In the darkness of the night, I sat in front of the window, waiting for the dawn sun.

The sun shines in tropical cities around four o'clock.

Last night's beautiful scenery has become a dream of red flowers, happy times, only at the fingertips to taste, how many details, has become flowing water.

Where it will go and where it will stay, it is impossible to think about it.

To my request, Tuma answered me with practical actions.

She does.

Willing to give up her faith for my sake.

As for me, I don't believe in ghosts and gods, and she, although she is religious, she doesn't believe in it either.

No one who is truly on the verge of life and death will give everything he has to the gods.

Only we know that our lives must be in our own hands.

As for faith, it is just a comfort to oneself.

The sun pierces the eyes.

The first rays of sunlight were warm, with a hint of hope, slowly warming up.

I felt a hug from behind me, and I reached out to touch Tuma's face, and she put it in my ear and asked, "Morning, I want to be able to say this word in your ear every morning from now on." ”

I smiled and I said, "It's a luxury." ”

This seemingly ordinary and simple desire is really a luxury for people like us.

Because we are very human beings, everything we do and everything we experience is on the verge of life and death.

For example, she even met me secretly, she must hide in the mountains and forests now, once she is caught, what awaits her is a gun.

Therefore, this kind of wish is an impossible luxury for her and me.

She turned and lay down in my arms, and I stroked her hair, soothing her lost heart.

She said: "Is it possible that we can live the life of ordinary people? ”

I said, "There is giving and taking, this is our old saying, what you want to get, you have to give up." ”

Tuma reached out and touched my face, she said, "You have always been so unfathomable and so gentle with me, I have never met a man like you, and you tell me what do I need to give up in order to live an ordinary life?" ”

I looked at her sincere eyes, and I smiled and said, "Perhaps, you can surrender......"

Tuma immediately shook her head, she said: "Impossible, absolutely impossible, surrendering means losing all the initiative, handing over our lives to the ** army, we will not trust them." ”

Peace can lead to prosperity, I believe that Tuma understands it, and her camp understands it, but there is no trust between the two sides, so even if everyone understands the truth, no one will do it.

After a while, Tuma suddenly asked me: "Actually, the leaders of the headquarters also hope to have a peace talks, but this time, their attitude is so tough, we have lost the communication channel with the other party, and the performance they give us is also to drive us out, so we can only wait, wait for the situation to stabilize, after the news is released, willing to negotiate peace, every time, it is like this, every time after signing a contract, there will be peace for a while, but every time because of some kind of interest......

Tuma's mood was a little bad, and he seemed to be tired of this endless reincarnation.

Dao Baomin warned me not to get involved in politics, because I can't control this behemoth, and once the situation gets out of control, I will be cannon fodder.

But I want to get the power behind Tuma.

I said, "I can try." ”

Hearing my words, Tuma immediately got up, held my cheek, and said: "You make me feel uneasy, my Abba said, you are an ambitious man, from the time you went to see him, he felt your ambition, and you have never concealed your ambition, like a wolf in the forest, greedy, and cunning, I know that I have fallen into your trap and cannot extricate myself, but I still beg you, do not get too deep, it is a good thing for you and me." ”

I took Tuma in my arms, she shivered uneasily, I stroked her back, and I said, "I'm more of a businessman, and in my opinion, to meet everyone's interests, I believe that everyone will maintain a relatively safe state of cooperation." ”

Tuma took a deep breath and she said, "You don't understand the situation between us......"

I said, "I'm going to find a balance, I'm confident and I ask you to believe in me." ”

Tuma was quiet, we embraced each other, the sun was getting harsh, the night was about to leave completely, and I knew that Tuma would soon be gone.

After a while, she whispered in my ear, "Your embrace really makes me nostalgic, and I am really reluctant to leave you." ”

I said, "Then choose to believe me, just like last night's righteousness......"

Tuma immediately cried and said, "I would rather just be a lover with you......"

I felt her fear, and I knew she was afraid, and what I was going to do was to pry two behemoths into a peace shake with the bears who had been fighting for more than fifty years.

Only if I have the strength to press their hands down, can I do it, and if there is any mistake, those who are under the bear's claws will be crushed.

She was afraid.

Because she got the beauty of the present and fantasized about a better future, she was afraid of losing.

I didn't force her, I didn't even speak, I just gently patted her on the back.

This kind of thing, if she doesn't do it for me willingly, if she doesn't have the heart to die for me, she will be shaken, once she shakes, all my support and reliance on her side will collapse, so that even if I get rid of the authorities, in the future, I will definitely fall short.

After a long time, after a painful struggle, Tuma asked me, "What do you want me to do for you?" ”

I reached out and pinched Tuma's face, and I said, "Do you know what a weak person needs to show if he wants to fight for the best interests of the strong?" ”

Tuma shook his head, and I said, "The courage to sacrifice everything, I said, there is giving and taking, and only by daring to give up your greatest thing can you get the greatest receipt." ”

Tuma narrowed her eyes, and she asked me a little scared, "What the hell are you ...... What do you want to do? ”

I took a deep breath and said: "I am a businessman, I do business with jade, mahogany, including real estate in the future, and gold, what I want to do, of course, is to maximize profits, I want to play an important role in both of you, so that you can all achieve some kind of reconciliation through me, the current situation, the ** army is determined to take your life, and you because of the fierce artillery fire, you hide in the mountains to avoid its edge, which is not conducive to fighting for the maximum interests of the negotiation." ”

Tuma shook her head, and she said, "Are you supposed to ......?"

I said, "Yes, that's what you think, I need you to fight back, fight back violently, risk your lives to fight back, fight back with the attitude of total annihilation." ”

Tuma immediately said in fear: "You want to start a war? Do you know how many people will die? ”

I pinched Tuma's bottom, and I said, "Have there been fewer deaths in decades?" I can tell you responsibly, after this battle, you will have at least ten years of peace, and you will win an opportunity for development, I will bring the jade industry, real estate, tourism over, I dare not guarantee that you will be able to say good morning in my ear every day in the future, but within ten years, you will realize this wish......"

I pressed Tuma into my arms and kissed her on the ear.

She trembled, but she whispered something in my ear.

"You're terrible......"