There are two opposites of hope and disappointment in the world, and with hope there will be disappointment, and at this time I fell from the top of hope to the bottom of disappointment.

Roaring twice and slashing the monster in front of me, lying on the ground and looking at the white clouds in the sky, I was a little helpless, a little lonely, physically and mentally tired, recalling the scene just now, my heart was about to break.

Ten minutes ago, we consumed N multi-person + on me, Lin Mengxue and Feixue were killed and pushed to a level 55 diamond-level BOSS, my helmet and cuirass fell, Lin Mengxue's sword fell, Feixue's shield fell, and this time my heart was cold again, Lin Mengxue and Feixue's equipment were asked back on the spot, and my two pieces of equipment were missing like last time.

Not only that, Lin Mengxue and Feixue also paid compensation on the spot, but I was criticized on the spot for being said to be malicious fraud, and even my salary was reduced by 1000, which means that the compensation from the last time was taken in again this time.

A boss came down, I didn't get a piece of equipment, I didn't get a single gold coin, and I died once, but fortunately, this death was just to consume today's resurrection stone, and asked Song Cheng and Zhou Mengyue why, their explanation made me have an urge to delete the game, saying that it was to allocate equipment needs on demand, and the sword that burst out was just 50 gold-level, and Song Cheng took it on the spot just right to use it, and there was also a 45-level gold-level helmet to make Lin Mengxue more fleshy and give it to her, I have no opinion on these.

What makes me the biggest opinion is the distribution of a level 50 combat boots.,I'm still the garbage more than 40-level silver combat boots that the captain gave me last time.,It's the worst in our group.,The result is that because my output is not as high as Zhou Mengyue.,I'll give this combat boot to Zhou Mengyue.,The MT output of a front row absorbing damage is higher than that of a person in the back row who is a lot better than his own equipment? Then what do you have to do in the back row.

And then it made me have a kind of idea of wanting to pick a child on the spot, just after the boss said that he was going to eat, a person hurriedly ran over and said something to Zhou Mengyue, and Zhou Mengyue told me on the spot that I wanted to collect some bones immediately, and I won't be allowed to go to the birthday party, and bring me a copy when they come back, what else can I say at this time, after all, it's someone's birthday, she doesn't invite you to go, you can't be hard-headed.

In this way, I was left alone in the studio to beat the bones of what Rausch, and I didn't finish the required amount until more than 5 o'clock in the afternoon, and a group of them didn't come back, until 6 o'clock Qiufeng ran back, carrying several bags of food in his hand, and rushed into my room the moment he entered the studio, and said with a guilty face: "I'm sorry brother, I've been playing with Sister Zhou Mengyue for too long, I forgot that you haven't eaten yet, this is what I bought for my brother, and it's all what my brother likes to eat." ”

Looking at the sad face and a little self-blame Qiu Feng, my heart instantly softened, and said with a smile: "It's okay, it's not a big deal for my brother to eat less." ”

"But my brother is so tired every day, his body can't stand it if he doesn't eat." Qiu Feng said with a soft gaze in his eyes.

"It's okay, my brother was not more tired than this when he was professional, sometimes he could only eat one meal a day, I survived at that time, and now it's nothing, come and eat with my brother."

Seeing that I wasn't angry, Qiu Feng also laughed and ran to the kitchen and said, "Well, I'll go to the chopsticks and bowls." ”

Brought the food to the dinner table and ate with Qiu Feng, and suddenly felt that comfortable feeling, the feeling that made me want to stay in Mingmeng's studio, and the unhappiness in my heart slowly dissipated, and I even laughed involuntarily.

Qiu Feng looked at me and asked curiously, "What's wrong, brother?" ”

I reached forward and took the paper to wipe the vegetable juice from Qiu Feng's mouth, and said with a smile: "It's okay, I just feel that this meal is really delicious." ”

"Really?"

"Well, of course."

"Well, it's good if my brother likes it."

Looking at the cute and related little Lori in front of me, I secretly sighed in my heart: "It's really my blessing to have such a sister." ”

After dinner, I sent Qiu Feng to the place where Zhou Mengyue and the others played, and then left quietly, anyway, Zhou Mengyue and Song Cheng didn't want to see me, and I didn't want to see Song Cheng's hypocritical face, so leaving like this is good for both sides.

I went home and continued to level up online, until a group of people came back in the evening, and then I went to push a boss and went offline to rest, because it won't be easy from tomorrow.

……

"Ding~!"

System Prompt: Congratulations to your squad for killing the fallen Salamander (Diamond Boss) and receiving: 400000 XP and 1000 Honor.

System Prompt: Congratulations on reaching level 60.

I wiped the dust off my face and chose to go back to the city without looking back, because I knew that the dividends would never have anything to do with me, and this was the conclusion I came to in two weeks.

Since Zhou Mengyue's birthday, he said that he pushed the boss action, and organized people to attack the boss every day, of course, not only us, but almost all the cities have also started to frantically brush the boss, and the establishment of guilds has also appeared one after another.

Just two days after we established the guild, the SP Guild and the Shengshi Guild were officially established, followed by the establishment of guilds such as Evil and Powerful Storm, and then yesterday the Anti-Heaven Guild was officially established as the Mingmeng Alliance, and in an instant, Mingmeng became the largest guild in Silent City, which made Zhou Mengyue happy.

