Chapter Eighty-Nine: Nightmare

Although what he said was concerned, his expression and tone were very indifferent. Butterfly is also used to a man like him, and listening to it is considered to be in vain. It's just strange that such a man is actually married? How could his original wife endure such a man who was wood, oh, colder and harder than wood, and more ruthless than stone. Also, didn't you get divorced later? It seems that the reason for this divorce can be seen even by an outsider.

Living with such a man shows that it is not easy.

Butterfly couldn't help but think of the fiery love she had with Fan Fan at the beginning. Fan Fan is a person who can't suppress his love in his heart, if he loves you, he must let you know how thoroughly he loves you. And his love, like a storm, makes you unable to dodge, makes you completely intoxicated with him, and if it is sinking, it will not give you a chance to escape.

Hey, he was in love with Fan Fan at the beginning, he cut his arm with a knife, and the scar was left on him in the end, and it will never go away in this life.

I don't know why, when I think of these now, I feel a faint pain in my heart. It was as if the scar was on his body, not his.

Love is the most hurtful weapon in the world.

In the years after leaving Fan Fan, Butterfly told herself not to fall in love with anyone again. Even though she told herself this, the memories left behind by those years were enough for her to repay in this life.

But it's really grateful. It's just that the butterfly originally wanted to say something beautiful, but in the face of this autumn frost-like face, any tender language like water instantly condensed.

Butterfly looked at the medicine bottle, smiled dryly, and asked, "I have a cold, right?" I didn't expect the cold to be so bad, I thought it would be fine after a day's sleep. ”

Zhuang Yousheng said: "It's not just a cold, the doctor said you still have pneumonia. ”

Butterfly said: "I remember the last time I had pneumonia, when I was in elementary school, at that time I was most afraid of drinking a black potion, it was super unpleasant, every time I drank my father would lie to me, saying that I would give sugar to eat after drinking, to be honest, it was purely because of the sugar in the back that I swallowed." The butterfly said quietly, and the figure of the father in the dream appeared in front of her again.

"Children love candy." Zhuang Yousheng smiled slightly.

"Yes, when I was a child, my father always refused to let me eat candy, saying that my teeth would be bad. Usually I can't see a single candy at home, and I wonder that when I drink medicine, my father is like a trick to conjure up a candy. After he left, I searched everywhere, but I couldn't find anything. ”

"Turns out you like sugar, too."

Was he laughing? Butterfly looked at the expression on his face and pondered for a long time.

Butterfly felt that her spirit was much better, her body felt relaxed, as if she had taken off a thick layer of clothes, maybe the fever had subsided, and said: "Of course I like it, my favorite thing is that someone comes to my house as a guest, especially the kind of guest with children, Dad will always prepare some candy in advance, as long as Dad can't see me, I will steal it." Although my father repeatedly warned me that this candy is for the guests and children, you are not allowed to eat it. But I didn't listen to him. ”

As she said this, the butterfly suddenly laughed to herself. However, seeing Zhuang Yousheng's serious face, the smile suddenly condensed on his lips, coughed dryly twice, and then said in a low voice: "What time is it?" ”

Zhuang Yousheng looked at the butterfly, and there was an indescribable emotion in his heart. He just wanted to look at her like this all the time. When she asked, she said, "It's midnight." ”

Butterfly immediately felt embarrassed, mixed with a lot of guilt, and said, "It's so late, why don't you go back first, I think I'm okay." ”

Zhuang Yousheng said silently: "I am a person who doesn't sleep often, and I am also a person when I go home, so don't be polite to me." ”

His awe-inspiring expression couldn't allow Butterfly to insist anymore, and in the face of him, Butterfly suddenly felt that he had no other way but to lose. The only way is to make him want to go back on his own, and it's over.

The butterfly pretended to be asleep for a long time, not looking at his lukewarm face.

He sat quietly on the side, and didn't say much, for a long time, and suddenly said, "You haven't eaten today, have you?" Craving something? ”

The butterfly had to open her eyes, look at him and say, "Oh, no, I'm not hungry either." Actually, Butterfly was just embarrassed to let him go out shopping in the middle of the night, or rather, Butterfly was just a politeness, but he really sat like this all the time, not saying anything, not moving.

The butterfly couldn't help but smile bitterly in her heart. I think that if Fan Fan was by his side back then, he must have been busy at this time. It must be the busiest little male bird in this ward, who got this and that.

At that time, he didn't come to the menstrual period, Fan Fan was completely serious, that was called diligent service, busy stewing soup every day, cooking all kinds of delicious food, as long as the butterfly sat there, Fan Fan immediately began to serve deliciously and deliciously.

Although it is said that it will be fine. But Butterfly is aware that his inner hope is true. However, thinking about it, they are indeed destined, and the child he was looking forward to did not come to this world after all.

It's a pity that this kind of princess-like life back then has long since disappeared. can only blame himself for being too young and frivolous back then, and he didn't understand love. Today, maybe I would have fallen under his pomegranate pants.

Zhuang Yousheng looked at the medicine and said, "After this bottle is hanged, I will send you back." ”

What Butterfly didn't expect was that Zhuang Yousheng didn't go home that night, so he stayed with her.

Although it is not good to be a lonely man and a widow after all, what he said is also reasonable, saying that it is: You are seriously ill and have not recovered, and I will leave when you are well.

He spoke earnestly, and his tone was resolute, and the butterfly himself felt very weak, and he didn't have so much energy to negotiate with him whether to stay or go.

Fortunately, the butterfly personality is not a very cowardly girl, and people who don't care much about other people's eyes are not taboo. Open-minded, why bother to frame yourself?

This is also the reason why Fan Fan was so obsessed with her at the beginning, once he knew that he liked Fan Fan, he did not hesitate to give himself to him, completely to him, without reservation. The first days were devastating.

Those days were the most lively between them, once they returned to Fan Fan's love hut, the two of them were always a little impatient, she would jump on Fan Fan's body, hook his neck with both hands, kiss and kiss on his face, on his neck, she liked the way Fan looked at her, as if she wanted to swallow herself.