Chapter 58: I'm Your Sister
Before he finished saying this, Murphy clearly saw a little tear in Lin Bei's eyes. As the saying goes, men don't dust off tears when they have them, and when Murphy saw Lin Bei's reaction, he suddenly felt a little embarrassed and said, "You... Your sister, what's wrong with her? ”
Lin Bei didn't even look at Murphy and just lowered his head and was silent, just when Murphy thought that he really didn't want to say more and hesitated to bypass this topic, he heard a "snap", Lin Bei actually raised his hand and slapped himself hard!
Murphy was directly stunned, and after reacting, he hurriedly grabbed Lin Bei's wrist, and persuaded him with some distress: "Don't be like this, everything that has passed has been settled, no matter how painful you are, there is no way to revise history, people always have to look forward, right?" ”
Lin Bei lowered his head and didn't speak, and only sighed after a long time: "I know, but I just can't help but want to slap myself, because if it wasn't for me, my sister she... She probably wouldn't have died. ”
Speaking of which, it is a very delicate level node, like a heart door that is slowly opening, Murphy knows that if a sentence is not dealt with properly, Lin Bei may close the door heavily and completely avoid this topic.
In fact, Murphy didn't know what to say for a while, whether to continue to ask the bottom line, or simply don't do so much, just quietly accompany Lin Bei for a while. After all, in life, there are more or less involuntary things, and not everyone is willing to uncover their scars to show others.
But after Murphy was silent for a moment, he decided to take a step forward and try, so he whispered, "Lin Bei, if you don't mind, can you tell me about your sister?" I'm a woman, too, so maybe I can help you from another angle. ”
Lin Bei turned his head silently, and seeing Murphy's sincere concern, he finally nodded, and said slowly: "My sister is a few years older than me, and she has been very good to me since she was a child, and she has never deliberately bullied me just because she is her sister." It's a pity that I was too young at that time, and I was too naughty. ”
"Once I caused trouble in the next village, people found my house to complain, and my father was so angry that he grabbed a stick and wanted to beat me, and my sister heard about it and quickly told me on the way home, telling me not to go home first, and to go to my grandfather's house to hide for a while."
In the slow narration, Lin Bei seemed to have returned to the days when he was messing around in the fields and countryside again, and continued with a bitter smile: "Grandpa protected me and asked me to live there for a few days first, while my sister became an errand herald and kept passing back and forth, telling me not to rush home first, and then go back when my father was angry." ”
"It took more than a week, and one night after my sister left my grandfather's house, but she never came home, and my father thought she had stayed at my grandfather's house, so she didn't take it seriously, until the next evening, the neighbor found out... Sister, sister, she was bitten by a poisonous snake on the way home, and she was poisoned to death! ”
After Lin Bei finished speaking, he couldn't help covering his face anymore and lowered his head heavily.
He couldn't imagine how desperate and helpless his sister must have been after being bitten by a poisonous snake in the wheat field in the middle of the night, she had no way to survive, but to wait for death to come alone!
And all of this, the root of it all is with yourself... If it weren't for the fact that she was in trouble and had to live at her grandfather's house to avoid her father's anger, why would my sister have to be adjusted back and forth by that crime, and if it weren't for those things, how could my sister have died?
Every time he thinks of this, Lin Bei deeply blames himself, he owes his sister a life, and he can't pay it back in his life...
And Murphy next to him listened to the whole narrative, and while he was deeply shocked, he inevitably felt a burst of sadness from the bottom of his heart.
Yes, life is not like this, no one knows what will happen in the next second. People who are still close to each other today may succeed in the next second, going out happily in the morning, but not being able to return home at night due to an accident.
Even this plane crash is not the most typical example, she and Chu Yaxuan worked hard and went to work seriously, but they ended up on a desert island, and the relatives at home are now afraid that they are about to die of sadness!
After a long silence, Murphy wiped the tears dripping from his eyes, suddenly patted Lin Bei's shoulder heavily, and said seriously: "Lin Bei, I have something to tell you, if you don't dislike it, from today on, I will be your sister, and I will take good care of you in place of your dead sister, okay?" ”
Suddenly hearing such a sentence, Lin Bei turned his head to look at Murphy in a bit of confusion and muttered, "Huh? What do you mean? ”
Murphy somehow, a little shy again, whispered: "Nothing else, you miss your sister, and I just don't have a brother, I'll be your sister in the future." Don't worry, I'll take good care of you. ”
Lin Bei didn't expect Murphy to talk about this question, and before he could think about how to answer, his ears suddenly moved, and he vaguely heard a strange sound.
So he hurriedly and alertly gestured to Murphy to signal her not to speak, and the two of them immediately lay on the beach, making a deep sleep.
Sure enough, a minute later, I heard a male voice say, "They should all be asleep, I see that there is still a little flame left in the fire, should we steal the fire by the way?" ”
Lin Bei frowned, he could already hear that this was the voice of the attendant Xiao Liu, and another middle-aged male voice next to him said: "No, they must be guarding people by the fire, so it is likely to wake people up in the past, let's steal the tools to make water first!" ”
Murphy also heard it at this time, and said angrily to Lin Bei: "Is there something wrong with this Zhou Junli, why is it not enough to steal once, and I have to do it again!" Let's just teach them a lesson this time! ”
Saying that, Murphy pointed to the machete in Lin Bei's hand, and asked him with his eyes if he wanted to go out and fight, but Lin Bei still shook his head after thinking about it and said: "No, no matter what, everyone is a survivor, if it really rises to the point of attacking each other, it is likely that they will no longer be able to hold back their hands, until someone dies..."
"Not to mention whether there is a chance to leave this island in the future, anyway, I always feel that cannibalism is absolutely wrong, this kind of thing will become a lifelong demon, let's not take the initiative to uncover this shady curtain."
Murphy didn't expect Lin Bei to say such a thing, and looked at him blankly for a while, thinking that this person's heart was really very kind, and he couldn't help but be a little moved. So after a while, Murphy said helplessly: "Then what do you say, Captain Lin?" ”
Lin Bei squinted and smiled: "Don't worry, look at me." ”