Chapter 293: Fate
"Oh, dad is in the study, he told me that you will go to him quickly when you come back, I actually forgot about it, I'm really sorry, you go quickly."
Dark Song Shuli nodded, "Okay." ”
Paul kept witnessing Song Shuli's figure until he reached the staircase, and finally disappeared, and Paul finally withdrew his gaze.
It's just that Paul didn't notice that while he was watching Eun Song Shuli leave, the eyes of Juen next to him were staring at him.
It wasn't until Paul turned his head that he finally realized that Juan had been looking at him, and his eyes couldn't help but be more complicated, and when he lowered his head, and when he raised his head again, his eyes had regained calm.
"June, what are you looking at me like that? Why don't the two of us go and pick out the dress now, since we are going to get married, of course we have to make it more formal. ”
Hearing Paul say this, Juan didn't know why, and felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.
She always felt that it seemed a little difficult for Paul to promise her marriage this time, but she didn't realize it because she had been immersed in happiness before.
It wasn't until Song Shuli came back that Zhu En finally discovered that Paul had always had the shadow of Song Shuli in his eyes, so what was she?
Seeing June's appearance, Paul's hand couldn't help but put one of June's hands on June's shoulder, and asked lightly, "What's wrong?" Don't you want to marry me? ”
Juan glanced at Paul with a complicated look in his eyes, and then said with a faint smile, "Of course not, let's go try on the dress." ”
Song Shuli came to the door of Chris's study and knocked lightly, and after hearing the inside say please come in, Song Shuli pushed the door in.
Seeing that Chris was burying his head in a large pile of materials, Song Shuli's heart couldn't help but move.
I didn't expect Chris to be able to settle down until this time, such a down-to-earth work, and he really deserves to be the ruler of such a big family.
"Fluctuation, you're finally back, sit down, how are you doing over there?"
While speaking, Chris put down the materials in his hand, got up from his seat, walked to Song Shuli's side, and pulled Song Shuli to the chair next to him.
After Song Shuli sat down, Chris poured a glass of water for Song Shuli, Song Shuli took a sip, and then said, "I went to the nearest underground trading market, and I also met a friend inside, I believe that news will come soon, but no matter what the Kaye family is doing, it is better for us to strengthen our precautions here, as the so-called preparedness." ”
Chris nodded, "I know what you said, but it is not an overnight thing to establish such a huge force, and our Hill family actually has a mysterious force, but that force is not in my hands now, and I don't have any right to use it, I can only use it when the family is really in danger, but I have asked the people of the elder group, but the people of the elder group said that it is not yet the moment when the family is really in trouble, so they are not ready to use that force." ”
Hearing this, Song Shuli's brows couldn't help frowning tightly, "But we can't sit still like this." ”
Chris looked down for a moment, organized his words, and then raised his head again and continued, "I have contacted the police, but the police have not given a definite answer, which is really worrying." ”
"I really can't do it, I can only ask for police assistance, plus the power of the Hill family, if I can, I can ask the people of the Light Chasers as foreign aid, I hope this can be resisted."
Chris couldn't help but sigh, "If it really comes to the juncture of the family's crisis, I believe the elders should not sit still, but at that time, I'm afraid I will no longer be qualified to be this person in power in the future." ”
Hearing this, Song Shuli couldn't help but be a little stunned, it turned out that Chris had to pay such a big price for letting the family fall into such a crisis.
"Mr. Chris, don't worry, there will always be a way, after all, Lu Yizhou and Yu Nanjin have now been mixed in, and I believe that the two of them will also make progress there."
"I hope so."
Leaving Chris's study, Song Shuli went directly back to her room and slept until the evening, when Song Shuli finally got up.
It's just that he didn't expect that Song Shuli Cai just opened his eyes and saw a face, close at hand, Song Shuli reflexively kicked out directly, the man didn't expect Song Shuli to attack him suddenly, and was kicked at the root of his thigh by Song Shuli, and the pain made his forehead bruise.
"Song Shuli, do you want me to cut off my children and grandchildren so much?"
