Chapter 577: A Weightless Life
Subsequently, Butterfly accompanied Zhuang Yousheng to Germany for the final stage of rehabilitation.
The kite was temporarily handed over to the diving bird to raise. That day, the diving bird suddenly received a call from the butterfly, and he was happy at first, he thought that the butterfly had changed his mind and wanted to get back together with him, but after hearing the result, the whole person sank into the ice cellar at once, and his body was cold.
In an instant, he realized that his life with the butterfly was really over. There will be no more future, and there will be no more possibilities, because the butterfly is clearly resolutely ready to plunge into the world of Zhuang Yousheng.
To him, although she is beautiful, she is a butterfly that flies into someone else's garden and will never fly into her own world again. It's just a short fate with yourself, joking and kissing for a while, but it doesn't belong to you, how can you have extravagant hopes?
You can only watch her go, but you can't do anything about it.
Today, diving birds finally understand what is weightless, what is helpless, and what is helpless. Back then, as soon as you let go, love has already slipped through your fingers. What is missing, sometimes it is difficult to have it again.
It's just that young people always realize it so late, and they always think that this is just their ex, and they still have a good year, and there are better flowers waiting to be picked by themselves. By the time you know it's time to cherish it, it's all a foregone conclusion.
No one can understand the feeling of suddenly knowing that you are lost and no more, although in fact, you have been waiting for such an ending, but when it comes to the real face, you will still feel extremely painful.
The diving bird felt that he could not say a word, and he gritted his teeth and tried to keep himself calm, he was afraid that if he let go, he would say something that he would regret. He felt as if his heart was being pulled back little by little by some invisible force, and slowly began to detach from the butterfly world.
Yes, he must retreat silently into his own world, close the door forever, forget this woman forever, entangled for half a life, painful for half a life, waiting for half a life, disappointed for half a life, but after all, there is no chance to waste a woman.
He knew that he hated her in his heart, but he couldn't blame her, only himself.
He also knew that the second half of his life would be spent in a long oblivion. The thought of this made him shiver all over. He also knew that the only way to eliminate this pain was for him to marry quickly, find a woman, and take the place of a butterfly in his life. Immerse yourself in a busy family life.
It's a no-brainer, but does he really want to?
He had been silent on the phone, listening to the voice of the butterfly man as if his heart was torn apart.
The butterfly was obviously a little sad as well, so her tone was a little dull. She didn't want to mention Zhuang Yousheng's affairs too much, so she quickly switched the theme to stop kites.
The butterfly was asking for his opinion.
The diving bird agreed without saying a word. Finally, this incident relieved him a little, so that the kite could return to his side, which was what he had been praying for. When he returned to him, he vaguely seemed to see a glimmer of hope again, at least with this woman, there was still a little blood tie with this woman.
He was grateful to the butterfly for this decision, although he also understood that the butterfly could not actually carry the kite. But in any case, she can take the initiative to hand over the child to herself, which can be regarded as her heart.
However, he still said in a cold tone: I will take care of him, don't worry. He is also my son.
Butterfly's heart rippled, although there were a lot of things to say in her heart, but this kind of conversation was always a little embarrassing, and many words were tangled in her heart.
The diving bird said, "I'll just pick it up."
The butterfly smiled dryly and said, "It's okay." I'll get his stuff in order then.
The diving bird said coldly: I can buy new ones.
The butterfly couldn't say anything, her mouth curled, and she swallowed the rest of the words.
Although Zhi Kite was a little emotional, when he knew that he could live with his father for a while, and with the company of Qianqian, a cute big dog, he agreed. However, he still snuggled into the butterfly's arms with a heavy heart, and asked tiredly: Mom, you won't want me, will you?
The butterfly smiled inexplicably and said: How could I not want you? I'm just going to accompany your Uncle Zhuang for a few months, and then I'm going to come back. Your mother is a Chinese, she has never been abroad since she was a child, and she will never leave here in this life. You can rest assured. You have been living well with your father in the past few months, obediently, you have to be obedient, remember? You didn't say you wanted to see Qianqian all day long, in the future, you can be with Qianqian every day. Don't be naughty with Qianqian, you know?
Zhi Kite thought for a while, was happy, and suddenly became unhappy again and said: Mom, why can't you take me with you?
Butterfly smiled dumbly and said: Mother has to take care of Uncle Zhuang, where is the time to take care of you?
Zhi Kite pouted, but didn't say anything.
The butterfly rubbed his head, kissed the corner of his forehead, and said: Your father knows that you are going and has decided to take you out to play during the summer vacation.
Zhiqi's eyes lit up for a moment, and he was still a little depressed, and said: Mom, in short, I still want to be with you. I don't care what to play.
Butterfly said: Mom will be back soon, don't make trouble, okay? In the fall, Mom and you agreed that in the fall, Mom will come back. If you make trouble again, how about sending you to your grandmother and living with Uncle Bi?
The kite immediately screamed and said, "Don't, mother, don't!" I still live with my dad, not with Uncle Bi! No!
The butterfly looked at him, smiled leisurely and said: Don't make trouble?
The kite looked cautiously at the butterfly and muttered, "Okay, that's it." You'll definitely come back to pick me up in the fall!
The butterfly said: Autumn, definitely.
That day, when the diving bird came to catch the kite, he barely made eye contact with the butterfly, and he deliberately avoided it, or he didn't want to face her at all.
I just buried my head and quickly moved away the things that stopped the kite, didn't say a word, and didn't want to stay too long, and then sat in the car and waited for the kite.
The slightest wisp of cold indifference, how could the butterfly not feel it, but she could only endure it by herself. The expression of the diving bird today, she had actually expected it a long time ago.
Fortunately, they did not meet alone, and there was a kite to ease the atmosphere. The kite is a little offended, but it is just enough to melt the ice between them.
Finally, she said something to the kite, and watched their car leave, the butterfly had never been so sad, she stood there and watched for a long time, in fact, the car was long gone.
A gust of wind blows, the cherry blossom trees rustle, and the greenery flutters all over the ground. Suddenly, I felt that my eyes were already full of tears. Back then, she had seen the young man who was still arrogant, but now she is scattered and scattered, and everything is really like this, and she can't go back. Step by step, before I know it, half of my life has been passed, and I don't know if I did it wrong or right? I don't know if I owe anything?
It's just that after so much, the diving bird is no longer the scorching teenager, and he is no longer the flawless butterfly. The atrium has long been mottled, the yin and yin are clouded, and innocence has been lost.
Without worry, Butterfly quickly applied for a visa and flew to H City to meet Zhuang Yousheng.