Yan Zenyi really wants to go back to the dream just now, even if it's just to be a real idiot.

But she didn't know how to go back, if she was unconscious, she was obviously in a coma. If she had to be near-death, how could she use this translucent soul to kill the real body on the hospital bed?

Now she could only stand beside her body, looking helplessly.

Although her body lay peacefully on the hospital bed, the pain of her body was transmitted to her soul. She could only huddle in the corner of the hospital room and sit quietly in the corner.

She hoped that the doctor who had just left would come back and remove her ventilator and let her die peacefully.

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"Master," the six-year-old little novice pulled the wide sleeves of Master Shi An beside him, and asked with puzzlement, "Can that little doll in the Yanwang Mansion really save me?" ”

Ever since he followed Master out of Huguo Temple, he had always wanted to ask this question. On weekdays, the master always didn't let him out of the temple, but today he took the initiative to lead him out of the temple unusually.

Master said that today was the day of his redeeming birth, so he took him to the door. He didn't understand, so he would just follow the master step by step towards the Yanwang Mansion.

Everything he knew was taught by his master. Sometimes Master's words are very profound, and sometimes they are very simple. So sometimes he understands it, sometimes he doesn't.

He knew that he was not just a little novice with a legal name, he was also the crown prince of Wei. He didn't know what a prince was, and he was happy enough to be a little novice.

Master said that he was destined to become a demon, and the only person who could change his fate was in this Zhou Kingdom. So as soon as he was born, he was brought to the Kingdom of Zhou by the master.

Master also said that his mother died in childbirth when she gave birth to him.

His father loved his mother very much, so as soon as he was born, his father made him the crown prince. But his father also hated him a little because of the death of his mother, so without the slightest hesitation, he let the master take him away while he was still in infancy.

He asked Master, what is a demon? Master said that those who will do whatever it takes to satisfy the infinite dark desires of their hearts are demons. He didn't think he was going to be a demon, because he didn't have any desires, let alone dark desires.

Master said that he hoped that he would not complain about his father, who only loved his mother too much, so he sent him away. There are no 3,000 beauties in his father's harem, and there has always been only his mother.

He asked Master, what is love? Master shook his head, thought about it for a long time, and finally said, you are still young, and you will understand when you grow up.

He asked Master again, "Then you have grown up, do you understand?" The master glared at him, and then said angrily, Amitabha! The Buddha said that you can't say it!

He guessed that Master didn't know what love was.

Every time he asked a question that the master couldn't answer, this enlightened master in the eyes of outsiders would always be like a child with a laipi, stroked his beard and said, Amitabha! The Buddha said that it cannot be said.

Master always wouldn't let him leave the temple.

He knew it was because of his left eye, the pupil of his left eye was naturally purple, so he always wore a jet-black blindfold. He only takes off the blindfold of his left eye when he is in the backyard of the temple.

He always listened to Master and believed in Master unconditionally. Therefore, the master said that the little doll born in the Yanwang Mansion today would be his salvation, and even though he didn't understand it, he still believed it.

"If she is willing, she can save the world." The master rubbed his bare little head, looked at him with a squinting gaze, and said earnestly, "What if she ...... That's it, the secret of heaven must not be revealed, it is all up to your own creation. ”

Wei Youchen scratched the top of his head that had just been touched by the master, and looked at Master Shi'an with some suspicion.

When the master doesn't know how to pretend to understand, he will say it, but the Buddha can't say it. Why is there another sentence today that cannot be disclosed? Does Master know or not?

No dust is no longer to think deeply.

As Master said, everything is fate. So whether you want to or not, what should come will always come. So why should he bother himself?

Wei Youchen looked at the sunset that had become an afterglow in the mountains, and thought happily that when he returned to the temple at this hour, the senior brothers must have prepared a meal.

I don't know if today's meal will be made by the senior brother Xuchen, or the third senior brother Wuchen, as long as it is not the second senior brother Kongchen, then he can eat several bowls of rice.

Huguo Temple is a very large temple, but there are only five monks in it. There are actually a lot of people who want to come to Hukokuji Temple to become monks, and even some of them are the children of rich families in Kyoto, who can't come because of a momentary request.

But the master just glanced at it lightly, and then refused, "You are not over." Or, "You have no relationship with the Buddha." ”

Wei Youchen often thinks that when he came to this Huguo Temple and became a little novice who didn't understand anything, was it what the master said, and he had a relationship with the Buddha?

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Yan Zenyi was still cowering motionless in the corner of the ICU ward, and she didn't know how much time had passed.

There were no windows in this single ICU room, and she could not see the change of day and night, only two groups of doctors who came to the ward rounds, and both groups of people had come in three times.

