Chapter Ninety-Six: Grinding
For a while, he was indeed desperate. I comforted myself that she was a ruthless woman. I should have forgotten about her completely.
Later, after a long time, slowly, Butterfly herself told some of the past events of the year, knowing that she had a boyfriend who loved to death, but the love road was bumpy, love hurts, and if the day of fate ends, no one can do anything.
Only then did I know that she had indeed suffered such an injury, and it seemed that she was still very seriously injured, and she was just smiling like this now.
It's just that at that time, I thought willfully, I'll really go, see what you do. Because of this, now that she thinks about it, she really doesn't have to wait for herself.
Most women of her age have long been mothers, is it possible that she has wasted her youth in vain? I can't help but be very apprehensive. If that's the case, is it abrupt for me to appear in front of her like this? Wouldn't it hurt to know that she really already had someone else? Isn't it embarrassing?
Looking at the scenery outside the window, my heart fluctuated, and I was still a little afraid.
This time, the same journey, but a different state of mind.
It's back, but what will happen in the future? The future is uncertain, and looking back on my own journey, it is really bumpy and rugged. In the blink of an eye, I am almost thirty years old, and everything is still inconclusive, and I can't help but feel very sad.
This journey is not long, soon arrived at the magic capital, the diving bird carried a suitcase, in the crowd he saw the classmates who came to pick him up, the classmates smiled openly, gave the diving bird a lot of comfort, he patted him and said: "Shibei three days, it's really different?" ”
The diving bird also laughed.
The classmate said: "First of all, I want to state that Si is a burrow, you must not dislike it." Also, I have a girlfriend coming from time to time, so don't be surprised. Of course, if you bring a girlfriend back, I will also take the initiative to give up space. We say it in advance so that it will not be unpleasant in the future. The honesty of the classmate made the diving bird's hanging heart relax.
He said lightly: "I'm just staying for a few days temporarily, and I'll look for a house when things are done here." ”
Classmate Yile said, "You misunderstood, I didn't mean that." I'm worried that my chaotic life will make you uncomfortable. The diving bird said, "No." ”
He suddenly didn't come, Leng Qinghe didn't notice at the time, during this time, she and Du Ou got along with each other, and the love was very soft and compassionate.
Her whole heart fluttered to Du Ou, where she cared about whether the diving bird came to work or not, and the diving bird always came and went, and he was the most fluctuating in the office.
It was Du Ou's words that made her wake up suddenly.
That afternoon, after the two of them were finished, Du Ou lay there watching TV with a sad expression, and said casually: "Your teacher Ying is gone, do you know?" ”
Leng Qinghe lay on his chest, gently rubbing his skin with his fingertips, the skin on his body looked a little pale, and said casually: "Go?" Where to go? ”
"Everyone is back in Shanghai. No more. He scoffed.
Leng Qinghe was taken aback, inexplicably stunned, his fingers suddenly stopped there, and he felt a strange feeling in his heart inexplicably. It's like suddenly something important is missing, but you can't think of what it is.
"He's back in Shanghai? Why go? She asked, a little dreamily. She thought to herself, no wonder she hadn't seen him for a while, and thought that he had been in the sales center, but it turned out that he had already left. Could it be that something is going on?
"How do I know? He didn't tell you, would he tell me? ”
Du Ou glanced at her, to say that after getting along with her for a few days, Du Ou was no longer as fanatical as before, and after the fanaticism, she tended to be tender like water. But he likes the bird-like cold lotus, and she will play with herself, which is very pleasant.
In Du Ou's eyes, Leng Qinghe is much cuter than his previous girlfriend.
The ex-girlfriend is too arrogant, and sometimes that kind of look obviously doesn't take him in his eyes, and always coerces him, if you don't treat me well, there are many men who pursue me. I can always replace a boyfriend.
Her powerful and wacky spare tire theory makes him very useless, and maybe she wants him to love and cherish himself more.
Don't you know that girls' small brains sometimes backfire.
Although Du Ou knew that being with his ex-girlfriend was indeed very identious, it was easy to receive envious and jealous glances from others. They said that the two of them were talented and beautiful, and they were a perfect match.
But that's not what he thinks in his heart. He had long been disgusted.
He left the magic capital to work here, wanting to see when he could forget his ex-girlfriend, but unexpectedly, soon there was a cold relationship between them, and his ex-girlfriend soon said that he was going to Japan to study.
From his own heart, after all, he still likes women who are attached to him.
I'm not the kind of man who is willing to foil women.
It is the man who occupies a strong position in love, not the woman. This was undoubtedly influenced by my father.
So for love, he himself admits that he has a bit of a cynical attitude, and occasionally likes to torture a woman's heart. It's okay to flirt with the girls and make them afraid of him, and he will feel very satisfied, and produce a kind of guilty pleasure.
To say that although he likes women and can't stand life without women around him, he never overindulges in women, always takes a good measure, and he doesn't want to fall too deep for a woman.
If it's too deep, it's easy to lose yourself.
It's really sad to lose yourself for the sake of a woman. That's what Dad always said.
In Dad's world, work always comes first, and Mom is always just the shadow at home.
When he was a child, Du Ou didn't understand why his father treated his mother so indifferently, and his mother was always submissive to his father, and he didn't even dare to breathe.
Every time he saw his mother alone in the kitchen and crying, Du Ou was still sad and wanted to comfort his mother, but he didn't dare, because it would make his father angry.
But as an adult, I gradually got used to it. In the two worlds of father and son, there is no place for mother.
His father has always had high expectations for him, as the only descendant of the three generations of the Du family, he bears all the missions and responsibilities, so his father has been very harsh on his education since he was a child, even to the point of being unkind.
After graduating from college, many children enter good companies through their parents' connections, but they can only look for jobs online on their own.
In fact, his father owns a very large company, but he doesn't let him enter his own company to hold a high position, but he must go outside to break through and hone by himself. The salesman, the advertising manager, Dad said, if you can't make a profit, don't come back.
He also knew that his father was a man who could say and do things.