"Mom, you talk to the aunts, Xiaoyue and I will go out for a yo and come back later."

"Well, go ahead and stay safe."

"It's okay, it's not like Hangzhou, there are almost no cars, don't worry."

“……”

wiped the oil stains reserved at the corners of his mouth, put on his shoes and walked out of the house with Zhou Mengyue, the winter in Xinjiang is not as warm as the mainland, the cold covers almost every corner of the winter, especially in a small town like ours, whenever the night hits, accompanied by the cold wind and snow, it is even more desolate.

Walking under the street lamp, Zhou Mengyue was like a child, following the stone bricks on the side of the road, jumping while walking, sometimes looking up at the white snow falling in the night sky, sometimes turning in the soft snow, with a sweet and joyful smile on her face, the happiness was beyond words.

"Haha...... Hee-hee......"

Under the silent night sky, Zhou Mengyue sent out a smile like a silver bell, the sweet smile of the clear and refined and refined smile coupled with the fact that even if I wore a thick cotton coat, I couldn't help but stop and watch, this moment seemed to revolve around Zhou Mengyue, there were beautiful women dancing under the snow, it is estimated that there is nothing more wonderful in this dark and cold night.

This wonderful moment was almost frozen at this moment, and I watched Zhou Mengyue play in a daze.

"Hey!"

“……”

"Sedum!"

“……”

Zhou Mengyue ran to me with a red smile and walked in small steps, stretched out her hand and poked me, and said with a chuckle: "What are you doing, you are stupidly looking at Xue'er If I let Xue'er know, won't she be angry, you are not qualified to be a boyfriend." ”

I woke up from my dream, smiled and helped Zhou Mengyue send the snow above my head, and said, "Yes, but who made you leave a lingering mark in my heart before Lin Mengxue became his girlfriend?" ”

"So, so I still have a place in your heart?"

"Yes."

Zhou Mengyue smiled stupidly, hugged my arm, and walked forward: "Then it seems that I don't want it yet." ”

"Whoever told you that no one wants it, even if no one wants it, I will want you."

"Really?"

"Uh...... Just with Xiaoxue's permission. ”

"You can't be assertive!"

“……”

The two hugged each other and walked on the side of the road, looking at the snow in front of them, Zhou Mengyue asked with a smile: "Sedum, I want to ask you a question." ”

"Hmm."

"Did you ever hate me when I kicked you out of the studio?"

"Yes, and it's very strong, so strong that it's almost on par with Song Cheng." I didn't hide anything, and I said it very clearly.

"That's ......" Zhou Mengyue's face sank.

"But ......" I smiled and raised the arm that grabbed Zhou Mengyue, rolled up my sleeves to look at the clear scars on it, and continued: "Later, I gradually relieved, I am not like Song Cheng between me and you, we are companions, there is no entanglement between us, there is only the so-called love, how deep the hatred will be when you love someone, and you can hate me so much that you want to kill me, I dare not say that you love me, but at least you care about me before you hate me." ”

Zhou Mengyue hugged my arm tightly and whispered, "Do you know? I broke your arm, in fact, I hate myself, why did I make such a stupid decision at that time, I regret it, I want to apologize to you, but I am afraid that you will not forgive me, and will cut the last bond between us. ”

"How can this be? The road we have walked for each other, supporting each other, everything that has been generated during this period is far beyond the pain of this time, how can I be willing to cut off our relationship, besides. I took Zhou Mengyue's hand and kissed it gently: "Let me cut off the relationship with a beautiful woman, how can I be willing to give it?" ”

"You are a carrot, you have to tease me with Cher." Even so, Zhou Mengyue still threw herself into my arms with a happy face.

……

Came to a small park to find a small gazebo to sit down, although the breeze was a little cold, but it was very comfortable, took out a can of Wusu beer from the pocket before, the rich smell of the wine made me taste it many times, and drank it fiercely, the refreshing feeling ran through the whole body.

"Whew...... Comfortable......"

Looking up at the sky, I stretched out my hand and said, "Would you like to have a drink?" ”

"Hmm."

After taking the beer, Zhou Mengyue also took a sip as I had just done, but the unusual momentum made Zhou Mengyue cough out.

"Ahem......"

"Slow down, it's not plain water." I smiled and gently patted Zhou Mengyue's back, helping Zhou Mengyue wipe away the alcohol that overflowed from the corner of her mouth.

"Hehehe......"

Zhou Mengyue puffed up her chest with a smile, stared at me with a pair of beautiful eyes, and said with a smile: "It's okay, I just want to drink like this once, I have to try everything in my life, and I won't have any regrets if I leave like this." ”

"Okay, whatever you want, just be happy."