When the doctors came in, they would just say something she didn't understand and leave.

She was a little scared, would she be trapped in this ward like this for thirteen years?

The soulless body lying in the middle of the hospital bed was still asleep without moving. I don't know if the doctor gave her body painkillers, she no longer feels pain. She didn't understand why the hospital hadn't given up on her since she had no money.

Her parents would never take out her money to fill her bottomless pit, and her parents' pockets were just a black hole for her. Even if it was a momentary discovery of conscience, it would never be possible for her to live in such a luxurious single ICU.

The nurse came in to change her needle again, and the nurse hummed a little song and walked to the bed with her eyebrows crooked, but her face changed after looking at her.

Yan Zenyi saw that the nurse pressed the red first aid button on the wall in a hurry.

She didn't know what was going on, so she wanted to go up and see what was going on, but she only took a step, and the scene under her feet disappeared like a passing cloud.

She came to the quaint courtyard again, and the hospital gown on her body had changed into a pink light leno skirt.

There is a huge peach tree in the yard, and the peach blossoms are blooming just right. The spring breeze gently blows off the pink petals and scatters them on a small deck chair under the tree. On the recliner lay a little girl with a double bun and a pink Luo skirt, who looked no more than three years old.

The little girl lay on the small recliner with her eyes out of focus, looking at the pink peach petals with an expressionless face, falling in front of her eyes.

"Miss, today is your birthday, so for lunch, let's go to Shaohuayuan to eat with the princess!" Mama Ruan had just finished tidying up the eldest lady's bed and was walking out of the wing, "The princess personally made noodles for you, and stewed beef brisket for the prince!" ”

The little girl lying on the recliner didn't react at all, and it wasn't until Mama Ruan walked up to the recliner and pulled her that she followed Mama Ruan's strength and stood up from the recliner.

Yan Zenyi was still glad to be back just now, but she didn't expect that she was trapped in the ward and didn't know how time turned over, this girl was already three years old. She floated, following behind Mama Ruan and Xiao Yan Zenyi, and walked towards the Shaohua Garden, where the princess was.

Still far away, Yan Zenyi saw that the princess was stretching her neck and looking at the gate of the courtyard.

I haven't seen her for three years, and the princess is still the same beautiful and dignified woman, but her complexion is not much better than after giving birth. At the moment, there is still a dark blue, and his face is pale, which is not much better than rice paper.

"Zen!" Seeing Mama Ruan from a distance with Xiao Yan Zen Yi coming over, the princess immediately greeted her, squatted down a little excitedly to pick up the silk handkerchief in her hand, and gently wiped Xiao Yan Zen Yi's face, "I haven't seen you grow so much taller in a year, but you have lost a lot of weight." Zen'er, the mother misses you so much. ”

The princess hugged Xiao Yan's Zen clothes as she spoke, as if she wanted to pick up Xiao Yan's Zen clothes, but she stumbled, and put down Xiao Yan's Zen clothes a little sadly, and tears faintly welled up in her eyes.

"Princess, you are not in good health, don't bother, just wait for the old slave to bring the young lady over in the courtyard." Mama Ruan stretched out her hand to help the princess, and quipped with some distress, "Miss is not thin, but she is smoking, and she has lost baby fat, is she becoming more and more like you, princess?" ”

"Thank you Mama for taking care of Zen'er for this concubine." As she spoke, the princess gently wiped the corners of her eyes with a silk handkerchief, and looked at Mama Ruan, who was already overgrown, with gratitude, "I should have let Mama enjoy the blessings, but I still have to take care of Zen'er for the concubine......"

"This is what an old slave should do, and the princess doesn't have to mind." Mama Ruan touched Xiao Yan's head lovingly, and said with a loving smile, "If the body is angry, the old slave still wants to be the lady's dowry." ”

Mama Ruan is the princess's dowry mother, and she was originally the princess's maid.

Three generations of masters have treated her very well, and the princess's mother wanted to send her to get married, but she chose to be the princess's dowry. When the princess was born, she was only fourteen years old, and she watched the princess be born, watched the princess grow up, watched the princess get married, and watched the princess have children.

To put it mildly, in the eyes of Mama Ruan, the princess is like her own daughter, and this little Yan Zen Yi is like her own granddaughter.

Xiao Yan Zen Yi was pulled into Shaohua Garden by the princess and Ruan Mama, Su Manshu kept holding Xiao Yan Zen Yi's hand and never let go, as if she couldn't see enough.

Since she gave birth to Xiaoyan Zenyi, there has not been a day in the whole month that she has not burst into tears, so she has fallen into confinement disease, and her health has become worse and worse.