Chapter 756: Sun Xiaoxi and Shi Lei reminisce about the past Shi Lei promised to smile at life in the future
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Sent Sun Xiaoxi's mother away, Xiaoxi motioned for Shi Lei to sit beside him, and the two of them communicated together, about Shi Lei's recent performance, Sun Xiaoxi laughed at Shi Lei for how he had experienced so many ups and downs and sad things, and he could really be so depressed and always so decadent.
Seeing Shi Lei so decadent, Sun Xiaoxi's mood always collapsed all of a sudden, Sun Xiaoxi never felt that Shi Lei was a person who could be defeated so easily, but in reality, it was such a real reflection of Shi Lei's fragility, Sun Xiaoxi felt sorry for Shi Lei, but seeing Shi Lei's discouraged appearance, he still hoped to help him cheer up energetically.
I have been thinking about how to face Shi Lei's state before? Although Sun Xiaoxi has some theories of her own, it is difficult to practice, and these things are very stressful for Sun Xiaoxi, because although she feels that these methods of her own can help Shi Lei return to his original state, she didn't expect that whenever she looks at Shi Lei, she can't think of any way except for wanting to protect him in distress.
Shi Lei told Xiaoxi about his misfortune every time, and Xiaoxi always listened to him distressedly, although it was always just a few words, but Xiaoxi still listened in order to make Shi Lei feel better. The friends around him told Sun Xiaoxi that although he was reluctant, he should still let Shi Lei wake up from excessive sadness, and only in this way could he really help Shi Lei.
Xiaoxi listened to the words of his friends, and felt that he should no longer let Shi Lei be involved in this sad emotion, and he couldn't extricate himself. So after she saw Shi Lei with tears shining again, Xiaoxi suddenly felt a little disappointed and a little bored.
He said to Shi Lei again, "Shi Lei, can you be sober, this thing is already like this, your parents are just gone, even if you are sad, even if you are depressed, what can you change?" You stay at home like this, waiting for who will support you? After all, you're still alive, can't you live a little bit of it? When Sun Xiaoxi said this, Shi Lei's originally depressed and crying face suddenly showed some stunned expressions.
remembered Shi Lei's previous answer: "Okay, do you dislike me?" If you dislike me, you can go, I don't have to force you to be with me, I'm such a person, you can leave if you can't stand it, I don't force it! After Shi Lei was stunned for a short time, he began to resist strongly, he was actually very afraid that Xiaoxi would leave her, but he still said duplicity.
Xiaoxi was about to stretch out his hand to comfort Shi Lei, but the outstretched hand was quickly retracted like a spring. She knew in her heart that she couldn't indulge Shi Lei anymore and let him exist in her sadness for too long. She loves this man, and she must make him sober, only in this way will Shi Lei's life become truly meaningful, and everything will have new vitality.
"Shi Lei, are you sober and clear, see what you have become now? Do you see if you still have a little bit of a man's appearance? Now you have a poor sense of responsibility, I don't know what you are doing? Is that any good for you? Sun Xiaoxi said and said, he really hated the feeling that iron is not steel, and he picked up a glass of water by his side and poured it directly down Shi Lei's head, Shi Lei's stunned expression appeared on his face more obviously.
"You don't like me anymore, do you? Then you're leaving! I don't have to force you to stay here with me, do I? You go, go, I want to bask in this grief, I will! I just like the feeling of doing nothing, what can you do to me? Shi Lei shouted excitedly while crying frantically.
Shi Lei turned around, and was about to leave in a frenzy, running towards the door. Sun Xiaoxi didn't stop him, thinking that he must cure him, and he didn't have any urge to chase him out at first. However, after a long time, seeing that Shi Lei did not come back and did not answer the phone, Sun Xiaoxi got up in a hurry and ran downstairs frantically, only to find Shi Lei lying there at the gate of the community.
Sun Xiaoxi helped Shi Lei up, Shi Lei said weakly: "I know this state is not good, but I really don't know how to be brave, I'm sorry Xiaoxi, I will listen to you in the future, after all, there are still you in this world who are worthy of my attachment." When Sun Xiaoxi heard Shi Lei's words, he felt that he had finally improved, and smiled happily.
However, now Sun Xiaoxi feels that Shi Lei is still very different from that time, for example, as long as he enlightens him now, he can think of a lot of things, and he will not imprison himself in one idea and let himself toss and turn to accept all kinds of sad things, then everything can be changed naturally, so that Sun Xiaoxi is still a little gratified, otherwise I really don't know that I can fully accept Shi Lei who has not grown at all.
All this is embarrassing for Shi Lei, although Sun Xiaoxi said that he has made some progress, but for Shi Lei, he really understands that he has always shown a glass heart as a man for so long, which is really a very undesirable thing, and he also feels embarrassed, so he can only smile embarrassedly.
Sun Xiaoxi said that he hadn't heard Shi Lei's complaints for so long, but it was only after so long that he complained again, which was already a great progress, seeing Sun Xiaoxi's state, a look of educating children and cultivating children, Shi Lei was also very embarrassed, it turned out that Sun Xiaoxi had been coaxing himself like a child for so long, how could he accept such behavior as a big man, he must cheer up and face all this, no matter how fast the world changes, What kind of thing happens to you shouldn't be so depressed, you must use your arms to support your family life.
Shi Lei smiled embarrassedly, saying that his previous things could not be changed, but in the future, he would not let Sun Xiaoxi catch the laughing stock, he would definitely cheer up and face all this, and he would care about all this better, and he also believed that he could handle the current things well, and he would definitely face his future life with a new look. This is the most important thing for the two of them to do, Shi Lei's confident appearance is really so handsome for Sun Xiaoxi, looking forward to their lives getting better and better!