Chapter 179: Spread the Mood

The little maid in front of Hanyan's study saw Gu Qingyan coming, so he let people into the house, turned around and ordered the people below to bring the warm food from the kitchen.

Gu Qingyan entered the house, saw Han Yan was looking at a book intently, the clothes were no longer the one he was wearing, silently walked to his bookcase, stood silently for a while, saw that Han Yan did not look up at his meaning, walked to the side again, poured a cup of tea softly, and handed it to Han Yan from the side of the bookcase.

Seeing that the cup of tea was silently pushed in front of him from his right hand, Han Yan sighed helplessly, grabbed Gu Qingyan's wrist, put down the book, and dragged it, letting Gu Qingyan sit in his arms.

Gu Qingyan wrapped her hands around Han Yan's neck, and then gently drew circles on his shoulders with her fingers, her voice was gentle, like a little girl who made a mistake and begged for forgiveness: "It hurts, right?" ”

Han Yan grabbed Gu Qingyan's hand and nodded: "It hurts, it hurts here." ”

He put Gu Qingyan's hand in the position of his heart: "Although I haven't had a knife here for the time being, but seeing that you have been so uncomfortable recently, I will also be uncomfortable." ”

Gu Qingyan raised his head, held his face with both hands, and suddenly said to him very seriously and seriously: "Hanyan, I will never allow someone to hurt you like this." ”

Han Yan saw the seriousness in Gu Qingyan's eyes, but what he wanted was not for Gu Qingyan to protect him like this.

Pulling down Gu Qingyan's hands still let her hug herself, and said to her very gently: "Silly girl, except for you, no one can hurt me, so you don't have to worry about me." You don't need to protect me, I'll protect you, you know? ”

Gu Qingyan lowered her head, she knew what kind of person she was, she couldn't completely entrust herself to another person, because in her heart, if she did anything, in the end, only she could protect herself.

Han Yan's words are not difficult to understand, but understanding and doing are two different things, so Gu Qingyan didn't answer, just leaned on Han Yan's arms.

"I want to see your injuries." Gu Qing flute.

Han Yan nodded, according to her meaning, but did not let go of her thoughts, directly picked up the person, walked out of the study, and returned to the bedroom.

Sitting on the bed and taking off his shirt, Gu Qingyan saw the fresh tooth marks on Han Yan's shoulders, although he applied ointment, it was still distressing to look at.

Han Yan only felt a chill on his shoulders, and there were droplets of water falling on his shoulders, and he didn't care about pulling his clothes, so he hurriedly turned his head to look back, and saw Gu Qingyan standing behind him, biting his lip and shedding tears.

This scared Han Yan even more than the way she looked a few days ago.

At this time, Gu Qingyan really had thousands of emotions rushing to her heart for a while, and she really didn't know how, so she could only express everything with tears.

Han Yan hurriedly pulled Gu Qingyan to sit down, wiped her tears with his fingertips, and comforted: "I'm fine, cry if you want to, it's okay, I'm with you." ”

As soon as he heard his words, Gu Qingyan couldn't help it, held Hanyan's medicine in both hands, and cried vigorously without speaking on the shoulder on the other side.

Han Yan looked at the door, but fortunately, he closed the door by the way when they came in, otherwise it is difficult to say whether the scene at this moment will be seen by others.

"I, I rarely cry." After crying for about a stick of incense, Gu Qing said with a cigarette.

Han Yan patted her head: "I know." The tone is soft, and it is nothing more than coaxing children.

Gu Qingyan really rarely cries, or more accurately, rarely cries in front of people, and everyone who knows her well knows this characteristic of her.

"I, I, I'm not distrusting you and not relying on you, I'm just, I just feel that they are my people, they are important to me, I don't want them to give away my life in vain because of my little thought, so even if it's just an injury, I'll be sad and sad, I'll think it's because of me that it's caused this."

When Gu Qingyan once again mentioned the emotions in his heart because of this incident, Han Yan could naturally understand how much this matter made Gu Qingyan care.

"And you, for me, it's not unimportant, it's not that it's not more important than them, but for you, I care more, I care if you will be unnecessarily implicated because of me, I care if you and I will feel burdened because of me, Han Yan, I know that in my life, I can't live a stable life like a girl like Tanxue, and even my life is not as good as Moon Shadow and Youlan, I was destined to experience what I would experience from birth, and my experience made me understandably like this, I know it's painful, I have to look ahead, I have to fiddle with some scheming, and sometimes I even have to be a 'mask' person, so I don't want people around me to be like me..."

Gu Qingyan said a long, long sentence, including a confession to Han Yan and an accusation against his current situation, Han Yan listened to them one by one, and when Gu Qingyan had cried enough, she was tired of crying, and when she sat cross-legged opposite him with a red nose, Han Yan pinched her nose.

"When I knew you, you were the arrogant Emperor Qinrui, and you always said that you were different from the other princes and emperors in the palace, you said that they were all canaries in the deep palace, frogs at the bottom of the well, and you were not as good as birds that could fly in the vast sky, they would be imprisoned, and you could be at ease."

