Chapter 456: Innocence
In fact, for Lin Jinxiu, the only thing Nie Boyan is dissatisfied with is her child.
"Of course you know." Lin Jinxiu smiled slightly, and the breeze blew on her face, bringing up a strand of hair.
"Yanqing and I spent life and death together, saved each other's lives, and agreed that whoever was in danger and the other person must help."
"But why is our relationship so far just the relationship between him and the shopkeeper who used his fake identity to be here with me?"
"I naturally know that conditions like mine, let alone a prince, are difficult to accept casually changing to an ordinary man."
Lin Jinxiu looked at his life experience very openly: "I can't leave this child alone, because I am his mother, and I can treat the things I have experienced before as if they don't exist, but this child, I can't treat him as non-existent." ”
She turned her head to look at Nie Boyan: "I know, adults are worried that I will drag down Lord Yan, but I am not a little girl who is carried away by love, so I naturally understand this." ”
"Of course I don't want to drag him down, I try so hard to make myself better, but also so that when I stand next to him, I won't cause him to be ridiculed."
"My lord, go back and help me tell the emperor, I am the best at retreating from difficulties, if Yanqing falls in love with an innocent girl, I will naturally disappear and not cause him any trouble."
"But please don't see me as a woman like a dog's skin plaster, if I don't have feelings as an accumulation, I don't need a man at all."
Nie Boyan never imagined that such remarks would come out of a woman's mouth.
Lin Jinxiu is a proud person and a person who understands current affairs, she is very confident, but she is also very self-reliant, she can recognize her own situation clearly, and she can afford to take responsibility.
The most important thing is that Nie Boyan can hear that Lin Jinxiu is really good to Huai Yanqing.
She knew what she would do to him by his side, and she knew where she would drag him down, and her goal was to be able to stay with him through her efforts, and she was ready to leave at any time.
Lin Jinxiu is really a very special woman, just like what Huai Yanqing wrote in her letter to her eldest brother.
What kind of life process can make such a woman?
Nie Boyan guessed that although the girl in front of him was only a teenager, she must have had experiences that he couldn't have imagined in the past.
can get such an answer, after the emperor knows about it, I'm afraid he will also be shocked by this girl.
Qin Shuyao said that this girl was only sixteen years old, but she knew a lot more in her head than those girls in their twenties.
"Is there anything else you want to know?" Lin Jinxiu asked.
Nie Boyan smiled and shook his head, Lin Jinxiu's words have come to this, what else can he say?
He couldn't say anything, and he couldn't say anything, as if any question would tarnish the relationship between her and Huai Yanqing.
If only this girl had no children, she would be innocent.
Nie Boyan sighed again.
The next wandering between the two of them was completely lounging, and Nie Boyan never asked her any questions again, whether it was about herself or about Huai Yanqing.
Lin Jinxiu didn't be curious, but naturally took Nie Boyan to turn around the places where he thought the scenery was not bad, and after he showed that he was a little tired, he sent Nie Boyan back to the mansion where he stayed.
"I hope you get your wish." In the end, Nie Boyan said such a sentence without a head.
"Master Xie." Lin Jinxiu saluted Nie Bo and didn't ask anything, but left without looking back, leaving a tall back.
However, in the place where Nie Boyan couldn't see, Lin Jinxiu's eyes that were originally shining with starlight dimmed a lot, and they were stained with a little sadness.
She naturally knew that Nie Boyan would consider her life experience and so-called "innocence" more than her own personality and efforts.
But these are things that she can't control at all, and they are what she has to bear and face after she comes to this world.
"What if nothing happened when I came here?"
Lin Jinxiu was a little aggrieved, in her previous life, she was conscientious and conscientious in developing her career, but she was affected by something in the hospital that had nothing to do with her and died.
And in this life, she skipped everything that she should have experienced and chosen, and directly got a deck of residual cards.
Why her?
Why does she have to endure all this?
Maybe the world is not fair, but this unfair thing has been encountered by her alone.
After returning to the Qin Mansion, Lin Jinxiu rubbed her cheeks twice, trying to put all the things Nie Boyan said to herself behind her, and instead went to see how Huai Yanqing's dry food was doing.
As a result, as soon as she walked into the kitchen, Lin Jinxiu almost died of laughter.
Cake.
It's all bread.
Ning'er, a sincere child, made all the ingredients that Lin Jinxiu hurriedly put on the table into baked cakes, this amount seems to be a question of whether Huai Yanqing can eat it, let alone let Huai Yanqing eat it.
At this time, Huai Yanqing was in the kitchen, looking at the pile of baked cakes on the table and crying and laughing, and there was a little girl standing in front of him who kept asking for credit.
"Anyway, you've done so much, if you can't take it, give it to your soldiers." Lin Jinxiu walked in from behind the two, picked up one of the baked cakes on the table and stuffed it into his mouth.
