Chapter Forty-Six: Drinking
Syracuse raised his eyes and looked into the distance, the moon was in the heart of heaven, it was indeed very beautiful. Shui Zhi waited nearby, and quietly called Scarlet Yue and the two to twist the handkerchief, but Shen Yuan refused to wipe it, and pushed the handkerchief away with one hand. She rubbed fat powder today, and if she gets wet with water and paints her makeup, it won't look good.
"Miss, don't make trouble...... the maid was embarrassed and helpless, and couldn't tell which one it was. Shen Yuan didn't feel that her cheeks were hot, however, she knew that she must have begun to redden, she had been like this since she was a child, and drunkenness always made others think she was drunk. She reached out and touched her face, her fingertips were slightly cold, very comfortable.
"Qin Se is in the palace, don't be quiet." In the fog, she heard a clear voice from Snow City, "Sister Yuan, you are drunk." A gentle hand stroked the top of her hair, took the handkerchief from the maid, and patiently covered her forehead and cheeks. She knew that it was Snow City, and she didn't want to hide, so she simply rubbed his warm palm with drunkenness, but held back her tears.
Pretending to be crazy with alcohol may also be addictive, and since she was in trouble, Shen Yuan became more and more emboldened, snatched the handkerchief, threw it at the unknown maid at will, and pulled Syracuse City with his free hand to prevent him from leaving. "You're going to bully me, look, look, you've ruined my face......" She just hugged Syracuse and buried herself in his heart, as if she had a mouthful of wine in her throat, and the chaos was vague and couldn't hear the aftermath, completely ignoring the shocked gazes of several maids.
"Miss! Miss is obedient, don't make trouble. Shui Zhi got up in a hurry, stretched out his hand to pull Shen Yuan away, and really used his strength. Scarlet Moon and Scarlet Cloud were stunned, and they were shouted by Shui Zhi to come and help. Shen Yuan lost his temper, clutched Lixue City tightly, and refused to let go no matter what: "You go, you let go, don't touch me." ”
She was like a child, crying, and she didn't know where she got the strength, and opened Shui Zhi's hand, and then aroused the two Scarlet Moons: "Whoever you two listen to, you go!" Take Shuizhi with me, I'm not drunk, I just want to stay for a while......"
"This ......" Her two maids were embarrassed, still holding their masters in their hands, and looked at each other in a panic. The words of the big girl next to the pavilion master are not easy to listen to, and now that his master is drunk and ignorant, it will really become a joke if he continues to make trouble with her. However, Shen Yuan cried so much that it was distressing, the more sober people on weekdays, once they were really willful, they would be the most irresistible.
And the most embarrassing thing is to leave Syracuse, how to do a good job of being like it is not appropriate. Shen Yuan cried so much, no one had ever seen such a battle. A few maids were helpless, Qi Qi turned his eyes to Snow City for help, he had to work hard with them, break the hands wrapped around him, and take advantage of the moment of freedom to quickly withdraw. It was reasonable that he should have left, but as soon as he took a step, the woman behind him cried again.
"Brother Syracuse! You don't want to go...... Don't you go ......."
It was Shen Yuan's voice, nothing wrong. This woman, who has always been cold and self-controlled, lost her temper, and cried out with all her pathos, as if she missed this time, and what she lost was this life. Li Xuecheng never thought that Shen Yuan would have such a time to get out of control. The crying came faintly, and he couldn't help but turn his head.
The woman sobbed and raised her face, a pair of amber eyes that were already red, more intense than a touch of cinnabar in the corner of the eyes of the servant on the stage. So Syracuse was also startled, and froze in place, trying to sort it out. Soon, an emotion called pity strongly diluted his reason, driving him to turn back completely, and to embrace the woman again in his arms.
"Don't cry, don't cry, I'm not leaving."
Shen Yuan suddenly fell silent and shed tears silently. She may be satisfied, and finally this time, Syracuse took the initiative to give her a little real warmth. It's not the kind of pampering when you're young, it's really about the tenderness between men and women. She really hurts, it took so much effort to get what she wants.
She doesn't want to be satisfied, and she also wants that one day she doesn't have to open her mouth, and the other party can take the initiative to give.
"Go down, don't be here." She insisted on driving away the maid, and stayed alone with Syracuse in this small world. "Brother Syracuse, it's been eight years, and this is the first time you've hugged me." She hid herself in Syracuse's arms, whether he was listening or not.
"Sometimes...... I really want to go back to the past, you are just my brother in Syracuse, and I have never had feelings for you......" Such a woman is like a weak beast, wandering in the jungle for too long, and suddenly found a little shelter, and since then she has recognized it, and no matter how cold and painful it is, she will not let go.
She couldn't see Syracuse's face, she only felt him hug him tighter, and heard him say that she thought too much, and that he would never leave, telling her not to be afraid.
"Jean Se is in the Imperial ...... Grow old with your son, Syracuse, let's get engaged. ”
Shen Yuan didn't know if he heard it clearly, and he didn't know if he responded.
She didn't finish her sentence. She is twenty years old, not young, the past day, and the beginning of autumn in another year, the autumn breeze is rising, and the taste of the cocoon standing alone is too lonely. The love between the two people has been shallow over the years, but the friendship has become deeper and deeper. She deliberately said so much to Syracuse, wanting to test the true heart of this man. The answer wasn't great, but it wasn't bad, she stopped, she didn't want to risk being greedy more.
She was sober, she was calm, she understood, she knew that for such an overly intimate behavior of two people, she was not comfortable and unaccustomed to Syracuse, and she might even dislike and be reluctant. However, she can't care about it, she is a person of flesh and blood, and she can't be cold and self-contained forever.
In such a situation, such words, if they were placed in an ordinary Chenguang, Shen Yuan would not be able to do it. But now it's different, everyone thinks she's drunk, and drunk people don't care what they say or do. No one will take it seriously.
No...... Lixue City should be taken seriously, she just wants to show him and tell him, so he can't be treated as an idiot, just forget it. Drunk and drunk, she really fell asleep, and fell into a dream again, this time there was a bright moon in the dream, the stars were shining, and a fire tree and silver flowers were faintly burning, and she was blinded by the falling dust, but she couldn't recognize where she was.
The fireworks are beautiful, and the tears are fierce. The tears on his face were blown by the night wind, cold and cold, so real that Shen Yuan thought that this time was not a dream. She stretched out her hand to wipe it, but her elbow touched someone, only to realize that she was not the only one in this dream, and there were clear smiles and figures around her.
It's a family reunion, right? Shen Yuan's eyes widened, and he tried to look at them one by one, knowing that it was futile and didn't want to give up. It's a pity that her dreams are always hazy and unclear, and it seems that she has been told everything, but in fact she can't understand anything.