Chapter 142: My Decision My Choice
Tick!
The message came from Li Jing'er's Guoguo's mobile phone.
Li Jing'er frowned, she always believed that Lu Feng was not that kind of person.
"Don't take a look?" Lu Feng asked lightly. On the surface, he showed a calm appearance, his eyes crossed a touch of complex emotions, and his heart was full of entanglement.
This may be a temptation, but is it a temptation to overturn the so-called trust that existed before?
"UL through train tickets? Can I understand it that way? Li Jing'er narrowed her beautiful little eyes, then laughed at herself and asked, "Mr. Lu, may I ask how much your chips are worth?" β
Li Jing'er shouted Mr. Lu, which meant keeping a distance from each other.
"Yes, it can be understood in this way, the admission ticket of the UL through train, Cao Ge can give you, and I can do the same with Lu Feng." Lu Feng gave Li Jing'er an affirmative answer.
"I'm sorry, I guess I disappointed you." Li Jing'er's eyes flashed a touch of loss, and she said lightly: "I didn't fall into this unspoken rule three years ago, and three years later, I will make the same choice." My decisions and my choices have always been the same, no matter how much repression I have experienced. β
In the depths of Li Jing'er's heart, the so-called unspoken rule is not to sell herself and then exchange for the reward she wants. But she is the stubborn woman, and her bottom line is herself.
When the words fell, Li Jing'er was about to leave quickly, and was held by Lu Feng's arm.
"Huh?" Li Jing'er looked back at Lu Feng in disgust, and habitually hummed.
"I always believe in you, no matter your character or how you behave, I believe that my Lu Feng's vision will not be bad." Lu Feng's eyes smoothed over Li Jing'er's taut little face, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was charming.
Lu Feng's 360-degree change made Li Jing'er's head turn for a while, and she sat stunned. I wondered in my heart, what does this Lu Feng mean? Is it a routine yourself? Or is it temptation? What is the motivation......
Lu Feng let go of Li Jing'er's arm and gently knocked her little head, his eyes overflowed with satisfaction, he wanted to be still at this moment, at least she was completely his own at this moment.
On the road of pursuing love, there is no wrong or right, only care about whether you have really loved before.
There are no losses and no wins, but I am afraid of missing you......
And how much you don't have to pay is how much you have to get a positive proportional return. Because in the law of love, the more you care, the more you lose.
On the road of love, every scenery has its value, to be appreciated, to be cherished...... And the characters that appear in each beautiful scenery have the meaning of their appearance, and there are also God's arrangements. Every storyline has a certain value for it.
And Lu Feng is the kind of person who has no regrets and pays without asking for anything in return. Rare sensual animals.
"Girl, not everyone is as bad as you think, if all executives work with a purpose, then how can the company develop quickly? In the circle of the workplace, not everyone is gloomy, and there are many lives full of positive energy. Work for your dreams and work hard to make money for your life......" Lu Feng sighed lightly, thinking in his heart, Li Jing'er's thinking is always too extreme, what did she experience to make a little girl's innocence lost?
"So as you say, those small companies that have gone out of business are almost those big perverts? Mismanagement, unscrupulous means to achieve goals, use of power to coerce good citizens, huh? Li Jing'er said half-jokingly, half-seriously.
"Poof!"
Lu Feng smiled, the three words "big pervert", Lu Feng never dared to talk indecently like this, the freshness that Li Jing'er brought her, he could never forget in his life.
"Everyone has a choice, doesn't it?" Lu Feng's voice was very gentle, "Since they choose to lose themselves in front of fame and fortune, what the consequences will be, it is also something they expected." You know, there is no free lunch in this world, and you want to take benefits, and you want to lose your name, is it possible? β
How could Li Jing'er not understand what Lu Feng said? In this world, the easiest person to embarrass himself is not others, but himself.
"Brother Lu, just now," Li Jing'er was embarrassed, just now she thought she was charming, she fascinated Lu Feng, and mistakenly thought that people thought about right and wrong about her, so she was embarrassed.
Lu Feng paused slightly, and continued: "Girl, don't apologize to me, I will always be your most trustworthy person." β
"Thank you. I won't deliberately keep my distance from you anymore, Brother Lu, you will always be my good friend. Li Jing'er smiled and said frankly.
The title of "Brother Lu" once again brought the delicate relationship between the two closer.
Lu Feng smiled, still maintaining a warm appearance, and said, "You have the right to pursue more beauty." β
Li Jing'er is not stupid, she understands what Lu Feng means, but she is not qualified for the right in his mouth! All the suffering, whether it is happiness or happiness, only she understands it clearly in her heart.
Li Jing'er is a sensual woman as always, as long as she trusts someone, she will believe him without reservation, including the truth.
