Chapter 414: Confession in front of the tombstone
When Fu Qiming walked off the stage, and when the two of them toasted each other to the others, Wang Shi grabbed Cheng Luoyi and said, "Just let me go over in a while, you don't have to have direct contact with him."
Cheng Luoyi nodded understandingly, and when Fu Qiming led Fu Disheng over, Wang Shi stepped forward and said, "Congratulations to the two of you."
Fu Qiming on the side looked at Cheng Luoyi and didn't speak, but Fu Disheng smiled instead, the two left here, and when the wedding was about to end, Fu Disheng came over.
looked at Cheng Luoyi on the side and said, "There are some things, I think we should talk about them."
He didn't know what he wanted to say, but he knew he wouldn't say anything nice.
The two came to a kitchen room in the hotel, and Cheng Luoyi looked at him and asked, "What do you want to say?"
"From the beginning of our competition to the present, you have lost, and you will not appear here again after losing." He looked at Cheng Luoyi, with a condescending state order.
When Cheng Luoyi heard this, he sneered, looked at the person in front of him and said, "That's all you want to say!"
"Did you do all those things and conspiracies back then?" He looked at him and asked.
Fu Disheng looked at him without concealing it: "Yes! Everything is me, I did all those things, even if you tell Fu Qiming now, he can't believe it, he won't believe you for a long time. ”
"I know, but I'm not going to sue, and I wish you happiness." When he said this, Cheng Luoyi smiled, he knew that his body was like this, and he might never have the opportunity to see Fu Qiming.
This departure is actually goodbye, he doesn't care what Fu Disheng thinks, and he doesn't care about the so-called ending, he only cares about those things that seem trivial to others.
After Wang Shi and Cheng Luoyi went home, Cheng Luoyi's condition began to worsen within a few days, he began to bleed a lot of teeth, fainted, and other symptoms appeared, and sometimes his hair would fall out.
Seeing Cheng Luoyi's body thinner little by little, his heart was very uncomfortable, but he didn't know how to comfort him, Wang Shi touched Cheng Luoyi comfortingly and said, "Don't die, let's go to the hospital!"
"I don't want to go, I don't want to die in the hospital." Cheng Luoyi shook his head at him.
Wang Shi comforted him, touched his head and said, "I know, I know, but you must go, if you don't go, you will die faster."
"I'm not afraid of death, I'm really not afraid of death, but I'm afraid of pain, so there's no way to make me die without pain?" Cheng Luoyi felt like he had been pushed into an endless abyss, unable to get up, and all around him was black, as black as ink.
"Don't think so." Wang Shi hugged him and comforted him.
Cheng Luoyi, who was convulsive and crying, thought of something in Wang Shi's arms, raised his head and looked at him with teary eyes, and said, "Before going to the hospital, can I choose a cemetery for myself?"
When he said the words cemetery, Wang Shi's heart suddenly twitched, as if something suddenly tensed.
"Why did you think of this?"
Cheng Luoyi looked at him very calmly and smiled bitterly: "Because...... Because the cemetery is the ultimate destination of people, isn't it? And I will live there forever in the future, and I want to choose a satisfactory cemetery to live in. ”
His words deeply pierced Wang Shi's heart, but Wang Shi understood that what he said was not wrong.
That day, he took Cheng Luoyi to the funeral place, saw a lot of various urns, and also saw a lot of clothes for the burial. Cheng Luoyi seems to be tormented by illness, has forgotten the so-called feeling of death, he looks at those urns like a very ordinary commodity.
Very happy and optimistic to negotiate the price of those urns with them, he looked at a white urn and said, "I want this!" This white porcelain urn is very good, I quite like it. ”
The king looked at it and did not speak for a long time, because he did not know what to say.
The same is true when choosing a cemetery, most of the tombstones of those who have died are next to each other, and he is the only one...... He picked a tombstone that was furthest from here.
"Why choose such a remote place!" Wang Shi asked incomprehensibly.
Cheng Luoyi looked at him and said: "Since I was a child, I actually have social phobia, and I hate being with many people, so this is very good here."
Hearing this, Wang Shi understood. Indeed, Cheng Luoyi seems to be very afraid of people from the very beginning of knowing him, maybe for him, he has not been loved by anyone in this world, maybe that's why she chose to be so far away.
When Wang Shi took him to the hospital, he always remembered that the sunset was like a dream, and the whole sunset scene was fiery red by the afterglow of the sun, and the blood red made people feel uneasy.
When he and Cheng Luoyi arrived at the hospital, they were received by a doctor surnamed Li, who was very good and didn't want to be like an ordinary doctor.
After a few days in the ward, Cheng Luoyi seemed very uneasy. I don't know if it's because of chemotherapy or something else. People who didn't like to be quiet before suddenly became unusually quiet.
"When you were king, do you remember those rings?"
Wang Shi nodded and said, "What's wrong?"
"When I die, let me take those rings with me!"
