Chapter 1116: Still the Same (171)
But it's not just that, while repenting, I'm hearing it again and again.
When I was in the palace, and after escaping into this house, the number of times increased even more.
As the truth of the past emerges, everyone blames themselves and speaks deep words.
But what about those words?
Who can be relieved by these words of apology? Can thoughts of self-blame change anything?
Not at all.
Rather, it is painful for the present day.
Seeing her important person constantly blaming herself made her feel even more sad.
"Really...... That's the case......"
"Huh?"
"I seem to finally understand, actually, I also want to apologize to Wei Li. I haven't told you I'm sorry, and even if I don't get forgiven, I feel like I should apologize to you.
But I'm still scared...... What if you say you hate me the most, but it's not like that......"
What exactly is the apology for?
Is it to be forgiven, or is it to make it easier for yourself?
Or do you want to erase an irretrievable past?
"I would love to apologize to you and be forgiven. I obviously did something very excessive, and I still want to be forgiven and apologize, but ...... Maybe that's not going to work......"
The apology is only for the sake of the words that you want to seek forgiveness.
That's probably what everyone is in a lot of pain and unconsciously manifests itself.
But then, nothing will change.
Whether it is Ge Lin regretting the past and denying herself, or apologizing repeatedly, she decides to give up her future with Ran Yixi.
All of them are just blocking the road to the future, an act of no hope.
"Wei Li, I decided. I no longer apologize. The things I have done, the things that are not light, the things that have hurt you, although all of them are wrong, I do not apologize. Instead of apologizing, I want to convey this feeling in other ways. ”
"...... Nestles"
"I like you so much, even if you don't forgive me for what I've done, even if I'm hated, I still like you. So...... Wei Li, don't apologize anymore. ”
Because I like it, I like it the most.
You can't use the phrase "I'm sorry" to make the other party responsible, because there is an important relationship between the two of them that "can't do that".
hugged each other as if they were supporting each other, and for a moment, Jin Chao and Wei Li didn't say anything.
Listening to the heartbeat of being close to each other, I felt that both of them had calmed down, and finally, Wei Li, who had finally calmed down, came up with a sentence, "Yixi, do you like the wind and the past?" ”
"yes, I like it."
"Is that a love for family? Or ......"
"Not for the family. To the wind...... It's the kind of like that wants to be with him even if I lose other things.,I like it the most.。 ”
For the first time, Jinchao directly conveyed this mood to Wei Li.
After all, since a long, long time ago, the original owner has loved the wind.
Even so, I didn't realize it until it evolved into the current situation, and I used the excuse that the wind was an important family member to escape.
Therefore, she will no longer hide from Wei Li the fact that she loves the wind.
"Thank you, Yixi." whispering, Wei Li was separated from Jinchao.
Although tears could still be seen on her face, she showed a gentle smile that she had not seen for a long time, "Go and save the wind." In fact, I've always noticed since I was in the village that Feng Yu cherishes you very, very much, and likes you the most. ”
"Well, I'll save him. I've made an appointment with Feng Gu that I won't leave him alone anymore. ”
"Great......" Wei Li smiled again, and at the same time, a tear that was still left in her eyes slipped down.
But that smile was more beautiful and shining than the smile I had ever seen in the village today......