Chapter 307: Kiss goodbye
The butterfly felt like it was buzzing, and its head felt like it had been blown up. But in the chaos, the butterfly still groped for a trace of lucidity, yes, she knew what was going on-
What happened later that night, like a vicious curse to her, was all fulfilled in that moment. And the person who cursed her was Liao Yingchen.
Butterfly herself thinks that she has no enemies in this life. She didn't think she had offended anyone. She can be described as cautious in doing things in this life, consciously following her duty as a person, although she does not follow the rules, she will never do anything harmful. Therefore, if you say that there is an enemy, the butterfly will never understand, and you can't think of it if you want to break your head, how can you have an enemy?
Of course, I never dreamed that someone would want her to die.
Sometimes you offend someone, precisely because you don't know it, or you don't actually offend her, but the grudge is slowly piling up like mud and sand, at a speed that you won't even notice. The reasons for the resentment are complex, but it just happened inexplicably.
Liao Yingchen, as Butterfly's best friend when he was a child, was once very close, what was the reason, and when did Liao Yingchen suddenly hate butterflies, and butterflies still don't know. The only thing she understands is that they are indeed no longer best friends, or even friends. But she couldn't have imagined that Liao Yingchen actually hated her to that extent.
Until the butterfly thought about it in her later years, she couldn't help but shudder.
A woman's heart, a needle under the sea, this is not bad. is the same woman, sometimes it is true that she still can't see through it. Butterfly couldn't understand why Liao Yingchen hated her so much, but the last time she looked at herself, that glance was engraved in her heart like a butterfly, and she could never forget it. That eye was full of hatred, jealousy, the kind of jealousy that had been suppressed for a long time, and it exploded in an instant, devouring herself and destroying her.
The butterfly sighed softly, and as soon as she closed her eyes, the scene began to pass through her mind.
That scene started with the warmest sunset garden. She suddenly seemed to be able to feel the scene when Zhuang Yousheng reached out to hold herself, and the residual warmth seemed to make her feel a throbbing......
There is a special feeling in the sunset garden in the dark night, the quiet night, the gentle lights, everything is beautiful and full of sweetness. Yes, at that time, the butterfly was surrounded by a spreading warmth, and when she leaned on Zhuang Yousheng's broad shoulders and chest, she even thought of love again. For a long time, she had been running away and deceiving her love.
At that moment, Butterfly truly realized that she was indeed in love with Zhuang Yousheng.
It was a pure love, a clear love, and the thought of him by his side made me feel warm.
That's the kind of love that men and women can stay with each other for a long time. Love without doubt, without worry, without worry. Like a mountain stream, it trickles and is thin, but the veins are long.
She couldn't help but reach out and wrap her hand around Zhuang Yousheng's waist. In the darkness, she saw Zhuang Yousheng's sparkling eyes staring at her. The butterfly's heart fluttered, and sure enough, at the turn of an unmanned mountain, under the cold moonlight, in a quiet place without a kite, Zhuang Yousheng hugged the butterfly and kissed her.
I haven't kissed like this for a long time, and the butterfly was still a little reserved and stiff at first, but soon a familiar feeling occupied the whole soul in an instant, and she couldn't help but kiss Zhuang Yousheng passionately. Zhuang Yousheng's eyes shone with surprise and excitement.
When kissing, it may be too emotional, and the butterfly feels a string of tears rolling down her cheeks.
Before she could reach out to wipe it, another hand was already one step ahead of her, and he used one finger to gently wipe away her tears.
After a while, the butterfly felt Zhuang Yousheng's nose against his own nose, and under the moonlight, in order to get close to her, he hunched his back, bent over, and tried to keep his face close to the butterfly's face, so close that he couldn't even breathe from each other. His eyes were as deep as the sea, looking at her, struggling and saying, "Wuji, tonight, you, come to sleep in my room, right?"
He spoke a little stiffly, a little stuttering, and it took some kind of great courage to spit out every word. However, I don't know who gave him this courage, he reluctantly, but he spoke out.
Before the butterfly could reply, he seemed to be afraid that she would regret it, and immediately kissed the butterfly again. While kissing, he said intermittently: I know you won't refuse me, won't you, huh? You like it, promise me, Wuji, promise me. We can't live like that all the time, okay? Wuji, promise me......
Butterfly didn't say anything at the time, but her heart was beating wildly, and she knew in her heart that she had already agreed. Over the years, it is not only Zhuang Yousheng who has restrained, but he has also been restrained.
Zhuang Yousheng's restraint is because he is exercising restraint. And why should I refrain from it?
It seems to be a kind of punishment and harsh punishment for yourself, but what did you do wrong and need to redeem yourself like this? The reason for this, the butterfly itself can't figure it out. It's just that now it seems that this kind of punishment for himself has also become a kind of torture for Zhuang Yousheng to a certain extent.
He was innocent.
She now knows that the reason why she can't get out of that situation is because she has always been thinking about the relationship of the diving bird in her heart, as well as his child, the stop kite, as soon as she sees the stop kite, she thinks of the diving bird, which is a kind of destruction. And both of these made her feel a knot in her heart.
She had to untie the knot.
Today seems to have given her some courage, and she secretly made up her mind: today is today, and she should solve the problem that has been entangled for many years. As long as you take this step bravely, you can completely abandon the past. In fact, it is very simple, as long as you walk into Zhuang Yousheng's room, the rest is obviously very simple......
During the time when they left the sunset garden and got in the car all the way, the butterfly was still hesitating in her heart, did she really go to him for the night tonight? She was a little worried, would she not get used to it, and would she always have to spend the night with him in the future?
In the midst of indescribable worries, anxieties, regrets, expectations and even longings, mixed with all kinds of tangled emotions, they set sail on the road back.
When he arrived at Gongshan, he suddenly said that he wanted to go to the toilet. Maybe he ate too much greasy just now, and the child's stomach is weak, and he said that he wants to have diarrhea. The butterfly wants him to endure it, there is no public toilet in the wilderness here, and after all, the kite has been pampered since he was a child, and his food and clothing are excellent, and he refuses to relieve himself in the wilderness.
But his face was suffocated, his facial features were distorted, and Zhuang Yousheng said: I know there is a hotel on the mountain, go there. There wasn't much time to lose.
So they drove quickly up the hill.