Chapter 190: Wounded Parting
Yan Zenyi struggled violently, her internal strength, her anti-wolf technique, under the suppression of Su Ruoshui's internal force, she couldn't exert it at all.
She pursed her lips, rejecting his invasion. He was not rude, he knew her refusal, so he just gently sucked her softness and stopped being aggressive.
It's not that he doesn't want to, but he thinks of her determination in his previous life, and the bottle full of snow lingers.
He wanted to get her, but not in this way. Unless she was willing, his possession of repeating the mistakes of the past would only push her further.
In the end, Yan Zenyi could only open his mouth slightly, and bit down hard towards the softness that was clinging to him.
The smell of blood quickly dispersed, and Su Ruoshui's eyes stared at Yan Zenyi's tightly, and finally let go of her in pain.
He was suddenly very scared, she looked at her eyes, and she looked at herself in the same way as she had become someone else's concubine in her previous life. He didn't want that kind of look, he couldn't sort out the emotions in those eyes, like there was everything, and it was like nothing.
"I'm sorry......" Su Ruoshui didn't wipe the blood on her lips, but instead reached out and wanted to wipe the bright red on her lips.
Yan Chanyi's head shrank back, and he took out his handkerchief and wiped away the blood that did not belong to him.
Then he said with an indifferent expression, "Please also ask Uncle Tang to respect himself." ”
Su Ruoshui felt a pain in her heart and withdrew her hand.
"He's not suitable for you, Da Wei and Da Zhou will fight again sooner or later, if Prince Yan and him meet on the battlefield, who do you want to win? Once your relationship is made public, it will only give you authority. In the life of the prince who is loyal to the king and serves the country, if you become a traitor to the enemy because of your feelings, how can you bear it? ”
Su Ruoshui persuaded directly, he knew what he said, and she knew it in her heart. But the heartbeat and joy of the moment will eventually become the source of her future pain, right?
"Since Uncle Cousin knows how loyal my father is, he should take care of his wolf ambitions. Otherwise, it is difficult to say whether Uncle Tang will live to see me and Prince Wei compete against each other. Yan Zenyi's tone was a little more indifferent.
Su Ruoshui was slightly stunned, and it took a long time before he spoke, "If I say that my wolf ambition is just to get you, do you believe it or not?" ”
Yan Zenyi was still expressionless, but his hands were silently clenched in his sleeves.
She never understood why Su Ruoshui was obsessed with herself, she didn't understand it in her previous life, and she didn't understand it in this life. How can he be worthy of his admiration?
She softened her tone suddenly, and opened her mouth to persuade, "Zen clothes are not worth it, and I ask my uncle not to risk his life." ”
She actually wanted to ask about the things of her previous life, but she had a guess in her heart, but she couldn't be sure. But she couldn't ask, she couldn't say, hey, I suspect I'm from your next life?
"You deserve it!" Su Ruoshui said categorically, and said tentatively, "In my last life, I didn't know how to cherish it, and I owe it to you...... The best in this life, I will hold it in front of your eyes and only give it to you. ”
The corners of Yan Zenyi's eyes twitched, but he still said calmly, "What Uncle Tang said in his previous life, Zen Yi didn't understand." Zen Yi and Uncle are directly different in grade, which is really inappropriate, Uncle Xie Tang is wrong to love. ”
"It's okay if you don't understand, you just need to remember that the person who has a relationship with you for three lifetimes is me, you can't escape me, and I can't escape you." Su Ruoshui naturally noticed the twitching corners of her eyes.
It's just that he hesitated, if Yan Zenyi really remembered the things in her previous life, she should be worse for herself. In her previous life, she abused her like that, persecuted her like that, and finally forced her to give up her infant child and commit suicide in the delivery room.
She hated herself so much, and before she died, she said that she hoped that she would never meet again in the next life.
How can you remember everything, but you can laugh at yourself, be coquettish with yourself, and be angry with yourself?
Yan Zenyi was speechless, only turned his face lightly, and didn't plan to deal with him anymore.
Anyway, she can leave for Shizhou tomorrow, and she won't see each other again for several years, maybe when she meets again, she has already thought of a way to be with Weiyouchen openly?
couldn't be provoked, so she hid in the mountains of no return. It doesn't matter if it's a year or two, it's three or five years. After all, even if the sky fell, she wouldn't hide and not come back.
Yan Zenyi thinks about things too beautifully, she doesn't know yet, she doesn't need the sky to fall, her fate is not something she can say. It's just that now that everything is fine, she has no scruples, and she can still act recklessly.
Su Ruoshui stopped talking, just looked at the back of her head, smiled, and got out of the carriage of the palace and left on his own.
"Miss, are you alright?" Fenghua's voice came from outside the carriage.
As soon as Yan Zenyi got into the carriage, she noticed that there were still people in the carriage, but before she could react, someone restrained her and made her unable to move.
"Let's go back to the palace." Yan Zenyi replied a little sleepily, and then said no more.
