086 Apathy after Rebirth (1)

"What's the matter? Still nest in bed, hurry up and get me down, or don't eat breakfast before it's early! ”

The grandmother looked at the thick quilt on the bed, and stepped forward to slap the quilt a few times, shouting loudly.

After shouting, he walked to the window and brushed the curtains open, and the bed slowly moved, and a young girl poked her head out of it, her hair was unkempt, and her eyes were half-squinted and half-open.

The sun shone in, and she stretched out her hand to block it.

"Still sitting, hurry up and get dressed, the porridge is really cold, don't tell me when you're hungry and want to eat something."

What snacks you have, I've also given them to other children, what age are they?

A sophomore in high school, a big girl, comes back without homework, just bring some food, and I'm not afraid of other people's jokes when I say it, like a child! ”

The grandmother continued to reprimand herself, but then her voice paused.

looked strangely at the daughter who was still sitting there, wearing only autumn clothes on her upper body, not too cold, just sitting stupidly, her hand blocking her as if there was no movement in front of her.

It's not time to jump up and fight with her, how to give her things to others at will.

Then she took the opportunity to bargain, those were bought with money, and she didn't eat it herself, so she either got the food back or gave her the money to buy something.

Why is it so quiet?

"Really annoyed? Lie to you, there are neighbor's children coming to play, I hid it in the cabinet for you, how can my mother give your things to others at will.

Isn't that what you say, you have to decide your own things? ”

The grandmother walked over, Sun Ziyun's hand was lowered, and her eyes looked at her mother who was looking at her with a smile in disbelief.

Looking at it steadily, I saw that there were wrinkles at the corners of her eyes on her face, but it was not as wrinkled as the last time we met, and she was more than ten years older than this life at that time.

Sun Ziyun looked at the room in a panic, his hand pressed on the soft bed, the quilt was still covered, and the palm of his hand was pressed, soft and warm.

"Yo, why are you still crying, don't you want to get up and sleep again, why are you still crying, I don't want to kill you, you're a big girl!"

Seeing her daughter wipe her eyes and the tails of her eyes flushed, the grandmother lost her voice for a moment, and then said with a smile and a smile.

"I didn't cry..."Sun Ziyun lowered his head, his voice was hoarse, "I just got up, I was dreaming, I had a nightmare, I haven't come back to my senses, my eyes are flashed by the sun, it's a little uncomfortable......"

"Okay, then you can wait a while, forget it, I'll warm up the porridge for you, but don't sleep anymore."

Without thinking much about anything, after all, what could happen, the grandmother turned and walked out of the bedroom.

Listening to the footsteps in the distance, Sun Ziyun raised his head, his eyes set off huge waves, his arms stretched out the warm quilt, only a thin layer of clothing, and a coldness spread.

Even if the sun is shining directly on the bed.

She covered her face with her hands, crying and laughing.

Put on the heavy cotton jacket next to the bed and the pink rabbit head slippers next to the bed, and walk to the desk.

There was a small mirror, and her fingers trembled and straightened.

When I looked at it again, I saw myself in the mirror with immature eyebrows and eyes, full of confusion, and in an instant, my heart seemed to be making waves layer by layer.

The mirror snapped and was placed on the table.

"I was born again......"

A suppressed voice came out hoarsely.

"Back in the winter break of the sophomore year of high school, back to before that incident......"

I walked out of the room with my head down, and then went to the bathroom, the hygiene was taken care of, and the mood was barely cleaned up.

It's just that I can barely calm down a bit.

Walking to the living room again, her mother was turning in the narrow kitchen, and when she heard her footsteps, she brought out a dish of vegetables and a bowl of white porridge.

Sun Ziyun walked over with his slippers on his feet, and someone walked in from outside just after he sat down.

Sun Ziyun pinched the chopsticks and looked, and saw her father walking over with a few bags of things and a smile.

A small white plastic bag containing a few steamed buns he put on the table.

Sun Ziyun's eyes were sour, and he hurriedly lowered his head, for fear of being seen that something was wrong, so he hurriedly untied the bag, took out the bun and stuffed it into his mouth.

Grandpa walked to the kitchen with his things.

"I told you to buy all the vegetables, right? Did you chop the meat? Pork is easy to buy, even beef, and mutton has not been bought before. ”

The grandmother asked the grandmother without raising her head as she cleaned up the kitchen.

"I didn't buy it, but thanks to meeting Li's mother.

When she heard this, she took me to one of her relatives' house, discussed it with others, and asked for a few pounds, which was enough for a few dishes for Chinese New Year's Eve. ”

The grandfather carefully took out a few pieces of mutton and beef from the bag.

Grandmother smiled and nodded, "That's just right!" Won't Xiaoyun go to that Li Tong's house tomorrow to play?

There are still some chestnuts and dried sweet potatoes at home, as if I have heard her say that her classmates like to eat these. ”

After the words, Sun Ziyun had no intention of listening to it anymore, she mechanically stuffed the bun into her mouth, and when she was choked, she was afraid that her parents would see her tears on her face.

She picked up the big bowl and poured it into her mouth, a little bit of clear porridge overflowed from the corner of her mouth, and the whimper was swallowed together with the steamed bun and the white porridge.

Twenty-nine towns, every five days is the market day, other villages, and further away towns will have people to set up stalls, very lively.

This is the case all year round, especially at the end of the year, as long as it doesn't rain, no matter how cold the day, the streets are bustling.

Most of the people knew each other, and when they said hello, they were in groups, and listening to the accent of the same twenty-nine towns was full of cordiality.

Listening to my parents in the kitchen, I am really grateful to Li's mother at this time.

Sun Ziyun only felt full of irony.

After eating breakfast, she subconsciously packed up and took it to the kitchen to wash.

The grandmother looked at her with a strange face, and then cleaned up her hands and feet neatly.

Sun Ziyun then remembered that before he graduated from college, he was used to being called when he came back, and he picked up his mobile phone when he put the dishes and chopsticks.

It's really sure that I went back to ten years ago, and my parents seemed to be more than ten years younger overnight, and they went from a mature woman in their thirties to a teenteen-year-old underage girl.

The Chinese New Year is no longer like when I came back before, the surroundings were deserted, even if it was the New Year, every household was full of firecrackers and fireworks.

After the noise, it is still a deep night, and everything is quiet.

At that time, every family lived in a small farmhouse, unlike most of the one-story bungalows around now, which were not far apart, and each family could hear something when they talked in the living room.

Especially everyone is used to shouting loudly.

That's it, wherever he goes, Sun Ziyun has to stop and take a look.

Her parents noticed that something was wrong, and she reluctantly fooled around.

Back in the room, it was both familiar and unfamiliar.

Her mother pulled her out of the room and pushed her to play outside, not to hide in the house like a big girl.

Hearing the shouts, it seems, they are either aged in their teens, or mature in their teens.

The tall boy who has become an adult in his memory is now only seven or eight years old, wiping his nose with a runny nose at will, calling friends, and being a bear child.

Everything she saw and heard told Sun Ziyun that she had returned to ten years ago.

At night, only one head was outside the warm quilt and heard the wind outside the window.

Occasionally, someone walked by the edge of her house, stepping on the ground and making a burst of footsteps, and the breaking sound of some branches being trampled on was so clear.

It all converges into a low, muffled lullaby, and there are no more specious images in the first dream.

Sun Ziyun thought that on the first night after being reborn, she would not be able to sleep, but she fell into darkness in the blink of an eye, and her sleep was so peaceful.

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