Chapter 73: Pain and Attachment (II)
"You told me to go back...... Where to go? Go home? Sophie Fei stepped back step by step, until she retreated to the wall behind her, and leaned on the wall weakly: "No! I don't want to...... I don't want to go back there...... I've finally found another place I was looking for better...... Even if it's a completely wrong path, I don't want to go back......"
Su Luo's heart trembled slightly, and his daughter's expression, voice, and eyes at this time suddenly made him feel a tingling in his heart......
"Dad...... I'm your daughter...... You care about me, but do you really know me? Do you know what I want and what I want? When I was nine years old, my mother died, and since then, I have only one relative...... However, you have too many businesses to talk about, relationships to take care of, and people to deal with...... It's never possible to be with me every day like my mom...... Do you know how I've been getting over every day for the past ten years since my mom left...... From a very young age, until now, I have been subjected to various kidnappings and assassinations against me at least twice a week, I would be scared during the day, scared at night, scared every time I went out, and even at home, I never really felt at ease...... That year, my mother died, and I survived under my mother's protection, but do you know how much I sometimes longed to die with my mother...... Die at the hands of your enemies! ”
Su Feifei's shoulders were trembling, her spirit was flying in front of Ye Tianxie, and she was arrogant in front of her bodyguards, leaning against the wall at this time, huddled like a wounded bird. Her voice grew sadder and sadter until tears blurred her eyes and wet her cheeks.
The smile on Ye Tianxie's face disappeared, he looked at Sophie Fei silently for a while, raised his head slightly, and exhaled softly.
"Fei Fei......" daughter's words hit Su Luo's heart like a hammer, looking at the daughter who was no longer crying, his heart trembled violently in throbbing.
His road to success is stepping on the shoulders of countless people, as well as the heads and even corpses of countless losers, so he has countless enemies. There are people who covet his wealth, there are people who are bankrupt under his impact and desperate to kill his whole family, there are his various competitors, and there are even too many psychopaths who simply hate the rich...... Too much, too much.
He has endured these things, and has long been accustomed to them, and his daughter, like him, has been suffering.
He really spends very little time with his daughter, and every time he goes home, he always faces the beautiful, sunny, happy, as if he will never have troubles. Every time he saw his daughter, all his tiredness and bad mood would be swept away - and at this moment he knew that he was wrong, he had been wrong all along...... Over the years, he has always seen the side of his daughter disguised in order to make him feel relieved and not to increase his burden, but he has never really understood her heart.
“…… Over the years, none of those who tried to kidnap me have ever really succeeded, but there have been so many times that I have only been a little bit close...... Once, just once is enough...... Have you ever wondered how I would be treated if I fell into the hands of those people, whether I would die like my mother, or would I be better off than dead......
"I'm scared, I'm scared every day...... You can't imagine how many nightmares I have to do every day, and you can't imagine how many times I secretly cried at night out of fear...... But even if I was scared, I never really had anyone to accompany me. Last year, you only spent thirteen days at home, and the rest of the time I don't even know where you went. So far this year, you've stayed at home for seven days...... Except for these few short days, I was alone...... Not even a single person who can speak from the heart!! ”
Su Luo's body shook, his hands and feet trembled obviously, and his face was a little more pale and a little less bloody. He loved his wife and daughter very much, and for their sake he never took a new wife. Because he didn't want to be sorry for his dead wife, and he was even more afraid that his daughter would not be able to accept it.
He always tries to satisfy her everything she wants and buy her the best...... However, he realized at this moment what an incompetent father he was.
Sophie Fei raised her hands and wiped away the tears on her face: "But now, I have finally found someone who can stop me from being afraid...... That day, I was almost kidnapped, it was he who saved me, he was very powerful, more powerful than the most powerful person in the world I had ever imagined, and when he rescued me, I even thought that he was the god who guarded me only in my dreams, and would not make me feel scared anymore...... Because I've been scared for so many years, you won't understand how much I want to have someone like that, and you won't understand how important that feeling is to me...... From that day on, I kept thinking about him because I told myself and believed in it...... As long as you can be by his side, there is no need to be afraid. No one will be able to kidnap me and assassinate me...... Dad, are you going to deprive me of the longing I finally wanted! ”
Su Luo: "......"
"I'm not stupid, I've never been stupid. I'm not even impulsive...... I have a lot of friends around me, both men and women, but I always feel alone. I hate them, I hate that you took me to those drinking parties, why did those women deliberately get close to me? Why can't those men chase away like flies? It's not because of me...... It's because of your family background, your wealth! Because you only have one daughter, me, and if you marry me, you will get all of you. And you...... I know better than I how dirty their lives beneath their glossy exteriors and their cultivated hearts are. Rather than being kidnapped, I am more afraid that one day I will also fall victim to a marriage of interest...... Those so-called upper-class life is not what I want, I dream that I am just the daughter of an ordinary family, I long for my other half to be found and pursued according to my heart, I want to be with the person I like, not just to be a bargaining chip for interests!! ”
The world fell silent all of a sudden, and Su Luo couldn't even feel his breath except for the trembling of his body, his dull gaze and pale face...... It was as if his soul had flown away from his body, and he didn't know where it had gone.
Sophie's body slid down the wall, hugged her shoulders, squatted on the ground, and cried bitterly. She's really tired of living. And when the things she longed for the most appeared, no one could understand how important it would be to her, and how eager and persistent she would be for all this.
The person she longed for was someone who could protect her, so that she would never stop living in the shadow of fear, and who could make her heart beat faster, and who she hated......
She finally looked forward to it.
The six bodyguards standing next to them were all silent, looking at the crying eldest lady, their hearts were also tingling. They really understand what happens to this father and daughter so often, and she,