Chapter 90: I'm Not Afraid

"He confessed to me in the office again this afternoon, I can see that he is sincere, I am very conflicted in my heart, if it goes on like this, I am afraid that I will not be able to keep my heart, you know, there are too many things between us, especially the pressure of the Lu family, I am really not sure what the future will be."

Su Man also slowly put down the chopsticks in his hand and looked at her.

"You're just scared to be with him because of outside factors?"

She is An Ruosu's best friend for many years, and she knows her heart very well, because she was stuck in the thorns when she ate fish, so she was worried when she saw the fish.

An Ruosu's eyes suddenly became firm, "I'm not afraid. ”

From the moment she felt that she was tempted by Lu Tan, she also figured out that blindly giving in to some things was not the best solution.

"In other words, what you are worried about is that Lu Tan gave up on you after making a choice in the face of resistance, and you fell into a relationship and couldn't extricate yourself, but he didn't care? Ruosu, you haven't been with anyone else, why do you say that he will give up on you, I think it was you who ran away halfway, and it wouldn't be Lu Qin. ”

An Ruosu looked at her steadily, her face full of doubt.

"You're not familiar with him, so why are you so sure he won't do that?"

Su Man glanced at her, and sure enough, she was a fan of the authorities.

"Take his attitude towards Zhao Yue, she and Lu Lancheng have had a relationship for so many years, do you think that President Lu Da will always be in the dark and willing to cuckold, probably for the sake of today's face, I don't want to be too ugly, and later he divorced Zhao Yue, I guess it will not be because Zhao Yue cheated, but what Zhao Yue did violated his bottom line, think about it, what a responsible man this is, how can he give up the woman he likes? If I had pounced. ”

An Ruosu's heart was a little blocked, she especially liked Jinjin, but she was born by Zhao Yuesheng after all.

Will Lu Qin think of Zhao Yue again because of this?

"Maybe!"

She stopped talking and ate some food with chopsticks, but she didn't know the taste.

Su Man took out a box of cigarettes from his bag and smoked one, lit it, and took a puff.

"You are also too cautious in terms of feelings, looking ahead, if I were you, such an excellent man in front of him, no matter what he thinks, take it for himself first, then say it, how many worries."

An Ruosu has always known that Su Man, a woman, is very open and has never had true feelings.

But she never pesters any man, if she can get along and have fun together, she will break up if it's not good.

So she has been now, and she has not met true feelings.

"You and Mr. Lu have been living together for a while, I guess you are also that?"

Su Man came to her face with a face full of gossip, as if he had discovered some unspeakable secret.

An Ruosu's face flushed, and her hands were clenched tightly.

"Not yet...... No, at most it's a kiss. ”

"Tsk, don't say you're my friend in the future."

Su Man looked like he hated iron and steel, and he didn't want to stay any longer, so he immediately called the waiter to come and settle the bill.

"I'm leaving, I'm going to go to the bar to have fun in a while, you can continue to worry about it when you go back!"

After An Ruosu waited for her to leave, she sat in a daze for a while before getting up and leaving.

She didn't want to go back to that deserted apartment, where she lived alone and felt that the nights were long.

She got up and prepared to go to the mall to buy a dress for herself and Jinjin.

"Ruosu, it's really you."

A gentle woman's voice came, and An Ruosu's footsteps paused, and then continued to walk forward without looking back.

"Now that I see my mother, are you going to pretend that I don't know? Ruosu, why is it becoming more and more impolite? ”

Gao Jing walked up to her with a hurt face and stopped.

"Didn't I let you introduce Lu Qin to An Hao last time, which made you unhappy, Ruosu, I am your mother, I must be thinking about you, it is really not suitable for you and Lu Qin to be together."

Gao Jing still wants her to be with Lu Qin.

An Ruosu glanced at her with a mocking smile, some people are blocked when they meet.

"Ms. Gao, is there anything else? I'm very busy right now, so I won't accompany you. ”

Gao Jing's face instantly stretched long, and she reached out and wanted to slap An Ruosu, but An Ruosu reached out and grabbed her wrist, and then pushed back.

