"At least if you die, you won't have to be so miserable anymore!"

Luo Lingling said angrily, her emotions were about to reach the critical point of collapse, her body trembled because she was too excited, and tears flowed out uncontrollably.

"Lingling ......" Xu Ying felt very uncomfortable and wanted to go up and comfort Luo Lingling.

However, she had just touched Luo Lingling's hand, and Luo Lingling shook her hand away with a force.

"Get out! Don't touch me! I don't need your sympathy! I don't want to hear all that nonsense you guys are talking about! I just want to die now! ”

"I'm not like you! You have feet to walk and eyes to see the world, but I don't! You can do anything, and I can't do anything! ”

"When I accidentally soiled my own clothes, but I had to ask others to help clean them, who can understand such feelings?!"

"You can run on your own legs and see the world with your own eyes! But as for me, I can only sit in a wheelchair like a puppet, and I can't even look at my sister's appearance, so I'm alive...... Obviously alive, but living a life of survival......"

"So, in fact, a long time ago, when my parents died, when I knew that I had become blind and my legs were paralyzed, I already wanted to die!"

"However, my sister is still by my side and has always been with me, so I have survived until now! For a wreck like me, my sister is everything to me! It's what keeps me alive! It's the backbone of my heart! ”

"But...... But ......"

Speaking of this, Luo Lingling couldn't hold back any longer, her emotions completely collapsed, she cried heartbreakingly, tears slid down her cheeks, and she was overwhelmed with grief.

"But! Sister She ...... It's gone! The last family is gone, and only I am a waste left, so what reason do I have to live! ”

"You say! Why should I live! It doesn't make any sense at all, it's better to let me die! ”

"Also, one by one, you will only tell me those truths in a high-sounding manner, as if you understand it very well, in fact, you don't know the pain of losing your loved ones at all, so I said that you don't have a backache when you stand and talk!"

"To be honest, sometimes I really want you to experience my current pain too, so that you can see if you can still say those words!"

After saying this angrily and hysterically, Luo Lingling cried incessantly, venting the pain and sadness in her heart, grief-stricken, disheartened, and showing endless despair.

was infected by Luo Lingling's emotions, looking at her self-abandonment, sad and desperate appearance, Xu Ying couldn't help but shed sad tears, regardless of thirty-seven twenty-one, she hugged her in the past.

"Get out! I said, don't touch me! I don't need your sympathy and comfort! ”

Feeling Xu Ying hugging her, Luo Lingling immediately cried and struggled.

However, no matter how she struggled, Xu Ying didn't let go, and just hugged her.

"Enough, Lingling, don't say it again, I know your pain now, I feel very sad to see you like this, but I don't know how to comfort you, I can only cry with you, just cry out loud, don't suppress yourself......"

"Why...... Why should Heaven be so unfair to me! Took away my mom and dad and made me what I am now...... It's not enough, and now it's taking away the last of my family! ”

"Why be so unfair to me! Why! ”

Feeling that she couldn't break free from Xu Ying's embrace, Luo Lingling gave up the struggle, let Xu Ying hold her, crying hysterically, complaining about the unfairness of fate, and in the end, she couldn't even cry.

Duan Zilian stood beside him, looking at the situation in front of him, in his heart

It was heavy, uncomfortable, and my vision gradually blurred.

Now, he knows why Luo Lingling wants to commit suicide, in the final analysis, it is because Luo Lingling has lost the purpose and motivation to live.

Luo Lingling is blind in both eyes and paralyzed in both legs, and has collapsed a long time ago, feeling that being alive will only feel pain, but not joy, so she will lose the meaning of life, and she wants to commit suicide and die a hundred times.

However, Luo Xinyan's existence has allowed her to live until now, because Luo Xinyan is the driving force that supports her to live.

And now, Luo Xinyan is gone, she completely feels that she has lost the meaning of life, and finally has the idea of cutting her wrists to commit suicide.

Therefore, it is still the original problem, to find a way to make her find the purpose and motivation to live again, maybe she will not have suicidal thoughts again.

But the problem now is that Duan Zilian doesn't know how to solve this problem, and she is very distressed.

The mood completely collapsed, Luo Lingling was crying bitterly, and Xu Ying hugged her and cried sadly together.

Seeing such a situation, Duan Zilian didn't know how to comfort Luo Lingling, so she simply waited for Luo Lingling to cry enough, only hoping that after crying enough, she would feel better.

When the time comes, Duan Zilian will talk to her again and enlighten her.

If it really doesn't work, call a psychiatrist and ask the doctor to give her psychological counseling.

Now, that's all I have to do for now.

"Alas......"

With a heavy sigh, Duan Zilian took a deep breath, wiped the tears from his eyes with his useless left hand, and then picked up the blood-stained fruit knife on the ground, walked into the bathroom, and treated the wound on his right hand by the way.

Almost an hour passed, Luo Lingling's mood gradually stabilized, and Xu Ying took her back to the room and let her lie on the bed to rest.

"Pity, Ling Ling is like this, what should I do now?"