"The first time I saw you cry was in the Emperor's Mansion, when you just came back from the birthday of the prince in the palace, I don't know what grievances you suffered in the palace, and when you came back, you wanted to fight and fall, but the nurse next to you told you that the palace reward can't fall, so you clenched your fists yourself, stood and suddenly cried, frightening the people present at the time."

"The first time you went out in a rage and even put up a rack to threaten people with your emperor's concubine, it was because someone knocked over your own hand rose yogurt, and that bowl of cheese was originally intended to be given to a maid who was punished for your faults."

"The first time you came to Qingquan Villa, you forced me to take you to fly the eaves and walk the wall to run inside and out of the villa, you said, how good is this free life."

"Sometimes you come to the villa, you say you are here to hide from Qingjing, but it turns out that there are a lot of people in the villa, so you always go to grandma's to hide, you don't like those false and wrongful interactions, so later Taohuajian also did a good job for you in this regard."

"Later, a big event happened to you, and we had a lot less contact, you began to wear a mask, to cover up your scars, and you used the tempering of the stone gate as your catharsis, and since then, you only do what you want, and on the surface you no longer care about the eyes of the world, but only you know that what you want to do is for yourself, or for what you want to protect and protect."

....

Han Yan listed the Gu Qingyan he knew for Gu Qingyan one by one, and Gu Qingyan looked at him with wide eyes, it turned out that in the days when the two were noisy, hated each other, and squeezed each other, Han Yan actually put her in her heart like this.

"Girl, you know very well what you do, they will support you and help you protect you, so I also want to tell you that there are not only them behind you, but also me, and your emotions, thoughts and even everything that you have nowhere to put can be placed here with me."

This can be regarded as Han Yan's promise to Gu Qingyan.

Gu Qingyan digested his words, raised his head for a long time, tilted his head at him, smiled, and nodded.

Seeing that she finally smiled, Han Yan's mood improved, and she just wanted to ask Gu Qingyan if she was hungry, so she took the initiative to speak, and said in a coquettish tone: "I'm so hungry." ”

"Then you help me get dressed, and then I'll have them bring you food."

As soon as Han Yan said this, Gu Qingyan suddenly came back to her senses, and after looking at the wound, Han Yan kept chatting with her with her open shirt like this.

And now that I'm sitting face to face with him, this figure....

Gu Qingyan still has the shyness of a girl, and she is busy covering her eyes with her hands.

Han Yan couldn't cry or laugh: "My aunt and grandmother are missing, and you haven't seen it less." ”

"Don't talk about it, get dressed quickly."

Yubi was still blindfolded, and the sound of squirming in her ears sounded when the sound was gone, and when the voice was gone, Han Yan saw that she still didn't mean to open her hands, so she leaned over her back and stretched out her head in front of her: "Okay, it's okay." ”

Gu Qingyan couldn't care about judging the distance between Han Yan and her at this time, only to hear him say that it was okay, so he withdrew his hand, and as soon as the light returned to his eyes, he saw a face in front of him, and in the next second, there was a warm feeling on his lips, and when she just knew what was happening, that feeling suddenly left again. Gu Qingyan reacted completely, and suddenly felt that his face was hot, as if there was a hot breath rushing to the top of his head!

Looking at Gu Qingyan's interesting expression change, Han Yan felt very interesting, as if he felt that he could have a few more times in the future, so that it would be fun.

When Gu Qingyan came back to his senses, he had already arrived at the round table and sat on the chair peacefully, as for how he got from the bed, Gu Qingyan didn't have to think about it.

In the bowl in front of him was the dish sandwiched by Han Yan, and the maids who were waiting next to him seemed to look at them with a peachy smile, Gu Qingyan always felt uncomfortable, this was the first time in his life.

"Go down first." Han Yan looked at Gu Qingyan like this, and felt that the person who was waiting for him would not go down, and Gu Qingyan was afraid that he would not be able to move his chopsticks.

When the maids heard this, although some of them didn't want to leave, they could only do as they were told.

Seeing that everyone was gone, Gu Qingyan still didn't pick up the chopsticks, and Han Yan laughed: "Okay, everyone is gone, didn't you say you were hungry just now?" ”

Gu Qingyan stretched out his finger, pointed to the window, and then pointed to the roof, and Nuo Nuo said, "Also." ”

At that moment, the people outside the window and on the roof almost fell out, and said in his heart: The fourth girl is really the fourth girl, and she can still be like this when she is embarrassed.

Han Yan was also so happy that he had to say, "You guys, leave for me!" ”

Now those who are lying around and want to eavesdrop and peep can only walk away silently, but looking back, they feel that it is worth it, and they still want to show off with them when they are better.

Who knew that night, this slippery person was called to the study by Han Yan, and it was strictly forbidden to tell them what they saw and heard today, and let them guarantee that it was not good, and they also signed and drew the charge in black and white, and everyone could only leave dejectedly, and they didn't know which one of their young lead singers was.

But where else can it be, it's not that they gave Gu Qingyan everything they signed and signed as soon as they turned their heads, Gu Qingyan looked at these, although he knew that his actions were a little naΓ―ve, but he had a guarantee, and in the future, someone would really say that they had leaked their mouths, and Hanyan would come forward to threaten them, so Gu Qingyan put his mind at ease.