For Su Ruoshui, she really didn't know how to face it except to stay away. She hates being coerced and coerced, but when he finishes coercing, he begins to understand it with emotion and reason.
Because of the memories of her two lives, she couldn't hate him, but she couldn't convince herself to accept him and love him.
Behind the carriage that she couldn't see, Su Ruoshui looked at her carriage with such a nostalgic look.
The complexity in his eyes was indescribable to him.
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When I returned to the courtyard of the fence chrysanthemum, I saw An Xingchen and Yun Xuanji sitting in the courtyard.
The two set up a barbecue table under the peach tree, the two maids beside An Xingchen were looking after the food that was not fully cooked in front of the fire, and Yun Xuanji was cooking Weng Zhongyun brought by An Xingchen at the table.
The two of them are dressed in red and peach, the man is handsome, the woman is pure, and they seem to be inexplicably right.
The aroma of wine mixed with the aroma of meat, Yan Zenyi originally had no appetite, but was aroused by the rich aroma of sweetness.
"You two are so chic." Yan Zenyi laughed, laughing from the bottom of her heart.
All the emotions that had accumulated in my heart dissipated the moment I saw these two people.
"How dare you, isn't this waiting for the arrival of our county lord here?" An Xingchen heard her voice and greeted her happily.
Yun Xuanji was calm today, just sitting upright, smiling shallowly.
He also forced himself to laugh.
She's going to get out of here, not to take him away, not to let him follow. How does he laugh? This farewell smile, but it is only a forced smile.
"If you can't laugh, don't laugh, your appearance doesn't match your temperament at all." Yan Zenyi naturally saw his smirk, she was not very good at dealing with such an injury and parting, so she could only make fun of him with gags.
Yun Xuanji glanced at her angrily, raised the wine glass in his hand again, and asked with a smile, "If you don't get drunk, you won't return?" ”
Yan Zenyi looked at him back to his usual smile, and also returned a soft smile, jokingly, "Just a pot?" Will it be a little less? ”
An Xingchen naturally heard about the last time Yan Zenyi drank two jars of Weng Zhongyun, and said with a smile, "Don't worry, Weng Zhongyun has enough unlimited today!" ”
As usual, the three of them couldn't help but laugh.
Although this meal did not have any delicacies from the mountains and seas, and the elixir and jade dew, the three of them ate very ironing.
The relationship between the three of them also seemed to be one step closer, and while chatting and laughing, An Xingchen took out two pieces of red blood jade and handed them to the two of them.
Yan Zenyi took it and took a look, and the four big characters "Zhou Family Distinguished Guest" were engraved on it, which made her cry and laugh a little. At the beginning, An Xingchen said that he would give her a jade plate that would not be slaughtered by the Zhou family's shop, but she just took it as a joke.
But she didn't expect that she really found this good blood jade and carved such a jade plaque.
"Da Zhou, my Zhou family shops are all over the world, I have reported to my grandfather, this noble guest jade plate is only these two pieces, the two of you are my most important friends, one for each person, I am not partial!" An Xingchen said with a smile.
How much work did these two jade plates waste for her to make her grandfather nod in agreement, only she knows.
"Also, in addition to the shops, this jade card can be directly withdrawn for silver when it goes to our Zhou family's money bank ticket number." An Xingchen carefully introduced the various functions of this jade plate, and added a little embarrassedly, "But there is still a limit, 100,000 taels of silver." ”
"Thank you!" Yan Chanyi hugged An Xingchen's narrow shoulders, pulled Yun Xuanji on the side, hugged them together, and said softly, "You two are also my best friends." ”
Speaking of friends, Yan Zenyi has some regrets, she also has a very appreciative friend Ma Yueli, but it is a pity that she was unable to come today.
Yun Xuanji's nervous back didn't dare to straighten up, but he was afraid that Yan Zen would be very tired if he hugged him. An Xingchen had a rare opportunity to get so close to Yun Xuanji, so he didn't dare to move.
Only Yan Zenyi was very immersed in the embrace of the three of them.
"After I leave, the business of the capital will be handed over to you. If you need me for something, let the honey whisper send me a message. Yan Chanyi thought of the few stores she founded, and she was a little reluctant, but handing them over to the two of them also made her feel at ease.
"How do you get it like a tuogu, don't worry, it's just to make money, I'm talented." An Xingchen smiled and packed the ticket, "I will also pay the dividends to your mother regularly every month, okay?" Also, I'm already proposing to my grandfather to hand over the business of Shizhou to me. Maybe in a few months, your fiefdom will be full of my rouge shops. ”
"If you really spread the rouge to Shizhou, how about I work with you on a few new projects?" Yan Zenyi believes that An Xingchen is sensitive to silver in her bones, and with the big tree of her grandfather's house, her business in Shizhou will definitely develop rapidly.
An Xingchen didn't know what the new project was, just hearing her say that she wanted to cooperate again, he was already a little excited and couldn't find the north.