When I came out of the phlebotomy room, I was crying profusely, and several nurses were pointing at me behind me, and when I came out, they were still whispering with pity on their faces.

The test results came out, my son is indeed blood type B, and now I pay attention to the same blood transfusion, although I have type O blood known as universal blood, but after investigation, it is still not suitable for my son to transfuse, and the hospital can only send someone to immediately rush to the next hospital to mobilize the blood pack.

I stood in the corridor, smoked a dozen cigarettes, and after thinking about it, I still retained a trace of luck, I thought that something must be wrong, or maybe there was a mistake on the hospital's side, so I asked the hospital for a blood sample of my son, pulled a few hairs from my son, and then dipped a cotton swab in some saliva from him, and drove straight to the forensic institution in the city center.

Not for anything else, I'm just trying to have peace of mind, and at the same time to give myself an explanation.

That's right, I'm going to do a paternity test.

After I went in, I explained my intentions, paid the money, and coped with a lot of procedures and procedures, the staff collected hair, blood and oral mucosa from me, and took my son's sample, and let me go, I paid the rush fee, so normally, the results are out in a day, and it takes five to three hours.

I didn't leave, I didn't go back to the hospital, I just sat on the road, smoking cigarettes one after another.

At six o'clock in the evening, the appraisal agency called me to tell me that the results were out, and I went in like a walking corpse to get the checklist, and after only one look, I cried again.

Looking at the bottom "multiple loci do not conform to the laws of heredity", "the probability of parental authority is less than 99.98%", and "the identification of parental authority between Chen Ge and Chen Yang: excluding paternity", my first thought was death.

Yes, I want to die.

This extreme thought has been lingering in my head, I sat in the driver's seat, low on the accelerator, and many times I wanted to push down hard, hit the car against the wall, crash everything, kill myself, and that was it.

But in the end, reason pulled me back to reality.

It's too damn to die like this, my mother still needs me to take care of it, and I haven't turned over yet, I haven't made my ex-wife and her dog man pay, I can't die, I really can't die.

I drove back to the hospital, my son had finished the blood transfusion, the doctor said that he was in stable condition and had slept, so I didn't bother him, handed over the identification form to my mother, she couldn't read it, I didn't explain, silently left the ward, and went to the rooftop alone.

Half an hour later, my mother came up, she must have looked at the doctor's examination and read the results, and was worried that I was doing something stupid, so she took a rope and tied it around my waist, and tied the other end around her neck.

I laughed, it was worse than crying.

My mom is not a very expressive person, but I can deeply understand her love for me through her actions.

As soon as I jumped off the building, the rope would break her neck, and she was using this way to show her attitude.

I didn't dare to smoke, looking at the lights downstairs, I said to her: "Mom, I'm tired, I can't hold it anymore, I didn't listen to you at the beginning, married Lin Xiujia, is this retribution, do I deserve it?" ”

My mother thought about it for a while, and said that men, you always have to be tired, it used to be your mother who suffered for you, but now, it's your turn to suffer for your mother.

I froze for a moment, from childhood to adulthood, decades of time, countless bits and pieces and pictures, like a marquee, passed in front of my eyes. Baiyue

At that time, I was a child and my mother was a young woman.

And now, I am tall and handsome, and my mother is gray-haired and slender.

The young saplings of the year have finally grown strongly, but the fertilizers have reached their twilight years.

I hugged my mom and knelt down in front of her.

Not only did I cry, but I also cried heartbreakingly, the company went bankrupt, my wife cheated, I still firmly believe that I can start over, I firmly believe that I can make a comeback, but the reality has broken me again, the son who has raised me for five years, the son who has paid countless efforts and feelings, and the son who spent four or five million on treatment is not my own, but the wild seed conceived by my ex-wife and other dog men.

This result became the last straw that crushed me, but I didn't expect my mother to collapse, but me.

Lin Xiujia, you're so good, I lost, I can't play you.

I don't dare to die, it's too cowardly, I'm just sad, sad, painful, and panicked, my mother gently touched my head, she didn't cry, she didn't speak, just repeated: It's going to be okay, it's going to be okay......

yes, it's going to be fine.

No wonder my son is young, only five years old, he will look down on people, no wonder he doesn't look like me at all, no wonder he dislikes his own grandmother, no wonder he can say all kinds of hurtful things.

It turns out that it is not Lao Tzu's seed at all.

I didn't regret marrying my ex-wife, I just hated myself for being too naïve, before marrying my ex-wife, I only had a vague relationship with Zhang Chuyu, I didn't experience the sinister hearts of people, and I have always had infinite longing for love.

But it was this longing that made me trust my ex-wife in every way, and even when she was pregnant with wild seeds outside and cuckolded Lao Tzu, I didn't know it.

No wonder every time I had a physical examination, my ex-wife took my son to it, and she didn't let me accompany her for various reasons.

No wonder when there was a blood transfusion before, the ex-wife would rush to donate.

The bitch of feelings has known the result for a long time, and the only one who is kept in the dark is me?

Grass it.

Lin Xiujia, you can really do it, what bullshit custody, Lao Tzu doesn't want it, Chen Yang, a little mongrel, has an evil look, he will definitely be a brute when he grows up, it just so happens that he doesn't love me or my mother, Lao Tzu just broke off with him!

From then on, I Chen Ge was alone, except for my mother, there was nothing to worry about, and there was nothing to restrain me.

Lin Xiujia, and your adulterer, wait for me, I will definitely make you pay, I will.

This first debt will be calculated from Bai He, little by little.