Chapter 455: It's yourself who blames

The moment the butterfly opened the door, the diving bird suddenly felt like home.

He had been looking for this feeling for so many years, and when he first lived with the butterfly, he had this feeling for a while, and then the butterfly left, and this feeling disappeared.

For the diving bird, he has been hiding from the embarrassment of loneliness all his life, but it is precisely this feeling like a ghost that has haunted him and haunted him throughout his youth.

Suddenly, this feeling returned to his heart, and his sense of happiness at that moment seemed to have suddenly heard the gospel of God, which filled his whole heart.

The butterfly may have been back for a while, looking at them with wide eyes and anticipation, apparently she had been waiting for them.

What a pleasant thing to wait, to have someone waiting.

No one had waited for him in all these years, and Mom sometimes waited, but it was a different feeling, or rather, no feeling at all.

The diving bird was almost speechless, and his sense of well-being dulled him.

Usually, in front of a person you like, the reaction will become inexplicably sluggish.

Butterfly gave him a quick look, then turned her gaze to the kite and asked, "Why did he get him to buy you so many things?"

The butterfly had apparently noticed at first glance that the diving bird was carrying a few bags in his hand, which were obviously bought for the kite, and if he bought it himself, he naturally didn't need to take it, just put it in the car.

Although I don't know what I bought, I can know that it must have cost a lot, because of the generosity of diving birds, she has long been taught.

Once the butterfly took the opportunity to sarcastically say to him: Do you have too much money and no place to spend it?

He smiled stupidly and said, "You're right, I really don't have a place to spend my money." If you don't give a kite, do you want to give a flower? Qianqian eats the best dog food and lives in a mansion, I think a dog's life is like this, and it is worthy of it.

The butterfly couldn't help but laugh when she heard it at the time.

But, in any case, the butterfly's tone is somewhat reproachful.

She felt that the more the diving bird was like this, the deeper the guilt in her heart.

Sometimes the blame is not against the diving bird, but really blaming yourself, and I can't say why, but along the way, I feel that many lives have not been handled well.

It's too late, and I don't know how to make up for it, so I have to ask myself, is life such an experience?

Zhi Kite feels very innocent, because in this relationship, he doesn't know how to deal with it, he doesn't know at all.

When the diving bird asked him to buy it, he didn't refuse, because the diving bird was his father, not someone else. Besides, he really wanted these things.

An absolutely stylish model car, a sweatshirt, a cool tennis hat and a tennis racket.

When he bought it, the diving bird promised to take him to play tennis once a week in the future. He was also promised the opportunity to take him to go karting, which he longed for. These are things that moms never do.

Mom is like a big rabbit who is too lazy to move, nesting in the nest all day long, not moving anywhere, at most looking for some food near the nest.

How can the heart of the kite be so little now? The world in his eyes seems to be slowly unfolding the picture, looking at a little bit, how is enough, there must be more, he needs to contact the world, understand the world, not in front of him, but all.

But my mother once said: don't accept what others give you.

Zhi Kite thought about it, but this person was none other than him?

So he was a little confused, and he accepted it in a daze.

was questioned by the butterfly, and the kite was suddenly frightened. The diving bird couldn't see it, so he said, "What are you doing here?" I'm going to buy it, what are you going to say he's doing? What is this little thing? I'm happy, it's all right, right?

Butterfly was speechless, and she naturally had no right to blame him. Somewhat sullen, without saying anything, they turned around and went in, letting them in on their own.

The diving bird glanced at the kite, and the two changed their shoes at the door, and the diving bird piled all the things in the corner of the hall, and then entered the living room with the kite. The butterfly came from the kitchen: thirsty or not? I'll pour you a cup of tea.

The diving bird sat down at the table in the dining room, and looked around, and the kite had already entered the room with his things, apparently he was a little impatient.

The butterfly came out with a teacup, put it in front of the diving bird, and called out to stop the kite: Have you washed your hands? So what's the hurry? No one is going to rob you.

Zhi Kite ran out with a smile on his face and said loudly, "Mom, look, my father bought it for me, and said that he would take me to play tennis once a week in the future." I also bought sportswear and a tennis cap.

The butterfly looked at it and said with a calm face: You just took it?

The kite pursed her lips and said, "Mother—

The butterfly asked the diving bird: Are you really free to take him to play tennis every week? He's a very serious kid, a straight kid, he won't forget what you said, so don't promise him anything, if you don't take him with him, he will bother me all day long.

The diving bird laughed and said: Don't worry, since I promised him, I will naturally not break my promise. Besides, I need to exercise every week, so I can kill two birds with one stone. There is a club where I originally had a fitness card, but I have never used it, and I will use it in the future. The swimming pool there is also very good, it is indoor, and there are not many people, why don't we go together next time?

As the diving bird speaks, its eyes do not leave the butterfly.

The butterfly's face was inexplicably hot, and she said in a low voice: If you want to go, you go by yourself, I am weak and can't swim.

The diving bird's heart moved and said: So you have to exercise, you don't know that it is a national exercise now. There are gym brochures distributed all over the road, and I have a lot of them. But I have a very good house, I have been to see it, Feng Yu has always taken his daughter there to swim. So I did it too, but there was no excuse to go.

Butterfly suddenly thought of the walking exercise that her father and Gao Ruohan used to do every night, and it was like a national sport, saying that the streets were full of walking troops.

I laughed at them back then. However, it was good for Dad to take a walk at that time, otherwise he might have left earlier.

Suddenly, my feelings became complicated. Ignoring the stubble of the diving bird, he turned around and went into the kitchen, where there was still half a pot of water to be flushed. Then I had to bathe the kite at night, bathe myself, and arrange the schoolbag with him to go to school tomorrow......

The diving bird sat there with a calm look, without any intention of leaving. He also wanted to see with great interest how Zhi Kite would look in the newly bought tracksuit, and he did so: Zhi Kite, put that sportswear on and show it to your mother, okay?

Then, the kite came out in a tracksuit.

Sportswear is good, but Butterfly now hopes to end this chaotic and tiring day quickly, send off the diving birds quickly, urge the child to go to bed early, and then find a time to be alone and sort out the chaotic thoughts in his head.