"I came from a small mountain village and have been in the city for more than 10 years. At that time, my husband was just a small civil servant, and we met in this place. Later, we got married and had children, and I hope that our family can establish themselves in this big city and live happily. ”

"However, I was naïve. The cruelty of competition in big cities has made our family face failures again and again in our lives, and even, at the most depressed time, the family has no money to buy milk powder for our children. ”

"I grew up in a poor mountain village family, and at that time, I was obsessed with the glitz and glamour of the big city, and I only wanted to live a rich life, and I didn't want to live such an embarrassing life anymore."

"Eventually, after many failures, I surrendered to life and I abandoned my husband and my children. At that time, my daughter was just two or three years old, and my husband was in the middle of a job failure and needed the most comfort, but I still cruelly abandoned them and went to another city alone to pursue the life I wanted. ”

Listening to Qin Qiaoyun's story, Duan Zilian didn't expect Qin Qiaoyun to have such a past, and he was suddenly a little annoyed in his heart, but he didn't dare to show anything.

Telling her past, Qin Qiaoyun's eyes were filled with tears, and she smiled miserably: "Aren't you very angry, you think that a woman like me is hateful?" ”

Duan Zilian was silent and did not answer, but the expression on his face was a little gloomy.

However, hearing such a story of abandoning his husband and daughter, he was really a little resentful in his heart.

Wiping the tears on her face, Qin Qiaoyun sighed with emotion: "I regarded my husband and children as a burden to my pursuit of a prosperous life, and I abandoned them. When I went to another city, I worked hard in a factory. However, work doesn't give me enough wealth to live the life I want. ”

"So, I chose to fall, and a department leader in the factory took a fancy to me, and I threw myself into his arms without any hesitation, although I knew that he already had a family and children, but I still did it, because I knew that only by my young body would I bring me what I wanted."

"It was a fair deal, he had my young body, and not only did I have a good job in the factory, but I also lived in the big house he rented for me, and I could even use his money to buy anything I wanted."

"I think this is the happy life I yearn for, but the good times didn't last long, and his wife found out about our relationship......"

Speaking of this, Qin Qiaoyun frowned painfully.

"You should be able to guess the rest without me telling me. It was the darkest time of my life. It was really all of a sudden, I lost everything I had. The oath that the man had made to me had all become empty words, and I was completely hopeless. I had no way out, and even thought of death. But at the last moment, I thought of my husband and daughter, and at that time,

I just understood what true happiness was, however, it was too late. ”

"At first, I called my husband and begged for his forgiveness, but the phone number had become empty and he had changed to a different one. Then, I went back to my hometown to look for them, but I didn't find the slightest news of their father and daughter. Then, I went back to the city again, and slowly searched for them in this city, but this place was so big and there were so many people, I couldn't finish looking for them, and every time I searched, I was disappointed. ”

"At that time, I really regretted that I shouldn't have abandoned their father and daughter. After several years of searching, I gradually gave up. Then, I spent all my savings at the time and opened this café in the place where my husband and I met, and I have been waiting for them here, but after all these years, I still haven't waited for them. ”

After listening to Qin Qiaoyun's story and knowing her past, Duan Zi couldn't help but sigh pitifully.

At the same time, he also understood why Qin Qiaoyun used the idiom "looking forward to it" as the name of the café, she hoped to be here, waiting for her family.

Looking at Qin Qiaoyun's dejected appearance, Duan Zipian was also a little sad in his heart.

Abandoning her husband and children in pursuit of a wealthy life, it is obvious that Qin Qiaoyun is not a good woman, however, looking back, she is so pitiful, this may be that poor people must have something to hate.

Sometimes, a decision made on the spur of the moment can have irreparable consequences.

Duan Zilian now feels that the desire in people's hearts is really a terrible thing.

Qin Qiaoyun took the wrong path because she couldn't control her inner desires, and when she woke up, she had lost everything.