"I'm with Cao Ge, it's not what you see, the two of us just take what we need......" Li Jing'er simply sat back in the original co-pilot's seat, a trace of embarrassment crossed her eyes, and she continued to speak: "He needs a wife when he buys it, and I need money, that's all." β
Lu Feng frowned slightly, Li Jing'er's outspokenness surprised him a little, and the reason for her marriage frightened him even more, and a touch of complicated emotions slipped through his deep eyes.
Li Jing'er smiled and asked with a slight rhetorical question, "Are you disappointed?" Do you think that I am no different from other women, just as greedy and vain, and I can sell myself for money? β
"But you're not happy." Lu Feng once again emphasized the three words "unhappy", which in Li Jing'er's view, this is slightly ironic.
"When you use up all your so-called positive energy to survive in this chaotic world, when you are tired, you will always look forward to a shoulder worth leaning on, of course, any emotion has its exclusive shelf life, since it has not expired, you should enjoy the honor during this period, right? People will experience too many things in their lives, in the future, you and I don't know what will happen, whether it is good or bad, can not be estimated, in this case, why do you have to live one by one? Occasional workarounds may be appropriate to live in this century. β
Li Jing'er endured the impatience in her heart and told the enjoyment of violating her heart.
She doesn't enjoy the honor brought by her marriage with Cao Ge at all, she lives in a villa, wears famous brands, and has money to spend, this kind of life may seem like a dream to everyone, and people who are not satisfied with the status quo will only be considered greedy and dissatisfied by the world...... But how many people can understand the sadness in it.
"But you're not happy!" Lu Feng emphasized three times in a row and said lightly.
Li Jing'er was completely angry, annoyed by Lu Feng's death biting the topic of the three words "unhappy".
"Not happy? What does it take to be happy? After a pause, Li Jing'er said angrily: "In order to live around and work hard, in order to be able to pay the rent and utility bills, I have to get up early every day to work, in order not to let the society be eliminated, in order not to embark on the shallow rules of no return, I have to work ten times more than others, this life is not easy, if I have to be related to happiness or not, then I don't think there is a need to survive this century." Li Jing'er's tone was a little stubborn, and her attitude was a little hard.
"But..."Before Lu Feng could continue, Li Jing'er interrupted and continued to argue: "In this society now, even if you have the strength and no strong backstage to support you, do you think you can accomplish this with your own thin power alone?" Don't you think it's naΓ―ve to talk about the unreality of fighting alone? β
"What is happy and what is unhappy, do you think that there is no reason to be unhappy at all. Sometimes being abused is also a pleasure in life, you know? Li Jing'er said angrily, and began to be unable to suppress her little temper, adding: "It really doesn't matter whether you are happy or not, mentality is king." If you have to be happy in everything, then you also have to have some capital to choose the right to squander. β
"I only know that when people's consciousness is not strong, then it is called happy!" Lu Feng's gaze was deep as if he had seen through Li Jing'er's heart at a glance, "You are definitely not a person who compromises easily for money, doesn't it hurt for you to talk about yourself like this?" Doesn't it hurt? β
"Pain?"
Li Jing'er's face stiffened for a moment, and then she sneered coldly, her face when she laughed was more ugly than crying.
Everyone has their own choice of a comfortable lifestyle, no matter how hard and tired it is, it is their final choice, and they have to climb it to the end while kneeling.
People's hearts are very weak, no one wants to be dissected, Lu Feng always hits the nail on the head, Li Jing'er was suddenly angry, gritted her teeth, "Enough, you are not me, please don't shackle your mind to me." After speaking, Li Jing'er got out of the car angrily, and then slammed the car door fiercely, as if to vent the anger in her heart, and shook the car door shut.
Lu Feng regretted it, seeing Li Jing'er's reaction so much, he was disgusted to continue to get along with him. He hurriedly got out of the car, caught up behind Li Jing'er, couldn't help grabbing her wrist, and hurriedly said: "Girl, I'm sorry, I was wrong, sorry ......"
Li Jing'er had no choice but to stop moving forward because Lu Feng grabbed her wrist.
Seeing this, Lu Feng had room to spare, and then his words softened, "I swear that I won't talk about this kind of topic again in the future." It won't force you to face these problems......"
Li Jing'er took a deep breath to relieve her emotions that she was almost mad a second ago, and then slowly turned to look at Lu Feng, frowned, and said lightly: "Lu Da, everyone has their own way of life, as a friend or a relative, what right do they have to interfere?" What's more, we've only known each other for less than a month, and if you want to cherish me as a friend, you should know how to respect my private life instead of interfering, understand? Also, please, can you not see through my mind so easily in the future? You're just going to make it impossible for me to face you, everyone has their own fragile side deep down and a side they don't want to share. β
"I'm sorry! Me,"