Coming out of the room, Xu Ying looked at Duan Zilian sadly, and really felt that she couldn't do anything.

"I don't know ...... either" shook his head, and Duan Zilian was at a loss.

Xu Ying sighed: "Alas...... I can especially understand Lingling's mood now, if it were me, I would want to die if I encountered her situation. ”

But no matter what, she couldn't give up her life like that. Now it is certain that Lingling still has to find her purpose to live again, otherwise, I guess she will still not be able to think about it. Duan Zilian turned his head and looked at Luo Lingling's room, thoughtful.

"Well, that's what I thought, but the question is, how can I get her to find her purpose again?" Xu Ying sighed deeply.

"I don't know ...... either"

Retracting his gaze, Duan Zi couldn't help but let out a long sigh, feeling that he was really tired and exhausted.

Tired, really tired.

Obviously, he has already borne such heavy pressure, but his family still has to endure such devastation, so that he has to suffer such torture and pain.

To be honest, he also wants to be like Luo Lingling, accusing the injustice of fate.

"If I could, I really hope that Lingling's pain can be transferred to me and let me bear it all." Clenched his fists, Duan Zi was distraught.

"Pity, it's okay, I'll definitely get through, I'll be with you."

Seeing that Duan Zilian's face became very ugly, Xu Ying leaned over, hugged and comforted him.

"Okay, I'm fine." Taking a deep breath, Duan Zilian calmed himself down.

Seeing that it was already getting dark outside, and seeing the dishes on the table that had been cold, Xu Ying said, "Pity, it's all here, I'm going."

Eat? Heat up the meal and you're ready to eat. ”

They were originally going to have dinner, but because of Luo Lingling's matter, it has been delayed until now.

Duan Zilian shook his head: "No, I feel like the whole person is messy now, I have no appetite to eat, if you are hungry, you can eat by yourself, don't worry about me." ”

"Even if you don't have an appetite, you still have to eat a little, your body is important."

Xu Ying can understand Duan Zilian's current mood, and like Duan Zilian, she is upset and has no appetite to eat.

"However, my hand is injured like this, just by moving my fingers, it hurts to death, and I can't even pick up chopsticks." Duan Zilian raised his right hand and gestured.

He had just gone to treat the wound on his right hand, but because the wound was too deep and bleeding nonstop, he could only wrap it in a clean towel first, and the pain was so painful that he didn't even dare to move his fingers.

It can be seen that on the towel, a large mass is stained red with blood.

"Pity, does it hurt?" Xu Ying looked at Duan Zilian distressedly.

"Grab the blade of the fruit knife directly with your hand, do you think it hurts? When I grabbed the fruit knife, I even felt like the knife was going to cut to the bone. Duan Zi shook his head helplessly and stood up.

"You eat first, I'll go to the Stone Wings to heal the wound on my hand."

"Well, go ahead, I'll take good care of Lingling, and I won't let her do anything that she can't think of anymore." Xu Ying nodded.

"I'll leave it to you."

After saying that, Duan Zilian walked out and went to the Stone Wings to treat the wound on his hand.

It wasn't until Duan Zilian's figure disappeared from her sight that Xu Ying withdrew her gaze, turned her head to look at Luo Lingling's room, and sighed sadly.

It's just that less than half an hour has passed, and Duan Zilian has returned, and the injury on his right hand has recovered as before, and there is not even a scar left.

However, as soon as he entered the door, he heard a thud from the room, as if something had fallen to the ground.

At the same time, Luo Lingling's angry voice came out.

"Get out! Don't touch me! ”

Frowning, Duan Zilian walked into the room and saw Luo Lingling sitting on the bed with an angry face, while Xu Ying was standing on the edge of the bed, a little overwhelmed and picked up the stainless steel bowl on the ground.

"What's wrong? What happened? Although he asked, seeing the stainless steel bowl in Xu Ying's hand and the porridge that spilled on the ground, Duan Zilian knew what was going on.

Fortunately, the bowl at home is made of stainless steel, if the kind of porcelain bowl falls, it will definitely break to the ground, and it is easy to hurt people.

Seeing that Duan Zilian was back, Xu Ying shook her head: "I want to feed Lingling some porridge, but she won't eat it." ”

As she spoke, she looked down at her clothes.

Just now, Luo Lingling knocked out the bowl of porridge in her hand, and the porridge in the bowl not only fell to the ground, but also fell on her clothes, staining her clothes.

"I just don't eat! If you don't let me die, then I'll starve myself to death! Luo Lingling said angrily, she had the will to die, she had no motivation to live at all, and she was bent on dying.

As soon as he came back, seeing such a thing, Duan Zi sighed and patted Xu Ying's shoulder.

"It's okay, you go clean it first, I'll take care of it."

"Hmm." With a dull answer, Xu Ying was depressed and walked out.

Then, she took a change of clothes, went into the bathroom, and went to take a shower by the way.

And Duan Zilian took a broom and cleaned up the porridge on the ground.

Standing on the edge of the bed, looking at Luo Lingling, who was lying on his side on the bed with his back to him, he was thoughtful.