To be honest, Duan Zilian feels that desire is not synonymous with evil, after all, it is impossible for people to have no desires and no desires, everyone has desires in their hearts, but people's hearts will make desires swell, if they are not controlled in time, they will be addicted to desires, unable to extricate themselves, and then do things that they regret.

Everyone has desires, but we have to distinguish between big and small, and desires will change with the change of mentality and environment, what we have to do is to control our desires rationally, and not let it affect our minds, otherwise, we will lose ourselves.

However, having said that, Duan Zilian knows very well that the human heart is a very complex thing, and if desires were so easy to control, there would not be one tragedy after another in this world.

Shaking his head, Duan Zipian didn't think about it so much.

"Aunt Qiao, although you did wrong before, now that you have turned back, I hope you can find your family one day."

Duan Zilian couldn't do anything for Qin Qiaoyun, she could only comfort her like this, hoping that she could find her husband and daughter, and use her sincerity and remorse to make up for the mistakes she had made.

"Hopefully

。 Qin Qiaoyun wiped away her tears and nodded sadly: "Although I said that, I don't have any expectations now, I have been looking for so long, and I have been waiting here for so many years, maybe their father and daughter have left this city." ”

"......" Holding the coffee cup in front of him, Duan Zilian didn't know what to say, but seeing Qin Qiaoyun so sad, he really felt uncomfortable.

Qin Qiaoyun sighed and smiled sadly: "Perhaps, this is God's punishment for me, the punishment of a bad woman like me......"

"Aunt Qiao, your essence is not bad, you are very good to me, to Sister Qian, but you chose the wrong path at the beginning. Perhaps, if you look for it in a different way, you can always find it. Duan Zilian comforted.

Qin Qiaoyun shook his head, looked at the teacup on the table with a lost gaze, and his voice was a little choked: "I'm tired, I don't want to run around anymore." I'll wait here for them, and I'll spend the rest of my life waiting for them. ”

After a pause, Qin Qiaoyun sighed, adjusted his emotions, and smiled at Duanzi: "I'm sorry, I've listened to my nagging for so long." ”

Shaking his head, Duan Zilian said that he didn't mind.

Qin Qiaoyun continued: "Pity, actually, sometimes I will see you as my child, because my daughter was also born in the same year as you, and she should be the same age as you now." ”

I didn't expect Qin Qiaoyun to suddenly say this, and Duan Zi was stunned for a moment.

……

After saying goodbye to Qin Qiaoyun, Duan Zilian came out of the café, and at this time, it was already past one o'clock at noon.

yawned, although she felt a little sleepy, Duan Zilian didn't plan to go home in a hurry, but took a taxi to visit her mother Zhong Yi in the hospital.

Because it is now a holiday, Duan Zilian can go to the hospital to visit Zhong Yi every once in a while.

Seeing the hospital, Duan Zilian easily entered the ward where Zhong Yi was, looked at his mother on the hospital bed, and sighed deeply.

After such a long time, Zhong Yi still maintains a vegetative state.

Sitting down next to the hospital bed, Duan Zilian looked at his mother in front of him and muttered to himself: "Mom, to be honest, I really envy you, just fall asleep like this, there is no trouble at all, and there is someone to take care of you." As for me, even if I make money to support my family, I am still used by others, and I am inexplicably saddled with the responsibility of saving the world, and the key is that I still have to do it. If I don't do it, a lot of people will be hurt by it. Seriously, I wouldn't be surprised if one day I died in battle......"

After chattering for a while, Duan Zilian heard the mobile phone in his pocket suddenly sound before stopping.

took out his mobile phone, and Duan Zilian saw that it was a message from Luo Xinyan, saying that Luo Lingling had a cold, and asked him to buy some cold medicine when he came back.

It just so happens that Duan Zilian is in the hospital now, and he can go to the pharmacy of the hospital to buy some cold medicine later.