"Who are you to dictate to me here? Ms. Gao, I told you a long time ago, we have broken off the relationship, there is no need to pretend to be a loving mother in front of me, I don't eat you. ”

At the beginning, she left herself in the countryside and didn't ask, she has never fulfilled her responsibilities as a mother for so many years, and she has always spoken ill of each other when they meet recently.

Gao Jing almost fell to the ground, and stumbled a few times before stabilizing her figure.

"An Ruosu, I'm your mother, how can you be so unfilial?"

"Mom? You also deserve this word, Gao Jing, don't force me to say more ugly things in public, in your heart, only Anhao is your daughter. ”

As she spoke, she turned around and left, but Gao Jing's words made her stop her feet.

"Your grandfather said that he missed you, and asked you to go back to have a meal with him, An Ruosu, no matter how much you don't want to admit your identity, but you can't change it, your surname is An."

An Ruosu clenched her fists and glared at her, she had never told anyone who she was, and she felt that it was a shame.

"If I could, I really wouldn't want to be surnamed Ann, I think it would be a shame in my life."

"Ruosu, how can you say that about your mother?"

A middle-aged man's voice rang out, and An Ruosu's eyes turned red when she heard this voice.

She turned her head and noticed a man in a black suit and a blue tie walking not far away.

This is her titular father, Anning City.

She couldn't even remember the last time she had seen him.

She didn't have much of an impression of this father either.

"Ning Cheng, this child is really uneducated, it was really right to send her to the countryside at the beginning, she is far worse than An."

Gao Jing said slowly, with an expression of hatred in his eyes.

An Ningcheng's eyes were full of guilt, he did not fulfill his father's responsibilities to this daughter.

It's just that the fortune teller told him that this child's life is hard against his mother, and during that time, Gao Jing's body was really not good.

He had no choice but to send the child to his grandmother.

However, over the years, he has also called money many times, and the money is more than enough to support her when she grows up and goes to college, and she is also her own daughter, so he can't be ruthless.

"Gao Jing, you also blame the child, the child should resent us, after all, it is our fault as parents, sending the child to the countryside for so many years, ignoring it, no matter who it is, there will be resentment, you also have to be considerate of the child, don't always say something ugly."

A hint of viciousness flashed in Gao Jing's eyes, this man is soft-hearted.

An Ruosu almost burst into tears when he heard that person didn't want Gao Jing to say a few fair words for himself.

Grandma also said that the father is still a good person.

But she never understood why since that man was not bad, why she had never asked about her life and death for so many years.

Could it be that her daughter is really unlikable......

"Ruosu, your mother was in very poor health at the beginning, and it was very likely that she went, and the fortune teller said that it was because your life was too hard to overcome her, and the two of you could only leave one, in order for you to live healthily, I could only send you away ruthlessly, I'm sorry, Ruosu."

An Ningcheng's voice was soft, and his eyes were full of apologies, but An Ruosu didn't want to forgive him.

No matter how much he apologizes, he can't erase the suffering he has suffered for so many years.

She immediately turned around and wanted to leave here, but An Ningcheng stepped forward and grabbed her wrist.

"Ruosu, I know if it will dispel the resentment in your heart for a while and a half, I have also suffered a lot in my heart over the years, your mother's health is now better, whether you and I go home or not, I will make up for the debt for so many years."

A hint of doubt flashed in An Ruosu's eyes, what was the purpose of this person taking him back, her eyes narrowed, and she shook off her hand.

"Thank you Mr. An for your kindness, I'm doing well."

"Why don't we have a meal together tomorrow night, and I'll have someone pick you up, and you tell me the address."

If you don't agree, you probably will be entangled forever.

An Ruosu glanced at Gao Jing and found that her whole face was about to be deformed, it seemed that she didn't want to let herself go to An's house for dinner!

Then she disgusted her, and she said her address.

"Can I leave then?"

An Ningcheng had a smile on his face, and then patted her hand.

"Well, I heard that you are working in Shenghua now, so when you get off work, I will ask someone to pick you up there, and you won't go home again."

She originally thought that he would send someone to pick her up at home and say that he would work overtime in the company, but now it seems that it is difficult to refuse.

It is estimated that no matter how long the overtime work is, she will be waiting for her.