I don't know what happened, but I do know that it must be big.

And I don't think it's going to be a good thing.

Ma Yan's panic, the kind of six gods without a master, made my heart firm all of a sudden.

I don't know why, but I had a very firm thought in my heart at that moment, I felt that I would carry everything.

I'm arguing with Ma Yan, she's going against me, and the relationship between the two of us is extremely bad in this one, but when I knew that something was wrong, this firm thought in my heart came out of nowhere.

Very determined.

My mobile phone rang, I looked at it was Dao Baomin's phone, and when he called me, I knew that it should be Ma Zhengyuan's business.

I said, "Hey......"

"Ma Zhengyuan is gone, come back for the funeral."

The words of the knife to protect the people are still cold.

His grievances with Ma Zhengyuan may not be resolved, but I can't persuade anything.

I have a big doubt, though.

I asked Dao Baomin, "Why?" ”

"What, why?"

I immediately said, "When I left, I was fine, although I was very weak, but mentally, there was no problem at all, why was it suddenly gone?" ”

After I finished speaking, I looked at Ma Yan, she was kneeling there, expressionless, no longer the woman who quarreled with me and upset me and made me hate me to gnash my teeth, but I suddenly felt a lot less fun and a lot less humane.

I felt even more uncomfortable.

Dao Baomin said: "I don't know. ”

After Dao Baomin finished speaking, he hung up the phone, very ruthless.

I took a deep breath, I didn't know how to persuade Ma Yan, and at this time, I didn't know what to say to make him feel relieved.

I can't say anything, because I know that whatever I say is useless, and the sadness is uncontrollable at this time.

I looked at Ma Yan's face, and I thought of myself, of the time when I was in the crematorium, waiting for my father's ashes to come out.

It's tormenting, but it's empty, like someone has hollowed out your brain, and then you throw it in a pan of oil and fry it, without any thoughts, only pain.

And at that time, Sister Ling came over to hug me, and the stranger's hug made me survive that torment.

So, I didn't say anything, just sat down, I hugged Ma Yan, and she immediately hugged me tightly as if she had found a marriage.

Like a little girl who finally found her father's arms, she kept drilling into my arms, and I didn't know where to go, very nervous, very helpless, and very long.

"Ah...... Ah......h

Ma Yan cried, crying so embarrassed, so helpless, it was silent crying, uncontrollable crying, crying, which made my heart more determined.

I know that for a long time in the future, Ma Yan is useless, she can't survive, although she looks like a domineering female president, but in fact, I know that she is very fragile.

All the strong appearances of a person are to protect her fragile heart, and now, her strong appearance has been destroyed, and she only has a fragile heart left.

In this wolf-like environment, I have to be more determined and stronger to protect Ma Yan, who has lost her shell.

The car, driving fast, but the faster, the more urgent, from day, to night, I know that the road in the mining area is difficult to walk, but this moment is unprecedentedly difficult, what is called returning to the heart like an arrow, I finally understand now.

Moreover, I also have a strong guilt in my heart, if I didn't fight with Ma Yan, perhaps, at this moment, Ma Yan should accompany her father in the hospital and send her father on his last journey.

What a cruel thing I did.

At the end of Ma Zhengyuan's life, he must have hoped that Ma Yan would accompany him, and Ma Yan wanted to accompany Ma Zhengyuan to the last journey.

Ma Yan kept saying that she should go to the hospital to accompany her father, and it was me who should have gone and took her away.

How cruel did I do?

I blame myself......

I just looked at Ma Yan like this, she knelt on the ground motionless, lying quietly on my knees, she didn't get up, just knelt like this.

Crying quietly, crying tired, stop by herself, when she thinks of the sad place, she cries quietly again, and the cycle repeats, I feel distressed to watch.

Be quiet......

The whole world was quiet.

Ma Yan roared when she received the news of her father's death, and on the way back from Myanmar, Ma Yan, who was sitting in the car, didn't say anything, just knelt quietly in the car, facing the east.

In this way, she knelt for three hours, did not get up, and quietly kept filial piety for her father.

This is the filial piety inheritance of the ancient family, which is rare in today's society.

Three hours, quiet crying, quiet pain, quiet in her own way, farewell to her father.

The car, at one o'clock in the evening, returned to Ruicheng and we went straight to the hospital.

After arriving at the hospital, I hurriedly got out of the car and opened the car door, I looked at Ma Yan, who was still kneeling, and I knew that she couldn't stand up.

I looked at her with no master, I didn't say anything, just hugged her and took her down.

She was thin and weak, but the moment she came, she struggled to jump out of my arms and fell to the ground, and I watched her hands break, but she struggled to get up, and walked towards the hospital step by step with her heavy legs.

At this time, I looked at her back, how similar it was to me.

I immediately walked up, I didn't hold her, I just followed her quietly.

When he arrived at the entrance of the hospital, Ma Quan knelt down, and he walked up on his knees crying loudly, and the whole hall was crying thunderously, hundreds of people, and the hospital hall was full.

All of them wore white silk on their heads and sackcloth.

That picture is very shocking.

I watched as Dao Baomin walked out resolutely, holding a white silk for Ma Quan to hang around his neck.

"Crying, crying, crying, crying? You are not allowed to cry. ”

Dao Baomin became extremely stern at this time, very unkind, which made people feel very disgusted, and everyone looked at him and felt unhappy, but who can understand Dao Baomin?

At this time, he must be strict and unkind, because, to do things, he can't grind and chirp like other people, persuade this, say that, he has to be ruthless.

Dao Baomin took a set of filial piety clothes and stuffed them directly into Ma Yan's hand, he said coldly: "Put it on quickly, go up and dress your father." ”

After Ma Yan heard this, she didn't say anything, she was like an extremely obedient little girl, and she hurriedly wore filial piety clothes, but she couldn't wear it well, and she was wearing it for the first time, so she was in a hurry.

I watched her put on her filial piety clothes, but I didn't know the front and back, the left and right, and I didn't know how to tie the hair.

She was on the verge of breaking down.

I hurried over to help her tie her hairband, put on her filial piety clothes, tie her belt, and help her up.

Dao Baomin said to me: "You are not a member of the horse gang, and you have no seniority, but you should wear a filial badge and show your heart." ”

I nodded, took the filial piety chapter that Dao Baomin gave me, hung it on my arm, and I helped Ma Yan up and walked into the elevator.

As soon as they got on the elevator, Ma Yan and Ma all knelt down, and both of them burst into tears.

I was shocked in my heart, this kind of family-style filial piety gave me a new understanding of the end of life.

However, I squinted my eyes and looked at the sky.

The closer I got to Ma Zhengyuan, the heavier the doubts in my heart became.

Ma Zhengyuan, why did he leave suddenly?