Today is Lao Niu's 37th birthday.

Originally, there was no habit of sending a single chapter on birthdays, middle-aged men, I feel that birthdays are quite embarrassing.

However, it has been 17 years since I started writing online articles at the age of 20 to today, so to sum it up, it is not impossible.

Thinking about the old cow seventeen years ago, he was young and strong, no, when he was young and vigorous, seven were not satisfied, eight were not angry, and he always felt that he was talented and born out of thin air, and he was about to lead a generation of online literature trends.

After suffering all kinds of beatings, I slowly accepted the reality that I had no talent at all and was not suitable for writing online articles.

At this time, I found out that the original pen name had the word "cow" in it, which was a bit of a prophecy.

Compared with those really talented gods, those "rare existences", I really can only walk slowly, crawl slowly, and even roll slowly on the ground like an old scalper.

I have also been resentful, often feeling that my heart is more than enough but not enough, thinking that I am worthless, and I can't present 100% of the gorgeous fantasy world in my mind in front of the reader.

But gradually learn to reconcile with yourself, the ability is not good, the enthusiasm to make up, can not be 100% presented, can paint a 30%, or even 10%, is also good.

Big dogs and small dogs have to bark, even if they don't have talent, it doesn't prevent me from sitting in front of the keyboard day after day, year after year and typing, it's not easy for people to find a thing they really love in their life, I can find a "career" that I am willing to fight for a lifetime at the age of twenty, I am already very lucky, isn't it?

It's so confused, stumbling, after seventeen years, and gradually constructing some naïve, but absolutely sincere worlds, and also met a lot of friends who like these worlds, the same sincerity, Lao Niu once again felt extremely lucky, fortunately, he didn't give up when he should have given up, and he was still like a blindfolded old cow, desperately bowing his head and rushing forward.

Until now, I still have no talent, and the old problem has not changed at all, and I still can't go up or down, including people who are middle-aged, and obviously feel the changes in my body - when I wrote "Xiu Si", I changed four or five times a day, 15,000 words, and I didn't call it anything, at most I wrote eight chapters a day, 25,000 words, and the next day I was still alive and well, and my fingers were as flexible as that person.

Now I type three chapters a day, 10,000 words, and I feel that my knuckles are the same as rusty gears, and I will make all kinds of strange sounds, including cervical and lumbar spine, occupational diseases, and there is nothing to say.

But, so what, looking at my heart, my love for online literature has not diminished at all, that fire is still burning, and more and more friends have gathered together to create a world that belongs to us, which is enough.

As long as this fire is still burning, as long as there are book friends who are willing to pay attention to Lao Niu and add firewood to this fire, let alone thirty-seven, even if it is seventy-three, I will insist on writing!

Therefore, I specially sent a single chapter today, just to make a wish - I hope that Lao Niu and all book friends can be healthy, and the general environment is getting better and better, I can write until I am seventy-three years old, and everyone can see that I am seventy-three years old, so that we can still maintain our curiosity and passion for this world and the world above the world, like youth.

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Another:There's a joint activity at the top of our book circle.,Originally called [Down with the Broken Dog].,For some reason, it wasn't renamed [My Claw World], it's quite interesting.,Welcome everyone to go in and interact.,Including the creation of extra-I also wrote a fanwai in it.,About the night witch Bai Jiacao.,The event is over.,Everyone has a good fan.,I'll also collect it and show it.。

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Also, today's birthday, as a benefit, only two more chapters, leave some time for Sister-in-law Niu and Maverick, don't you mind? I'll make it up tomorrow! ^_^