"Okay." Huai Yanqing originally wanted to leave some for Lin Jinxiu and them to eat by themselves, but after thinking about it, what they could eat in the state capital was much better than this baked cake, so it was better to take it all with them.
Lin Jinxiu chewed the baked cake in his mouth, looked up and asked Huai Yanqing: "How is your troop transfer?" ”
"Uncle Nie has already helped me get along with them before I came, and I went to meet them outside the city today, there are a lot of them, they are well-trained, and a few of them are actually my old department."
Huai Yanqing smiled: "I don't know where Uncle Nie got them from. ”
"It's not good." Lin Jinxiu suddenly relaxed a little, "If there is someone you know to help you, it will be much more comfortable to go to the battlefield." ”
"yes." Huai Yanqing seemed to be in a good mood, and after seeing his old friends, he felt a lot less repulsive about going to the frontier.
Lin Jinxiu smiled, the cheeks on both sides were filled with baked cakes, and Huai Yanqing wanted to pinch them.
In fact, he did the same, the touch was soft, but in the next second, Lin Jinxiu's slap slapped him on the back.
"What are you doing, you!" Lin Jinxiu hurriedly swallowed the things in her mouth, and was pinched by Huai Yanqing, and the things in her mouth almost flew out, and it took a lot of effort to not do such a disgusting thing.
Huai Yanqing laughed and ran out, the silver armor on his body made a crisp collision sound, and deliberately controlled the speed, Lin Jinxiu was able to grab him after running two laps with him and press him on the pillar of the corridor.
When Huai Yanqing's smiling eyes did not hide all her feelings, and the joy completely enveloped her, Nie Boyan's hint appeared in Lin Jinxiu's mind.
It was just a few words, but it became a knot in her heart again without any preparation.
Lin Jinxiu didn't dare to look directly into Huai Yanqing's eyes, for fear that the little sadness on his face would be noticed by him, so he just stretched out his hand and patted the armor on his chest: "Okay, don't make trouble, go pack your luggage." ”
"There's nothing to pack." Huai Yanqing shrugged his shoulders, "It's just a matter of bringing weapons, dry food and water, it's very simple." ”
"But I'm going to have a good meal before I go." Huai Yanqing pursed his lips, "Shopkeeper, it's all your fault, I've been messing around with you for so long, and my mouth has been raised by you." ”
Lin Jinxiu habitually replied: "If you blame me, then I won't have your share of cooking in the future." ”
"No way!" Huai Yanqing immediately refused, as if he had completely forgotten what he said two seconds ago, "I can't live without my share!" ”
How long can this relationship last?
Lin Jinxiu didn't know.
After Huai Yanqing regains his identity as a prince, there will be many people around him who are better than her and who are better than her family......
Someone more suitable for him than her.
Lin Jinxiu didn't know if Huai Yanqing realized that the development of things was beyond their control.
Maybe for him, everything is under his control, he is a prince.
Lin Jinxiu shook her head vigorously when she thought about it, damn, what were you thinking about from beginning to end, what did you feel inferior to here?
Aren't they all ready?
If the strength is not enough, it depends on hard work, and she was confident that she would be qualified to stand by his side, so she must always believe it.
Even if everyone around her was against her, she couldn't oppose herself.
If she thinks she can't do it, then she really can't.
……
The food in Qinfu has been super good in the past two days.
In order to bid farewell to Huai Yanqing, and she had already rejected Jiang Xingchen, Lin Jinxiu closed her door for the past two days, and used all her resources to make food.
The variety is dazzling, and the aroma is compelling.
Huai Yanqing has seen it, never seen it, eaten it, and never tasted it, one dish at a time to the front of his face.
"Shopkeeper, I think you just don't want me to go." Huai Yanqing had a bitter face, but the chopsticks didn't stop, "It's so good to eat before I leave, I miss your cooking so much when I look back!" ”
"All you want is you thinking about home." Lin Jinxiu happily served him a meal, "Don't be at that time, I just know that I mix outside all day long, and I forget that there are still people at home." ”
After all, here, Huai Yanqing has more than one home.
One is the home that Lin Jinxiu and they have become by default after experiencing various things, and the other is the identity of his royal relatives, a real home in the capital.
"How is that possible?" Huai Yanqing rolled her eyes, "Am I the kind of person who doesn't care about my family?" ”
"Your ability to roll your eyes now is perfect." Lin Jinxiu is happy.
"That's naturally the shopkeeper's good teaching." Huai Yanqing is very modest, and he will never take anything that can praise others on his own.
However, Lin Jinxiu said that he was very devastated: "Who wants to teach you this!" ”
Huai Yanqing was satisfied with this meal, and all the discomfort of going to the frontier these days was digested on the food provided to him by Lin Jinxiu.
And the changes in Lin Jinxiu's own heart were covered up by her smile and never brought it up again.
The night before leaving, Huai Yanqing came to her again.
"Did someone say anything to you?" Huai Yanqing knew how well Lin Jinxiu knew, and he could notice a change in her eyes.