The strategy of the past few days can be said to be a straight fat for others, and for me I am already about to lose into a dog, first of all, the loss of the strategy, my weapons Ninghua Sword and Glass Sword are all broken because of the burial sword, and every time I encounter a crisis, I am forced to use the burial sword by Zhou Mengyue, although I am very helpless, but the situation at that time is indeed the rhythm of destroying the group without need, so far my sword has been replaced with a garbage to no one wants a 50-level silver-level long sword.

And then the equipment on my body, except for the bracers, other equipment opportunities were blown up, of course, all of these equipment disappeared, none of them were returned, and even my Zhenwu cloak didn't know who hacked it, from a gold-level diamond-level mash-up to a silver-level and a diamond-level mash-up after two months.

And then it's the PK of the first two days.,Because of the problem of equipment and level.,I lost in the hands of Bai Hei in a row.,The record of Death and Meng Yi when they came to fight with me during the usual rest was a negative record.。

Death and Meng Yi also asked me privately what was going on, saying why I was so depressed, but I was sent away with a few faint words, and I was exclusively excluded from many meetings in private meetings, Lin Mengxue, Feixue, and Qiufeng were all a little unhappy, I said it didn't matter, why didn't I protest after the meeting, I just laughed it off.

As for why, it's because I know that the current Song Cheng is only dealing with me, his body and mind are now on me, and he is thinking about how to make me miserable, if I am destined to go back to other MMs in the studio to help me at this time, the people who help me at that time are destined to be implicated, so the gains outweigh the losses.

The two weeks in the game have been a torment for me, I am so tired every day, I feel so tired physically and mentally every morning that I don't want to play, and this exhaustion even exceeds the hardest time when I was playing professionally, both physically and mentally.

Every morning after pushing the BOSS to brush the level, and then go to the BOSS in the afternoon, either to contribute to the team to brush the level, to help low-level players upgrade or to recruit players, at night either to brush the level, or to recruit players, only with the occasional and Lin Mengxue Qiufeng when they go to level up to do tasks do they feel a sense of relaxation and pleasure.

Looking at the Silent City, and then at the Mingmeng badge on my shoulder, I felt like crying, since entering the Silent City, my life has almost changed drastically, and the pleasant feeling I had in the Holy Light City has never appeared again.

Then I teleported to the Holy Light City to the bridge at the West Gate, leaning on the pier where I used to lean, looking at the sparse players, this place was the place where we used to gather at that time, and I could still vaguely see the bits and pieces of the beginning.

took off the badge on his shoulder and said with a wry smile: "Mingmeng...... Is this really what I want? Maybe it's time to leave. ”

I came to a tree and leaned back and closed my eyes, feeling the breeze blowing, just like at the beginning.

"Sedum?"

A voice not far away entered my ears, I hurriedly stood up, looked back and found that it was Lin Mengxue, hurriedly rubbed the water droplets from the corners of my eyes, and asked in surprise: "Xiaoxue, why are you here?" ”

"Sedum ......"

Lin Mengxue looked at me with a tired face, and suddenly hugged me, and in the face of a sudden hug, I had almost no defense, and I was thrown to the ground at once.

I was a little overwhelmed and said, "What's going on?" ”

Lin Mengxue leaned into my arms, kept pounding my chest, and asked loudly, "Why?" Why? I still have to endure so much injustice. ”

I smiled and said, "Because I still have you." ”

Lin Mengxue's hand stopped there, and the whole person was stunned, a trace of red slowly appeared on her face, and she muttered, "What do you say, I ......"

I touched Lin Mengxue's head and said with a smile: "Because there is no chance." ”

Lin Mengxue suddenly became nervous, glared at me and asked, "No chance...... What is the meaning. ”

"Because I'm leaving."

"Is it to leave Mingmeng?"

"Well, so you're going to have to be good in the future."

"Don't ...... No...... I don't want you to go, woo woo ......"

Lin Mengxue instantly collapsed when she heard the news that I was leaving, tears gushed out like a flood that burst the embankment, hugged me tightly, and said, "I don't want you to go, I ...... Woohoo......"

Looking at Lin Mengxue with tears in her eyes, I also felt a little unbearable, but if I stayed, there would only be more bad things happening, and that was not what I hoped for.

"Lin Mengxue, you are a good girl, and you are also a smart girl, you have to work your own in the future, you have to believe in yourself, you will definitely become stronger, as for my departure, it is inevitable, Song Cheng has been torturing me during this time, squeezing everything from me, that is, forcing me to go by myself, but if I continue, he will personally fire me when he loses patience, you also know that the relationship between me and Zhou Mengyue is not very good now, and she will not help me speak."

"I'll help you talk." Lin Mengxue wiped her tears and sobbed.

"Ending 2:1, PASS!"

"No, I'm going to go to Sister Yue and say, I must keep you, I'm ......" said here Lin Mengxue lowered her head.

I smiled: "You also know that there is no hope, you should not talk about this matter, you must know that the relationship between the two of you is so good, you go and talk to me, she will definitely think that you and I are together, the relationship between the two of you is bound to deteriorate, if my matter makes your relationship bad, I will be sad, this thing is like this." ”

Lin Mengxue was silent, her face was pressed against my chest, tears flowed down the armor and splashed small drops on the ground, Lin Mengxue looked at me with a reluctant face, and muttered, "Do you really want to leave?" ”

I nodded, "Yes." ”

Lin Mengxue wiped her eyes, sat up from my arms, took out a long sword from her backpack, and said, "Then you must bring this." ”