lan Keman's pain, hearing Situ's voice confession, and looking at Lan Keman's reaction when he heard Situ's possible death, Ling Xingyue clenched his hands, and a burst of flesh-like pain hit his chest, which made him unable to straighten his waist in an instant, and unconsciously bowed his head and bent over the table, and in an instant, his heart, liver and lungs seemed to be ripped out, alive, and the blood was still on the ground.
Ling Xingyue clutched her chest, only to feel that the pain was flooding from her chest, reaching all over her limbs, like a needle and a knife, she couldn't tell where it hurt, she couldn't tell where it was suffocating, but it hurt everywhere, it was constricted everywhere, and she couldn't breathe anymore.
"Ling Xingyue, look at you, what have you done?! You made her so miserable, you knew that you would not be able to accompany her in the future, you knew that you had a side lady who could not be separated from the colder, you knew that if you didn't exist, she Lan Keman might have been laughing and getting along with her favorite brother Situ, and you? What did you bring to her? ”
"Danger again and again, pain again and again, dreams again and again, she has had a burden since she met you, at first she was cautiously worried that you hated the smell of her body, and she didn't even dare to pretend to be incense, and then because of your full moon magic flame, you no longer paid attention to her, making her miserable, and now, you made her so miserable, she didn't know how to deal with herself, she didn't know how to choose, all because of you, Ling Xingyue."
Ling Xingyue felt that her body was getting more and more tired, and the pain seemed to be broken by this tiredness, and it was no longer so difficult:
"Forget it! Ling Xingyue, let it go! It's time for you to let go! Since you wanted to let go and become Lan Keman and her favorite brother Situ, why were you unwilling, unwilling, and unwilling to give up again and again, if you go on like this, all you bring her is pain, Situ loves her, yes, he loves her, and Man'er likes Brother Situ, isn't this enough? Why are you still so entangled?! ”
Ling Xingyue only felt that the intense bitterness had penetrated from his throat to his fingertips, and it was clear, making him unable to escape, let alone resist.
Ling Xingyue barely endured the intense pain in her throat, her eyes lowered, as if she was overflowing with reluctance and reluctance, as if she lowered her head again, the momentary weakness that was as full as a lake was about to knock down Ling Xingyue, making him no longer able to stand so upright.
The little spirit fox knew what was going on, and only heard Ling Xingyue's deep magnetic voice coming from above his head:
"You're going to take care of Lan Keman from now on, you know? This is your promise to me! Little Spirit Fox! You have to do it! ”