I don't have much contact with Ma Longgui, even if there are any differences in business, but this kid shouldn't look at me like that.

In his eyes, I saw hatred, that kind of hatred, just like the fierceness and resentment I had when my family was ruined.

But soon, this Ma Longgui's expression returned to the same as before, he stood up, and said with a smile: "Knowing uncle, you have a good rest, I'll help you wash your clothes." ”

Ma Longgui left the ward after speaking, his attitude changed, I was very surprised, he was a ruthless person, he was free, and he could put down his worth, this kind of work, few people are willing to do it, even Ma Yan is Ma Zhengyuan's own daughter, and he may not do this kind of thing in person.

Ma Zhengyuan said: "The third child, don't scold the young people if you don't understand, now it's the world of young people, you have to give young people the opportunity to talk and do things." ”

Ma Ji immediately said: "Knowing the eldest brother, children, I will cultivate, don't worry." ”

Ma Zhengyuan said: "The inheritance of the horse gang for hundreds of years cannot be broken, I can't do it now, you four brothers, it's a good thing to have competition, but, remember my words, everyone is a brother, and competition must be fair competition." ”

All three nodded and looked at each other, but I could see in their eyes that there was discord between hearts and faces.

For the position of the head of the cauldron, the four of them are all fighting fiercely and competing fairly? That's easier said than done.

Ma Zhengyuan said: "Let's go, Ah Feng, you stay and tell me about the company's recent events." ”

Everyone looked at me, a little jealous in addition to some envy, but the three of them didn't say anything and left the ward directly.

After seeing the people leave, Ma Zhengyuan said: "I'm sorry, I couldn't give you a good environment." ”

I said, "It's okay, I don't care about that, I've been through more hostile environments than this." ”

Ma Zhengyuan nodded, he said bitterly: "I also know, you are a bitter child, your father left early, when you have nothing to do, you have to take care of a family, you are even harder than Ma Yan, the betrayal of your family is the most painful, you can come over, I also admire you." ”

I said, "What doesn't kill me will make me strong in the end." ”

Ma Zhengyuan smiled and said, "How is the gold matter?" ”

I shook my head and I said, "I don't have time to look it up, and I don't have a clue." ”

Ma Zhengyuan said: "Apples, they always start to break from the inside. ”

Ma Zhengyuan's words shocked my heart, I looked at his disappointed expression, and I said, "You doubt ......"

Ma Zhengyuan immediately said: "Ah Feng, promise me, no matter who it is, don't go out publicly, Ma Gang, I can't afford to lose this person, and I can't hurt this heart, let's just solve this matter with family law." ”

I said, "Well...... What about murder? ”

Ma Zhengyuan clenched his fists with difficulty, and I could tell from his expression that he hated it in his heart.

But he said: "Quietly send it to the police station, don't make a noise about it, and give the caravan a last bit of decency." ”

I nodded, and I said, "Who do you think?" ”

Ma Zhengyuan said: "I don't know very well, but I know, it must be one of the four of them, Ma Hong, he has a violent personality, but he is upright and will not do this kind of thing, Ma Ji, you have also seen it, he is pretentious, and he feels that he is superior, and he will not do it, then, you can work hard among the two people you saved." ”

I nodded, and I said, "Got it." ”

Ma Zhengyuan asked me again: "Plan, how is it going?" ”

I said, "If you get three percent, you just need to get another six percent, and you're done." ”

Ma Zhengyuan said: "It's too slow, can it, a little faster?" ”

I looked at Ma Zhengyuan's anxious appearance, I frowned, and I said: "Everything needs a process, I know you want to help Ma Yan, but you also have to consider my problems, I owe a lot of money now, and Ma Yan is unwilling to take absolute risks, and someone inside is messing with me, it's difficult for me." ”

Ma Zhengyuan suddenly reached out and grabbed my hand, his hand was very rough, it was all mouths, these were the hands of the older generation, and they were all traces of the years left after being devastated by the wind and rain.

Ma Zhengyuan said: "Young man, I know that you are very hard, but I can't help but be selfish, do you think that I am for Ma Yan?" No, I'm for myself, I really can't bear it, young man, I really can't bear it. ”

Ma Zhengyuan said, tears fell, I looked at his weather-beaten eyes, tears blurred, I don't know why, I was very moved in my heart.

A man who has experienced so many ups and downs and has never wavered, at this time, fragile, like a child, cried when he said this, what kind of torment was going through in his heart.

Ma Zhengyuan said very sadly: "I regret this operation, although ah, he let me live a few more years, but I really regret it, young man, do you know? There is a tube under my body, although it doesn't hurt, but it's very uncomfortable, I can't sleep on my stomach, it's uncomfortable to sleep lying down, I'm standing, I don't have the strength, I can't sleep all night long, I don't have any hope for tomorrow, young man, that feeling, can you understand? ”

I can't understand it, but I can feel the desperation in Ma Zhengyuan's heart.

Ma Zhengyuan cried and said: "What about me, once quietly went to the store where people sold pesticides, I went alone, I wanted to buy paraquat, but people who sell pesticides are still very kind, they know who I am, they know what I want to do, they refuse to sell to me, no matter how I beg, they just don't sell, and they called, notified the people of the Ma Gang, I was very angry, this person, famous, is not a good thing, even death, it's a problem, I'm not convinced, I went to buy a lot of mosquito repellent water, those insecticides, I just drink it, I'm afraid that poison won't kill me, so I drink several bottles, but this person, he is very strange, he can't poison me. ”

I immediately pressed Ma Zhengyuan's hand, and I said, "Don't say it...... Now that medicine is so advanced, it will be fine......"

I took a deep breath, I couldn't bear this torture, this negative energy, it made me very heavy physically and mentally.

I've experienced too many lives and deaths.

My father, Wan Qiwen......

This kind of thing, it doesn't mean that if you experience more, you will be numb, on the contrary, you will be more sensitive, when you perceive that you are going to experience life and death again, that kind of pain will rush up all of a sudden, like a knife poking directly into your heart, it hurts, the pain is terrible.

Ma Zhengyuan took a deep breath, he said: "Alive, I don't count on it, and I don't dare to live anymore, I've already lived enough, young man, I'm a little selfish, I've never been selfish in my life, but, I really can't bear it, young man, you work harder, get things done, I will give up treatment, I really can't live anymore, if I can stand up, I will definitely kneel down for you." ”

I immediately said, "I'll do it as soon as possible, I will." ”

After I finished speaking, I quickly let go of his hand, avoided his eyes, and left the ward in a panic.

It's the first time I've run away in such a mess.

After leaving the room, I looked up at the ceiling.

I kind of regret taking this job.

Because I know, no matter when this old man leaves.

I'm going to get hurt again.