"Then let me indulge."

"What~!"

At this moment, a trace of warmth appeared on my cold cheeks, Zhou Mengyue leaned on my shoulder, kissed me lightly on the face, and then quickly leaned into my arms.

I touched the warmth left on my face and smiled, "You're so cunning." ”

Zhou Mengyue stuck out her tongue: "Isn't it good to be cunning?" ”

"Okay, it's just that if you don't get it like this, it's easy to get the gun off."

also learned from Zhou Mengyue's appearance just now, suddenly lowered his head and kissed Zhou Mengyue's head lightly, Zhou Mengyue didn't resist much, looked at me with a smile on her face, with a different look in her beautiful eyes, like a starry sky: "What should I do?" I found a serious problem. ”

"What?"

"I seem to be in love with you?"

"Wouldn't it be nice to be able to fall in love with someone?"

"Do you love me?"

"Uh......"

I fell into deep thought about this question, do I love Zhou Mengyue or not? I may really not be able to answer this question, but my long-term experience and common life have made me gradually unable to judge the relationship between me and Zhou Mengyue, is it friendship? Is it love? Or what? I don't know at all, but the only thing I know for sure is that she has become a kind of existence that I can't let go, say I don't love? That's just self-deception, but love ...... Alas...... That's just self-deception.

This hesitation naturally can't escape Zhou Mengyue's eyes, Zhou Mengyue can also understand my heart, she leaned on my arms, smiled and hugged me: "I know that you love Xue'er deeply, and what you have experienced between you is destined to be inseparable, it stands to reason that I shouldn't insert it, but I still want to say it, I love you, I want to face my own heart, I want to show it very directly, I love you, I really love you." ”

Being able to face herself is really good for Zhou Mengyue, at least it can allow her to get rid of the shadow of the past and live a better and more confident life.

"Well, that's good, I know, but I really can't respond to your love, I'm sorry ......"

"I know, but what about this moment, all aside, just this moment, what do you think?"

I was stunned for a moment, and I couldn't help but confide: "It should be...... Love your ...... ......."

Zhou Mengyue showed a sweet smile, hugged me greedily, and said, "Then at this moment, love me alone, be a shocking person who only loves Zhou Mengyue, is it okay?" ”

"If it was just this moment, I think I would have been able to do it......"

Bowing her head and kissing, Zhou Mengyue seemed to have this will, slowly closed her eyes, and met her head-on, and suddenly a warm and moist heart between my lips, the two hugged and kissed each other in the dim light of the park, Zhou Mengyue kissed hard, the long eyelashes trembled slightly with the trembling of the body, and a small lilac tongue between the teeth stretched jerkily into my mouth, catering to my tongue to make corresponding movements.

"Woo woo woo ......"

As Zhou Mengyue shouted softly, the two of us were reluctant to separate.

"Thank you." Zhou Mengyue's greasy face said crimson.

"I think I'm going to thank you."

"What?"

"To be loved by such a beautiful girl."

Zhou Mengyue nodded with a smile, reached out and put her arm around my neck to approach again, touched my lips with a little water, and said, "Then this kiss should be regarded as a thank you gift to me." ”

"How do I feel like you're giving me a thank you?"

"It's all the same."

"When we go back, we will continue to be the same, and today will be a good memory, what do you think?"

"Well, that's for the best."

"What a bastard's decision."

"Bastards are bastards, it's better than parting."

"Hmm."

Under the dark night sky, a man and a woman snuggled up to each other and disappeared into the night.

……

I went home and cleaned up my room, let Zhou Mengyue sleep on my bed, I made a bunk by myself, maybe it was too much pressure recently, or it may have been accumulated for a long time, and I lost consciousness the moment I lay down, until the next morning, I slowly woke up under Zhou Mengyue's soft breath.

There is no bed, there are many things to be busy on this day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, and as the only man in the family, I naturally have to take on my own responsibilities.

Shopping, pasting Spring Festival couplets, cooking, cleaning the room, going out to clear the snow, and greeting the guests who come to the house.

Zhou Mengyue didn't look like a big lady at all, she helped me do this and that together, like a good wife, not only that, but also enjoyed it, which made this small family full of New Year's flavor.

In the evening, I had a video phone call with a few MMs in the studio, and several MMs had safely arrived home to have a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner with their families, and Lin Mengxue was very envious of us here and wanted to come over and spend it with us.

With my mobile phone and a few MMs through the video, and with the captain, March, Yanyang, Mengmengda these friends on the phone for a year, although I left China, but our relationship will not change.

After a bit of ridicule, everyone agreed to get together later, as a celebration of the year's cooperation, and I didn't refuse, rest, just indulge, what's wrong with that?