Wang Shi was silent for a long time, and finally nodded and agreed, saying, "Okay."
The days passed quickly, half a year later. Cheng Luoyi's beautiful and soft hair was almost gone, and the pain tortured him every day, he really couldn't bear this torment, and after chemotherapy, he took Wang Shi's hand and begged: "I don't want to suffer like this anymore, I ...... I will die in peace, I will not be tormented by sickness anymore, I beg you, will the king promise me? ”
When Wang Shi heard this, he didn't know what kind of expression he should show, but he felt that his brain was blank, and it took a few minutes before he looked at Cheng Luoyi and nodded blankly.
Euthanasia requires the consent of the family to sign, and it is not possible to sign when the king is light, and other people need to sign.
In the end, he was forced to have no choice, so Cheng Luoyi contacted Bai Yilong, and it was because he begged them to sign that he was misunderstood by them, that is, Bai Yilong's mother later complained about Cheng Luoyi.
"That's the reason for the matter, I beg you, as long as you sign it, you can rest assured that my funeral will not have you to interfere." Cheng Luoyi begged and knelt down.
"Your death has nothing to do with us, and we also signed the contract at the beginning, why do you break the contract now." Bai Yilong unceremoniously retorted to Cheng Luoyi on the side.
"Sign it, sign it for him." Wang Shi looked at this cold-blooded person and couldn't help but shout.
The three of them were frightened, and it took a long time for them to recover and come over separately to sign.
Cheng Luoyi took the signature and returned to the hospital. The doctor told him that even if he agreed, the signature would have to be reviewed, and it would take a month for the review alone.
Cheng Luoyi didn't know when she would go back to Fu Qiming's villa, she had always been a little confused, and Fu Qiming even found a doctor to treat Cheng Luoyi.
In the end, I just gave her some sedative medicine and left.
Cheng Luoyi was stunned in the room, although he didn't cry, there was no sadness or joy in his eyes, and he was a bit sad than dead.
The souls of the right of way, which had nowhere to rest, began to be restless again.
I went to see Cheng Luoyi several times, but I didn't get any response, and when I went downstairs, I saw his cousin who was dragging 2580,000 yuan, making wontons around an apron.
"That...... Cousin, do you still make ravioli? Lu Quan looked at Fu Qiming in horror.
The answer to him was a slap in the eye.
Cheng Luoyi was pulled back to reality by the fragrance of wontons.
Just now she was dreaming that Ji Cheng and her previous life were like a nagging old mother, and even quarreled every day because of the discord between the two people.
Each picture was so clear, so clear that it seemed as if she could grasp it in her hand as soon as she stretched out her hand.
But she just couldn't remember what kind of filling the wonton she was eating in her mouth, and when she was so anxious that she didn't know what to do, she suddenly saw a steaming little wonton stew in front of her.
"It's ...... Small wonton stew, fennel filling! Cheng Luoyi took a spoon and ate one, it was very fragrant and had an endless aftertaste, it was this taste, the taste of home.
Cheng Luoyi's eyes were red, her home was never the indifferent and ruthless Cheng family, but this, who would wrap small wontons for her in the middle of the night.
Where Ji Cheng is, her home is there, but now. It seems that her home has been lost by her!
"You're okay, didn't you eat it, but don't cry!" The right of way said a little anxiously.
Cheng Luoyi looked up, only then did she see Fu Qiming and Lu Quan sitting in front of her, Fu Qiming's expression was serious, she couldn't even see the smile on the corner of her mouth, and she didn't know what she was thinking when she pursed her mouth.
The right of way was panicked.
"Who's going to cry? Eyes into the sand! Where did you buy this ravioli? Cheng Luoyi pretended to be relaxed and said.
The right of way breathed a sigh of relief, and finally returned to normal.
"He did it, I didn't know he would make such a high-tech job as wontons when I was so old!" Lu Quan pointed at Fu Qiming and said in surprise.
Cheng Luoyi was surprised.
"I don't know! Why is fennel stuffing? Cheng Luoyi asked casually.
"There's only fennel in the house!" Fu Qiming opened his mouth lightly.
"Oh, what a coincidence, my favorite is fennel filling!" Cheng Luoyi lowered his head and ate, but his thoughts were mixed.
Just now, she was confused, and she couldn't turn around for a while, and she wanted to find Ji Cheng, which would feel a little ridiculous.
Ji Cheng hasn't known her for a long time, and he really doesn't have such a deep bond, and he can't even keep his beliefs for her.
When the interruption continued, she was disturbed, and she stayed away from Ji Cheng, not only because of the Cheng family, but also because of her illness, and she didn't want Ji Cheng to get involved. Because there is not even a 10% success rate! It's a hopeless gamble!
A Min'er has ruined half of Ji Cheng, she can't imagine whether Ji Cheng can still live if she loses her again!
Even if you are alive, is there any meaning in losing the light in your heart?