Hearing the familiar voice, Song Shuli couldn't help but be a little stunned, seeing that it was Paul, Song Shuli couldn't help frowning tightly, "Who asked you to come to my room, don't you know that a woman's room can't come in at will?" And when I was sleeping, I deserved to be kicked. ”
Song Shuli finally sat up from the bed and tidied up some loose clothes, I don't know when Paul came, and I don't know how much he watched, Song Shuli's heart suddenly began to feel a little unhappy, and she looked at Paul with a touch of unkindness.
After a while, Paul finally recovered from the severe pain, looked at Song Shuli's Yanshen, and finally regained a touch of wisdom that he only had in the past, "Song Shuli, how are you doing lately?" Did the Hill family feel sorry for you for anything? ”
After Song Shuli sat up from the bed, she went directly to the ground and put on her slippers, walked to the table and took a sip of water, then turned her head and replied a little sullenly, "Don't you know how I've been doing lately?" ”
Paul also left the bedside and sat down on the couch, with a hint of concern in his voice, "I can only know from the outside that you are preparing to inherit the Hill family, but you know what? If you want to inherit the Hill family, you have to go through a lot of tests, and each one is difficult to pass, how can a weak girl like you withstand it, don't be so embarrassed about yourself anymore, okay? ”
Song Shuli said with a somewhat indifferent smile, "I'm not afraid of suffering and suffering, what I'm most afraid of is that I don't have the ability to bear the responsibility I should bear, and I don't have the ability to change my fate, I want to take my fate into my own hands, so I have to become stronger, do you know how much I hate myself for being weak?"
If it weren't for the fact that my hands were too weak before, it was so easy to trust people, how could I end up in the situation where I was disfigured and wanted by the police? It even affected my parents, and until now, my mother's death is also a hurdle in my life that I can't overcome. ”
Song Shuli's words, although they sounded faint, did not have any emotional color, but sentence by sentence was like a hammer hitting Paul's heart.
Paul had investigated what had happened to Ann and He, but when he saw that Song Shuli was such a smiling girl, he should have come out of those previous incidents.
didn't expect that Song Shuli didn't come out of those things, but buried the previous things deep in her heart and turned them into the motivation to make herself stronger.
Paul couldn't help but sigh, "Do you have to work so hard?" Actually, these things should be done by a man, and you are just a woman. ”
However, it was this sentence that made Song Shuli drink water, and immediately stopped, put the cup on the table with a snap, and stood up with anger on his face, and his voice couldn't help but become a little icy.
"What happened to women? Aren't women human? Women can also do what men do, I don't want to be a woman hiding behind men, then I am not only a drag on men, but I also have no possibility to change my destiny at all, I want to protect everything I have to protect, and I will never let my fate be in the hands of others again. ”
Paul didn't expect his words to cause such a strong emotion in Song Shuli, and a flash of surprise flashed in his eyes, but he soon calmed down again.
"Song Shuli, I understand your current mood very well, I don't mean to disrespect you, what I want to say is that I don't want to see you so tired."
"As I said, I'm not afraid of being tired, what I'm most afraid of is just not having the ability to reverse my fate."
Paul didn't know what to say, but Song Shuli continued to speak, with an indifferent smile on the corner of his mouth, "Actually, I understand very well the psychology of you men, you just regard women as your own accessories, thinking that women can't do anything, can't do anything, so we are not all the way, I disdain to be the kind of woman who is dependent on men, and you can't understand what I am competitive." ”
Hearing Song Shuli's words, Paul first lowered his head and thought about it carefully, and it wasn't until late in the evening that Paul finally leaned on the back of the sofa and said slowly, "I finally understand why I was attracted to you, there were so many women who couldn't make me feel so different, but only you made me feel so different." ”
Hearing these words, Song Shuli couldn't help but feel a little puzzled, but she didn't say anything about it, just looked at Paul with puzzled eyes.
Seeing Song Shuli's reaction, he explained with a smile, "The reason why you fascinate me so much is not actually that you are so charming, but that your personality is very similar to me, very much like my kind."
In the past, I was just like you, my fate was all in the hands of others, and I couldn't make my own decisions at all, until one time my most important person died because of me.
From that time on, I decided that I would never let anyone else control my own destiny anymore, and then I slowly developed to the point where I killed all my enemies, but although I succeeded, I felt that there was not much point in living in this world.